I may sound Childish অথবা selfish im sorry.
For some reason reason i have no idea maybe its just me and if it is im sorry,
but i feel like an intruder. An outsider all of a sudden, like i ব্যক্ত maybe its
just me but i do feel kinda paranoid and hurt for some reason i feel like i
did something wrong. Maybe im just being stupid wouldnt be a surprise but if i seem
weird around আপনি guys when we talk it's cuz i dont wanna intrude and say the wrong
thing and get আপনি pissed off at me অথবা something.
Me and Carly currently had a Humongous Fucking argument i dont feel like talking
it about cuz ill probly get pissed off and take it out on whoever im talking to,
and i really dont wanna do that. And sometimes i can seem like im
the happiest person in the world and for all আপনি know my lil sister died in a car crash
অথবা something a few nights পূর্বে :( She's not dead though thanks goodness
but i was arguing with carly when it happened and the thing is it's my fucking fault
my little sister Zoey can barely walk now. Shouldn't have been fucking running
my mouth to my mom about how i wished carly would have fucking went to
Blue ash and stayed there....its labor দিন Frickin weekend
arnt i supposed to be happy o well i feel better now that i got that off my chest.
I feel like an outsider, like i get ignored, idk y, i just look back and think i am.
I still প্রণয় আপনি guys, like a circle, it'll never end.
One আরো Thing.
No matter how pissed off i am at আপনি I'll listen.
No Matter how pissed off at the world i am I'll still listen.
No matter what happened in my life to make me feel like shit, I still wanna listen to আপনি and help.
Spare me nothing if আপনি need anything at all just ask me, i promise ill have the respect to listen if thats all আপনি need and ill never invade your privacy আপনি have to be willing.
প্রণয় আপনি guys, Never ending kind of love
xoxoxoxoxo
Your sis (& daughter) Alexyss