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~Kem
I land on শীর্ষ of a building instead of going প্রথমপাতা like I was going to at 1st. Detectives were already on the scene, I could sense them from here, crawling over it like roaches in a nasty hotel. I pull off my leather clothes I had on and put on the other clothes I had stored in my shadow. After changing and making my demon clothes part of my shadow, I walk down the steps leading into the building and smile. J-Karry orphanage the sign read. I walk into a room and 5 kids ranging from 5 to 10 are sitting in a বৃত্ত talking about 'Rescue', which is what the kids call me. 'Course...none of 'em...
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posted by zutaradragon
(Chorus)
red sky when u say goodbye
red sky makes me cry forever
red sky when i feel the pain
red sky makes me see...no...end
red sky when u say goodbye
red sky seems 2 last forever
red sky when u feel no pain
red sky when u said...the...end

i can't help this connection i feel
i thought u felt it 2
i guess i let my হৃদয় get the best of me
i guess i was wrong...
when i believed it when u ব্যক্ত u felt it 2
u ব্যক্ত it'd last forever
but forever's come and gone.
i guess it has an end i didn't know about...
but my pain will last forever because...

(Chorus)

i thought u ব্যক্ত u loved me...
with each and every kiss...
i thought we came closer
a happiness and bliss.
but then u went away
u left me standing in the rain
tears that never dry
everyday i'll cry
maybe u can follow the river back
it's a pain that just won't ever....see...an....end

(Chorus X2)
~Clark
“c rookie, how all the blood's in a close area. This indicates he didn't struggle. At least, not 2 much. DNA tests will show....” Detective Alan Roonster pauses. I'd met him yesterday...and he was staring at me. I could feel his eyes on my back. “r u even listening 2 me?”
Nodding absently, I turn 2 him. “do u c that guy over there, watching us?”
he looks at me, confusion shining in his eyes, and he frowns. “i c no one but a rookie with ADD. now pay attention, I wanna teach u 'bout this.”
“i know about blood splatters” I mutter “and I don't have ADD either...” I turn...
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~Kem Senef
"I do clean work with no clues left behind" I almost snarl.
"What about weapon identifi-"
"I never use my own weapons." I interrupt. Who knew convincing a dude whose father killed his brother that his father would be better off dead would be so hard? "Calm down, Jim. I've done this about 20 times before."
"But u made 1/2 of 'em commit suicide, Kem. I'm tellin' ya', my pop ain't the type."
"2 মতামত on that. 1, suicide is always a valid cause of death because it's basically thought that any and all humans are capable of taking their own lives. 2, it's MUCH আরো fun to kill the person...
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I know what lies on the other side,
of this, my dark integument.
That's why I will not let myself come out
from behind my screen.

My mask...or masque?
Either way, I know this দেওয়াল will stand
firm and tall, this wall
will not crumble, will not fall.

I will forever stay hidden,
my only friends?
Hate, Contempt, Misery, and Agony
forever with me, through out my masquerade

Hate, burning in my heart
Contempt, for those who cause so much suffering
Misery, forever loves company
Agony, my friend for life

So, naturally, my dark integument
I hide well with a glee-filled grin
and I will keep my darkness inside
posted by zutaradragon
It's like watchin' another family
fall apart
and I can't help it
no, I হারিয়ে গেছে it
I cry myself to sleep again
I need to find myself a friend
but who wants to be a friend
with someone growing up in a war zone?

I'm just watching the fighting
and the arguing
and I can't do anything
I can't help
so I run
I run away to my room
my safe-place
my only shelter

It hurts me so much
it only makes me cry
I can't lie
and I try and I try to walk away
I feel myself pull away.
And I cry and I cry and I run away
all I have left of them is a picture to go by
and I don't even want that
I rip my face free of them
and I throw the family portrait...
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posted by zutaradragon
The Gun:
we all have one...
if it slips, you're done.
some carry it deep within.
for some, it's just below the skin.
we all own one,
let it slip, you're done.
sound like fun?
just just shun...
everyone.
you'll see the result...
it's always the same.
it always will end...
with a bang!

Darkness:
because when all the light is gone
Darkness shall prevail.
i have learned something,that i wish to unveil.

if আপনি look for the bad in a person
you'll find it quicker...
the u will find the good.
but sometimes,
just sometimes,
a flicker of light will shine though.

