I opened my eyes to see Kyles arm rapped around me. He was so peaceful in his dreams, I didn't want to wake him. I got up moving his arm over my head and laying it in my pillow. I walked over to the রান্নাঘর were I looked for a coffee maker I saw nothing just a counter and some hard wooden cabinets. I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth... "you need some serious work" I ব্যক্ত to myself. I took my hairbrush and started to make repeating lines down my hair trying to separate the strains before I curled them. I trued on the Curling Iron and waited for it to get warm. all I could think...

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As I walked off the plane I searched for a sign to tell me were I was. Nothing. just Kyle soft loving hand leading the way..... "were are we?" I asked.
"Spain" his voice seemed so deep in other thoughts. We were approaching a hotel. The heat of the sun layed peacefully on our backs I felt the sun's heat sink into my bones. he picked me so easily of the ground "welcome home... for now at least" his soft rose lips ব্যক্ত to me. I was so breathless from the heat his soft touch crassest my face. I closed...

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Kyle walked over to the side of the room, I could tell he wanted me to fallow. I walked over slowly trying not to draw attention to us. he whispered in my ear "Our wedding has to be soon Kerri has to সরানো to Africa for her job and I need her at the wedding" "Okay hon আপনি pick when" "are আপনি sure?" he asked "The sooner we are marred the better" he walked to the টেবিল and I told the family that the wedding would be Sunday. I called Beth and told her. before I knew it she was a my door ready to...

Was it Kerri? I walked to the door opened it slowly. I felt my হৃদয় jump into my stomach. "hi" the woman ব্যক্ত in a joyful tone. "hello" I ব্যক্ত trying to make a good fist impression. "please come in, and I'll go get Kyle." "Wait I would like to talk to আপনি first" the woman ব্যক্ত "alright" I ব্যক্ত trying to seem interested I knew if my অ্যাঞ্জেল was not দ্বারা my side I would make a fool of myself. I walked to the living room and pointed to the chair beside of the stove and ব্যক্ত "please sit down" "okay, so how did my brother and আপনি meet?" she asked "I was in the hospital and he was my doctor, and as...

I herd my mother yell "Kyle phone call" Kyle looked at me with the stars he had as eyes and ব্যক্ত "I'll be right back" he walked back to the house only for me to hear his sweet অ্যাঞ্জেল like voice say "hello?"
I waked on the দোল and I herd my Molly walk out to ask me a প্রশ্ন "mommy who is daddy talking too?" "I don't know" I ব্যক্ত "Mom can I maybe go on a তারিখ with Johnny?" she spoke fast as if she would already have known the answer! "yes আপনি can" I ব্যক্ত it seemed to surprise her "but?" she ব্যক্ত "you no me way to well okay I'll give আপনি a choice I can go with আপনি অথবা dad can." "you" she said...

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So I walked over to the door to answer it. I ব্যক্ত Hello? and the young lady with the cake in her hand ব্যক্ত "Hello I'm Beth. I'm your neighbor and I wanted to welcome আপনি to town" "thank আপনি I প্রণয় your dress" I ব্যক্ত "thank you" she ব্যক্ত blushing I asked her to come in. she can in a sat down on the পালঙ্ক and ব্যক্ত "you have a wonderful home" "thank you" i told her. "Kyle can আপনি visit the school that Molly and David and Johnny with be going too and make it were they can start on Monday?" "I would প্রণয় too and I'll take molly to get her cast...

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Because I new she meant it, Every word she ব্যক্ত she looked at me with cold black eyes and ব্যক্ত I hate আপনি I've read all the parenting বই but none of them ব্যক্ত anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I প্রণয় my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling...

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Until I saw David sitting in the দোল crying, "Kyle I have to go see what's wrong with him" I ব্যক্ত unwrapping my arms around his body I could feel that feeling come back, I ran to David. "David, Baby what's wrong?" "Johnny and Molly" he sobbed "I don't like that there getting together I wish they would have never met he's taking my sister away" he ব্যক্ত while the tears kept running down his face "And Mom I hate to cry" he added "David never be afraid to cry because some tears can be golden, David my mother always told me that and...

Until we Reached Tennessee. I woke up to the smell of pancakes! Kyle must have stopped for খাবার on the way! "Hey Mom guess what" "what baby" I ব্যক্ত steel waking up "Dad let us pick were we went to" "Really" "yeah" ব্যক্ত David "awesome" I said! and then I looked over at molly she was asleep on শীর্ষ of Danger. She looked like an angel. "Molly was up but she went back to bed" David informed me "Sorry about the প্যানকেকস Eva there probably cold David wanted some so bad so I got him some" Kyle spot soft "oh thats okay. Do আপনি need me to drive?" "Sure just let me pull over" "okay" I ব্যক্ত I got out...

I could feel the tears coming slowly at there own passe each one that dropped to the floor felt like a brick had been taken of my body only to be thrown back down as the পরবর্তি started to crawl down my cheek. I could see only the shape of objects as the darkness started to enter my world and the only light was at the very other side of the earth but I kept running for it. The light was my Kyle and My children. I could regret what I had ব্যক্ত to my mom for the rest of my life অথবা i could go and apologize even though the wound would steel be there at lest there was a bandage to hold bad the blood...