This is dedicated to Cat and Big Sis আপনি guys are awesome!
Because I new she meant it, Every word she ব্যক্ত she looked at me with cold black eyes and ব্যক্ত I hate আপনি I've read all the parenting বই but none of them ব্যক্ত anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I প্রণয় my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she ব্যক্ত threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I প্রণয় আপনি please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no আপনি did not mean it I প্রণয় আপনি to and I forgive আপনি come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I ব্যক্ত and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt নিরাপদ again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and ব্যক্ত "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly ব্যক্ত getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless আপনি don't প্রণয় me" "I প্রণয় আপনি hon trust me" I ব্যক্ত with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim পরবর্তি week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I ব্যক্ত looking at the প্রণয় coming out of my দেবদূত eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I ব্যক্ত loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he ব্যক্ত "So were are আপনি going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he ব্যক্ত I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I ব্যক্ত with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He ব্যক্ত "really well please read it" "okay" he ব্যক্ত and them he began "The way আপনি stare into my eyes the way আপনি hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of আপনি and wondering if আপনি steel প্রণয় me too the way আপনি talk when your in a rush the way আপনি brush your hair the way আপনি seem to care for me oh baby আপনি keep me on my toes and the way আপনি চুম্বন my nose baby I've got my eye on আপনি the only thing that gets me threw the দিন I no I'll be okay when I see আপনি baby! it's just the way আপনি are!" I was in tears দ্বারা the time he was done "I প্রণয় it" I ব্যক্ত "I did not mean to make আপনি cry" he ব্যক্ত "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....
Because I new she meant it, Every word she ব্যক্ত she looked at me with cold black eyes and ব্যক্ত I hate আপনি I've read all the parenting বই but none of them ব্যক্ত anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I প্রণয় my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she ব্যক্ত threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I প্রণয় আপনি please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no আপনি did not mean it I প্রণয় আপনি to and I forgive আপনি come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I ব্যক্ত and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt নিরাপদ again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and ব্যক্ত "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly ব্যক্ত getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless আপনি don't প্রণয় me" "I প্রণয় আপনি hon trust me" I ব্যক্ত with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim পরবর্তি week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I ব্যক্ত looking at the প্রণয় coming out of my দেবদূত eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I ব্যক্ত loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he ব্যক্ত "So were are আপনি going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he ব্যক্ত I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I ব্যক্ত with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He ব্যক্ত "really well please read it" "okay" he ব্যক্ত and them he began "The way আপনি stare into my eyes the way আপনি hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of আপনি and wondering if আপনি steel প্রণয় me too the way আপনি talk when your in a rush the way আপনি brush your hair the way আপনি seem to care for me oh baby আপনি keep me on my toes and the way আপনি চুম্বন my nose baby I've got my eye on আপনি the only thing that gets me threw the দিন I no I'll be okay when I see আপনি baby! it's just the way আপনি are!" I was in tears দ্বারা the time he was done "I প্রণয় it" I ব্যক্ত "I did not mean to make আপনি cry" he ব্যক্ত "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....
sorry it's so sort guys.. I'll write আরো later!
I awoke on a plane. Kyle sitting beside me holding my hand "were are we going?" I asked "it's a surprise" he whispered in my ear. "were are the kids?" "with grandma" he ব্যক্ত in a reassuring tone. "guess what?" I ব্যক্ত "what" he answered "I প্রণয় you" "I প্রণয় আপনি to my sweet angel, are আপনি cold?" he asked me because I was shaking, I wasn't I was nervous but I wanted him to hold me so I ব্যক্ত "yes" he rapped him arms around my shivering body only for me to fall asleep in his loving arms. "Prepare for a landing" was the words I woke to. My Kyles arms steel rapped so lovingly around me.
I awoke on a plane. Kyle sitting beside me holding my hand "were are we going?" I asked "it's a surprise" he whispered in my ear. "were are the kids?" "with grandma" he ব্যক্ত in a reassuring tone. "guess what?" I ব্যক্ত "what" he answered "I প্রণয় you" "I প্রণয় আপনি to my sweet angel, are আপনি cold?" he asked me because I was shaking, I wasn't I was nervous but I wanted him to hold me so I ব্যক্ত "yes" he rapped him arms around my shivering body only for me to fall asleep in his loving arms. "Prepare for a landing" was the words I woke to. My Kyles arms steel rapped so lovingly around me.
Eva and Kyle dancing
I waited for the door to open. Kyle tried to make me stop but I needed to get this over with... I had the gun pointed straight, I was nervous at the taught of killing her, but I knew if I didn't she would never give up. I only killed Steve because he was hurting my family I was there predictor he was a predator I was mama ভালুক and he was the wolf. I would never let my cubs get hurt. the doors opened and there she was and I shot. she creamed then it was over I waited for the police to come but it took forever. Would they believe me? অথবা would they take the dead girl's side?.......
Eva and Kyle