Remember 2 Forget...:
I remember
as much as i forget.
but no mater what i remember...
i never remember to forget you

i know আপনি well enough to know...
আপনি never loved me...
no matter what আপনি said.
so now...
I must remember to forget...
you.
~Dedicated 2 My Most Treasured Friend
Thx 2 U My Echo is Heard Now

This is a call
2 all those in constant torment
Whose rl self is dormant
Hidden deep within

Those whose hearts r cold
Because this world is cold...
Whose very soul is frozen
Because this world turns a cold shoulder, blinded
By what they desire, they 4get
That other humans r around them

Those close 2 breaking
Hands r shaking
♥'s broken
Won't b awoken

Given up belief
In everything but sorrow
& waking up 4 the পরবর্তি 2morro...
Seems আরো like a pain...
Then the gift every1 says it's suppose 2 b

Hope is lost
Feelings lost
& living seems like......
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posted by zutaradragon
What can be learned
From these stories told
But not understood?
Why this world turned?
Was it cold, the future foretold?
What was suppose to be understood?

These stories told
Yet untold to us...
We have no understanding
Or, at least, no proof
That what we think we're understanding
Is actually truth.

We think we know
What these thing say
But do we really?
Or is it all...
All the stories and myths and legends....
Is it all possibly...
Just a best guess?
Can we prove the stories we've been telling...
Are actually fact, and not fiction...?

Each glyph means something
But to common eyes, nothing.
“Just pictures” to...
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posted by zutaradragon
Have আপনি ever had a friend....
you may never meet?
But u find u trust them more
then the ones u know for real?
You don't know what they look like
maybe exotic
maybe normal...
or maybe not even there.

All আপনি have is a feeling like...
you could trust them with your life.
And, if it's true...
that প্রথমপাতা is where the হৃদয় is...
then my প্রথমপাতা must be with you.
However, I don't know where আপনি are...
exactly...

My trust, my life, my heart
it's somewhere so I can't get to it.
I intend to find it someday
and in turn find you, my friend.
I must find আপনি somehow.
You have my heard and soul
with you.

I feel like I'm lost.......
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posted by zutaradragon
Even though the initial pain is gone
the hurting never stops
it's been how long...?
seems like just yesterday but
it doesn't matter how long
because it hurts every day
the person that I love...
has forever gone away.

How can people say
that time heals all wounds?
How can they say that...
when it still hurts so much
each and every day?
So what would they say...
if we could get letters from the dead?

People say death is painless
“it doesn't hurt!”
whom do they mean...
when they say that?
Do they mean the one that died?
Surely they forgot, then...
the one's they leave behind....

so light a candle
let it burn
find...
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posted by zutaradragon
WHEN আপনি LEFT:
the দিন was long and dreary
আপনি have left me weary
my eyes are often teary
so let me say one last thing...
i take back everything I've said

NIGHTMARE:
my dream
fear that i fight
a nightmare

প্রণয় FRUIT:
in spring the plum, ripe
fall, then it falls from the tree
প্রণয় does the same thing
like an overly ripe বরই fruit...
nether the fruit, nor love, lasts

Dreamer:
i used to be a dreamer.

but i noticed something...
all the dreamers end up...
with a broken heart.

ফুলেরসাজি are rose:
ফুলেরসাজি are rose,
what ever color they may be.
violets are violet,
can't we agree?

The দিন that i die:
the best দিন of my life
will be the দিন i leave this world
and never return
never come back.

The past bites:
i'd like to forget
what i've been through.
and what my life's been like.
i'd like to see a light at the end of the tunnel...
but every time i forget...
the past jumps back in front of me.
posted by zutaradragon
The cellar is quite, cool, dry.
The pain inside, the hate and anger, all hidden
From mortal eyes they are forbidden
Locked away in a big gray room
Kept under lock and key
Hidden away...
Until this day

The floor shakes
The earth quakes
The bottles fall,
The glass brakes
Broken bottles, empty
Shattered all around me
The hate, pain, and the anger flood the room
And i'm right in the middle

Then the bottles
Oh, the busted, broken bottles
They will refill and be replaced
With আরো and more...and more
আরো hate, pain...more anger and rage

