The সেকেন্ড Mayer number of which we speak, "The Story of Us," is the song everybody thought was about Joe Jonas. Which is not to be confused with the one that really is about Joe Jonas, "Last Kiss." অথবা the numbers about Taylor Lautner অথবা Owl City's Adam Young..
A lot of these little confusions and mysteries are cleared up দ্বারা the lyric booklet for Speak Now. As usual, সত্বর has capitalized seemingly যেভাবে খুশী letters in the printed lyrics for each song, and as usual, the capitalizations aren't যেভাবে খুশী at all. They spell out sometimes cryptic, sometimes obvious "secret" messages, usually about who অথবা what inspired the tune. .
সত্বর is notoriously coy about outrightly confirming any of these song subjects in interviews. She claims it's because she's shy about discussing personal issues in person and can only do it in song. But প্রদত্ত her tendency toward transparency, I suspect it's less about reticence and really আরো about the kid in her playfully coming out
One of the bigger revelations comes in the secret message that comes with "The Story of Us," a song about awkwardly avoiding an ex at an awards telecast. String together the capital letters and আপনি get: C-M-T-A-W-A-R-D-S. Which says a lot in just nine letters..
When অনুরাগী first got wind of this song, most assumed it was about seeing Joe Jonas at the Grammys অথবা AMAs অথবা one of the other awards telecasts they've both attended since breaking up in 2008. But সত্বর told me that it was the last song written for Speak Now, and that she penned it right after getting প্রথমপাতা from the প্রদর্শনী in question. Knowing that it involved a reasonably fresh wound, I mistakenly assumed that it was really written about her and Taylor Lautner, since news accounts of the People's Choice Awards this past January described how the two managed to avoid running into one other, just weeks after their December 2009 breakup..
Turns out আপনি we all guessed wrong on this one. Per the hidden message, the "Story of Us" setting is the CMT Awards, held in Nashville just four months ago—where, আপনি may have forgotten, Mayer turned up to do a number with Keith Urban. Since the rumors about Mayer and সত্বর having been in a romance had been strictly speculative, he hadn't really been on anyone's minds as a likely song subject until the crashing confirmation that came in the form of "Dear John.".
Just in case there was a shadow of a doubt as to who "The Story of Us" is about, USA Today writer Brian Mansfield— trickster that he is—got সত্বর to confess that "Dear John" and "The Story of Us" were both inspired দ্বারা the same person. .
If so, what can we glean from the lyrics about her feelings? For one thing, that whenever they split, she was not at all over it দ্বারা June. The chorus has them on different sides of "a crowded room, and we're not speaking/And I'm dying to know/Is it killing you/Like it's killing me?" Later, she sings of "losing my mind when I saw আপনি here/But আপনি held your pride like আপনি should have held me.../Why are we pretending this is nothing?" From the sound of it, she held out the faintest of hopes for a reconciliation: "This is looking like a contest/Of who can act like they care less.../The battle's in your hands now/But I would lay my armor down/If you'd say you'd rather প্রণয় than fight.".
In "Dear John," meanwhile, her armor is definitely on when she sings of the subject's "dark, twisted games" and "sick need to give প্রণয় then take it away," before she triumphantly describes "shining like fireworks over your sad, empty town." But the hidden message for "Dear John" underscores the ballad's vulnerability: LOVED আপনি FROM THE VERY FIRST DAY, it says. .
So "Story of Us" is not the story of Joe and Taylor after all... but "Last Kiss" apparently is. The all-caps hidden message for that one: FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
As any অনুরাগী knows, "Forever and Always" was the শিরোনাম of the not-so-complimentary song সত্বর wrote for Jonas on her পূর্ববর্তি album, so there's no escaping the meaning of seeing that phrase repeated here. It may seem like a bit of a mixed message, since that পূর্ববর্তি Joe-themed song was তিক্ত and vituperative, whereas "Last Kiss" is tender, regretful, and unabashedly owns up to deeply missing that certain someone. But it would appear that maybe time has lent a gentler perspective than she perhaps had when that first deeply angry song was written. .
If the embedding of FOREVER AND ALWAYS in the "Last Kiss" is not clue enough, there are other hints in the actual details of the song. She sings about remembering how "I ran off the plane that July 9th" for a happy reunion. Hardcore archivists of Swift/Jonas lore will point out that she flew to Dallas on July 9, 2008 to sit in the audience for a Jonas Brothers show..
How does সত্বর still miss Jonas, if indeed that's who the song is about? Let her count the ways: "I loved how আপনি walked with your hands in your pockets/How আপনি kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something/There's not a দিন when I don't miss those rude interruptions.../All I know is that I don't know how to be something আপনি miss." .
If "Last Kiss" takes an unexpectedly sweet tone toward matters Jonas, there is nothing the slightest bit gentle about another song that tangentially involves Joe. That would be "Better Than Revenge," a wildly caustic song virtually all অনুরাগী believe is directed at Camilla Belle, whom Jonas reportedly broke up with সত্বর to be with in '08. The hidden message in this raging rocker about a boyfriend-pilferer: আপনি THOUGHT I WOULD FORGET..
The rea giveaway hints here are in the lyrics. The line "She's an actress" could be taken figuratively... অথবা could be taken literally. The aside about "vintage dresses" could refer to Belle's known style sense. But the kicker is the coda, where সত্বর sings "C'mon, প্রদর্শনী me how much better আপনি are." This has a special resonance in Jonas/Swift lore, because the Jonas Brothers recorded a song called "Much Better" in 2009 that was widely read as being a mean-spirited dig at how superior Belle was in comparison Swift. ("Now I'm done with superstars/And all the teardrops on her guitar," Joe sang at the time. "Now I see everything I need/Is the girl in front of me/She's much better.") When সত্বর sings that she "always gets the last word," she means it..