Waiting...Waiting for the পরবর্তি big quake.
~Kem
I walk back along the road with Madi and Margi following again. I look up and c Cynder flying so I walk in2 a building and make my way 2 the roof. “Hey Cyn.” I say absently as she flies over 2 me.
“Kem.” she greets with a chirp.
“I think I have my 1st job 4 u.” I reply.
“Already?”
“Yes. I need u 2 follow a physic দ্বারা the name of Clark.”
“May I ask y?”
“He's on the case now and he's investigating the NYC Demon cases. I don't think I've left any possible leads. In fact, I'm 110% sure I didn't...but he can talk 2 the dead.”
“not that that'd really matter....b very helpful...
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~Clark
“I HEARD IT AGAIN!!”
I jump as the face of রশ্মি Richie appears before me and I keep trying 2 wipe away the blood and figure out what the hell that kid meant. I look at him and there's a look of both fear and expectancy in his eyes. Being able to talk to the dead is not as “cool” as আপনি might think. In fact, it can b quite irritating. The reason being that they all are stuck here for one reason অথবা another and they need help. Unfortunately, seeing as how not many others can even SEE them, much less hear from them, they rely solely on you. You'd think they'd wanna solve their own problems...I...
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~Kem
As I sleep I remember the last of my marks. James Telle....such a fun one, it was his girl....'Nessy, she ব্যক্ত I could call her 'Nessy. She ব্যক্ত he was abusive and tried to rape her, but no one believed her when she told them. The police laughed in her face. He was a volunteer fire-fighter in his spare time, আপনি see. Everyone loved him.....including her. At least, for a while. Then he showed who he really is...and everyone thought the scars on her face....they thought she put them there...along with all the bruises on her...she came to me, the one person who would listen. He was 22 and...
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~Clark
“so....ur a cop, huh?”
“i completed the academy” I say “specialized in undercover.”
“an undercover cop,” the sheriff says “we'll c about that.”
I nod, trying 2 restrain myself from reaching over and strangling the guy. Maybe it's just a pet peeve, I don't know how many people find it annoying when someone thinks they're better then u just because they've been on the job longer then u. it drives me nuts. “i would b happy 2 do anything u ask” I say, looking over 2 c the sheriff grinning at me.
“anything, hu? Oh, u can work 4 me, i've got a job 4 u. just as long as...
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posted by zutaradragon
Drifting:
feels like i'm driftin' through space
i'm fallin' from pace
didn't leave a trace...
of my...existence...
i've been fallin' quite a distance...
feels like i'm hurtin'
and i....need u...but u put up a curtain
u refuse 2 break my fall
and u ignore my call
i've been through it all
i feel i could cry
or maybe just die
because who stops long enough 2 find out y
someone does cry?
and it pains me 2 know
this sad world will never grow
at least not anytime soon
i may as well stay on the moon
so these stars will be my company
and my relief, if any
when u c the stars remember
i will be here forever
i will stay
so do...
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posted by zutaradragon
“Your name?” asks everyone from everywhere...constant repeat
“I am...Nameless...” always my reply...
Someone once asked “Why?” well....

My name is Empty
Because all my প্রণয় was stolen
My name is False
Because my soul and spirit were taken as well
My name is Worthless
Like everyone always told me I was

My name is Envy
Because everyone has what I don't
My name is Longing
For a reason to সরানো on
My name is Searching
For some remnant of humanity

My name is Deceived
I was told, and believed, that life is a treasure
My name is Lost
No longer needed, required
My name is Hatred
For every human here

My name...
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posted by zutaradragon
যোগদান in on the Masquerade?
no....i won't let my future fade.
I intend to survive?
no...I intend to thrive.

Imma win this game
walk away with the crown.
I'm almost there
I jus' figured I'd share
for all those who care.
Prove ya lame?
Nah, no need.
I'm here for du fame
so imma plant this seed

~Chorus~
I only care about this moment
not tomorrow
not yesta' day
no, jus today

Am I blessed অথবা am I lucky?
Maybe it was that jade monkey?
I made my wish
got my dish
but where's the bad, the regret?
Am I a fad, অথবা did I let
all the fame, all the money
reach my head, now I feel funny.

I don't wanna go straight up
cos what goes up...
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