প্রদত্ত how "Last Kiss" establishes that সত্বর may not have gotten completely over Jonas after all, it may not be a stretch to imagine that "Haunted" was inspired দ্বারা him, too. The secret message for that one doesn't give much away, except that the relationship that haunts her was a ways back in her past. STILL TO THIS DAY, it reads..
The jury is out on the not-so-specific "Haunted," though. Let's সরানো on to one that is আরো easily and conclusively deciphered, then—namely, "Enchanted." Lyric booklet clue: ADAM. .
This is the big, glorious, sweeping crush song of the album. When I interviewed সত্বর last month, she strongly suggested that this was about an infatuation that never came to any fruition in the end. .
"That song is sort of about pining away for if you’re ever going to see someone again, walking away too early," she told me. "It was about this guy that I met in New York City, and I had talked to him on যন্ত্রপত্র before, but I had never met him. And meeting him, it was just this overwhelming feeling of: I really hope that you’re not inlove with somebody. And the whole entire way home, I just remember the glittery New York City buildings passing দ্বারা and then just sitting there thinking, am I ever gonna talk to this person again? It was that feeling of pining away for a romance that may never even happen, but all আপনি have is this hope that it could, and the fear that it never will.".
Critically for our decoding mission, she also mentioned that she used the word "wonderstruck" in the lyrics deliberately, because this was a word that the guy the song was intended for used, which she found striking..
Googling reveals that Adam Young, the young man behind Owl City, is a অনুরাগী of the word "wonderstruck," having used it at least twice in his blogs. It also just so happens that সত্বর danced and cheered through Young's সঙ্গীতানুষ্ঠান at the Bowery Ballroom last September and tweeted her enthusiasm before and after the show. .
(If only Young had picked up on Swift's hints at the time, she might have been spared getting in too deep with Mr. "Your Body is a Wonderland." Then again, we would have been denied "Dear John," so never mind.).
Let's go back to "Mine," the first single. The clue there is TOBY. We know who that almost certainly refers to—British actor Toby Hemingway, who was the male lead in her video for "Mine," and a rumored dating companion when it was being filmed—but we don't know how it could be about him, since they didn't meet until shooting the video, unless there is some sort of time travel/"I'm My Own Grandpa" scenario at work here. Most likely, সত্বর prefers to keep the guy who really did put his arm around her at a lake (Cory Monteith? some anonymous small-town beachgoer?) under wraps, and/or it simply became associated most with Hemingway in her mind well after it had been written. .
The hidden message for "Sparks Fly" is আরো elusive: PORTLAND OREGON. That may simply refer to the first time the song was performed publicly, which, according to অনুরাগী lore, was at a Portland প্রদর্শনী in 2008. The electrically charged boy in question? Anyone's guess. But, thanks to the song's dated lineage, we can at least rule out Mayer, Lautner, Young, and Kanye West..
Speaking of whom: "Innocent," her rumination on the guy who গাউন her thunder at the 2009 এমটিভি Awards, comes with this message: LIFE IS FULL OF LITTLE INTERRUPTIONS..
Kanye isn't the only critic she addresses. "Mean" initially seems to be written as a kids' anti-bullying chant ("Someday I'll be big enough that আপনি can't hit me"), before it playfully reveals itself as আরো autobiographical when সত্বর imagines the subject of the song "years from now in a bar... washed up and ranging about the same old তিক্ত things/Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing.".
Certainly there was no shortage of naysayers criticizing Swift's vocal ability after her duet with Stevie Nicks on the Grammys this year, so "Mean" could be seen as directed at any number of critical suspects. But the hidden clue makes it clearer: I THOUGHT আপনি GOT ME. This reinforces a hint in the lyrics, when সত্বর says "You, with your switching sides..." Those phrases in particular are seen as pointing to widely read industry blogger Bob Lefsetz, who once praised সত্বর through the roof. After the Grammys, he turned on her in a big way, writing: "Now, everybody knows that Taylor সত্বর can't sing... Did Taylor সত্বর kill her career overnight? I'll argue that she did... In one fell swoop, Taylor সত্বর consigned herself to the dustbin of teen phenoms." (Naturally, Lefsetz has already addressed the idea that "Mean" is about him in his blog.) .
Not every song is about a guy. "Speak Now," which সত্বর says was inspired দ্বারা worry over the pending nuptials of a friend, carries this aphoristic warning: আপনি ALWAYS REGRET WHAT আপনি DON'T SAY. For the plaintive "Never Grow Up," which turns from a lullaby into a clearly autobiographical song about সত্বর feeling alone as she spends her first night in her first apartment of her own, the message is simply: MOVED OUT IN JULY. .
"Long Live," the album capper, is a bit আরো mysterious, But the line "a band of thieves in ripped up jeans got to rule the world" does suggest that maybe she's celebrating the group of musicians she's taken out on the road. Also, each spread in the lyric booklet has a photograph that corresponds to one of the songs, and this particular spread includes a two-page band photo, which might indicate that the secret message FOR আপনি refers to those pictured..
Of course, The Other Taylor does not go uncelebrated on the album, as সত্বর uses the hidden message in "Back to December" to নিশ্চিত that it addressed... TAY. .
What's your take on the subjects of these songs? Who do আপনি think the still-mysterious "Haunted" and "Mine" were really inspired by? Do আপনি believe that "For You" is actually for you?.
