Bam! আপনি hit the ground with a thud.
“Oh my god, I’m sorry!” A boy about your age says, truly apologetic. He grabs your hand and pulls আপনি up. আপনি find his eyes, and আপনি see how cute he is. He looks at you, stunned. “I’m… Really sorry.” He says as he stares into your eyes.
“It’s fine.” আপনি blush. “I would have fallen anyway, I’m clumsy.” আপনি say, brushing off your legs.
“Well if আপনি did, I’d catch you.” He grins. “Anyways, I’m Ponyboy. What about you?”
“(Y/N).” আপনি grin.
“I like that name. So.. Uh what brings আপনি to the camp?”’
“I প্রণয় the lake.” আপনি smile. “My dad used to call me The Little Mermaid. I’m all about water. Since dad died, mom really doesn’t know what to do with me… So she sends me here.” আপনি shrug.
“Oh.” He says with understanding. “I know how আপনি feel. I live with my brothers, sometimes I think they don’t know what to do with me.”
“That must suck.”
“It probably sucks for আপনি more, since it’s your mom.”
আপনি talk for the whole free time, but it seems like only minutes. আপনি seemed to learn everything about him, and he learned everything about you.
“I’ll see আপনি around, (Y/N).”
“Tomorrow?” আপনি ask.
“Tomorrow.” He smiles.
**********************
The পরবর্তি দিন at free time, আপনি met at the same place he had plowed আপনি over.
“Hey.” He grins, sitting on the picnic bench.
“Hey.” আপনি smile, sliding পরবর্তি to him. “Miss me?” আপনি joke.
“Actually, yeah. I really like spending time with you.” He smiles, putting his hand on your leg.
“Me too.” আপনি grin, blushing.
“Really?” He asks.
“Yeah.”
He leans over, and unexpectedly kisses you. আপনি give in, tongues dancing.
He pulls away, smile bright as the sun.
“Well, Little Mermaid, why don’t we go swimming?” He says, standing up and taking your hand.
“I don’t know…” আপনি start.
“Why not?”
“Well… I think I look fat in my bikini.” আপনি admit.
“You’re beautiful and definitely not fat.” He says giving আপনি a quick চুম্বন on the cheek.
***************
In the dining hall, আপনি feel someone grab your waist as your in the buffet line.
“Hey,” he whispers in your ear, nuzzling your neck.
“Hey… Calm it down on the PDA.” আপনি whisper.
“I know I know.” He laughs. “Meet me at the lake, tonight?”
“I don’t know…” আপনি start.
“Please? It’ll be a good time. Just me and you.”
“What time?” আপনি smile, giving in.
“1:30.” He smiles, giving আপনি a quick চুম্বন on the cheek, and darting away.
*****************
The full moon was reflected in the clear, still lake.
He was sitting with his back to আপনি on the beach, looking out in the water. The muscles in his back were flexed and tense.
আপনি come up behind him, স্নেহ চুম্বন his bare shoulder.
He turns his head to smile at you.
“You came.” He says.
“I wouldn’t miss it.” আপনি smile.
আপনি lean in, mouths colliding. Tongues battling. Fingers running through each others hair.
He pulls away. “Wanna get in the water?” He asks, raising his eyebrows, flashing a grin.
“I didn’t bring a swimsuit…”
“You’ll look better with nothing on.” He blushes.
“Fine.” আপনি groan. As he gets in tot he water, আপনি slip off your শার্ট and shorts. আপনি put your toes on the edge of the water.
“Everything’s gotta come off.” He calls from the water.
আপনি give him a look. “Really?”
“Really.”
আপনি unclasp your bra and slip it off, throwing it with your other clothes. আপনি slide your panties off, putting it into the pile as well. আপনি see him bite his lip, eyes on you.
আপনি cover your chest with your arms as আপনি আপনি make your way through the shallow water.
আপনি meet Ponyboy when the water is up to just below your shoulder blades, arms still covering your bare chest.
He gently grabs your arms, pulling them off your chest.
“Don’t hide, you’re beautiful. I told আপনি that before.” He mutters.
He tilts your chin up, and goes in for the kiss. Your fingers running through his hair, আপনি দোল your legs up and মোড়ানো them around his waist, his hands supporting আপনি দ্বারা your thighs.
His lips সরানো from your mouth to your neck, leaving bites and kisses all the way down. আপনি groan.
Without any warning, he lets আপনি drop a little, and rams into you.
আপনি gasp, not expecting it.
“You a virgin?” He asks, slightly out of breath.
Wow. Now he asks. “Guess not anymore.” আপনি say.
“Tell me if I hurt আপনি ok? I couldn’t live with my self I did…”
“I’ll be fine.”
He starts sliding in and out, slow; than faster with each thrust. আপনি groan into his shoulder, fingers running through his hair.
আপনি were almost there.
“Hold out a little longer, babe.” He grunts.
Another thrust, and আপনি both hit your high, together.
আপনি bury your head into his collarbone to muffle your scream. The pain mixed with the pleasure have আপনি and adrenaline rush like never before.
He drops আপনি a little.
“You alright?” He asks, breathing heavily.
আপনি nod your head, catching your breath.
“Want to do it again?” He asks.
Before he’s even finished, your already sucking on his neck.
************
“Oh my god, I’m sorry!” A boy about your age says, truly apologetic. He grabs your hand and pulls আপনি up. আপনি find his eyes, and আপনি see how cute he is. He looks at you, stunned. “I’m… Really sorry.” He says as he stares into your eyes.
“It’s fine.” আপনি blush. “I would have fallen anyway, I’m clumsy.” আপনি say, brushing off your legs.
“Well if আপনি did, I’d catch you.” He grins. “Anyways, I’m Ponyboy. What about you?”
“(Y/N).” আপনি grin.
“I like that name. So.. Uh what brings আপনি to the camp?”’
“I প্রণয় the lake.” আপনি smile. “My dad used to call me The Little Mermaid. I’m all about water. Since dad died, mom really doesn’t know what to do with me… So she sends me here.” আপনি shrug.
“Oh.” He says with understanding. “I know how আপনি feel. I live with my brothers, sometimes I think they don’t know what to do with me.”
“That must suck.”
“It probably sucks for আপনি more, since it’s your mom.”
আপনি talk for the whole free time, but it seems like only minutes. আপনি seemed to learn everything about him, and he learned everything about you.
“I’ll see আপনি around, (Y/N).”
“Tomorrow?” আপনি ask.
“Tomorrow.” He smiles.
**********************
The পরবর্তি দিন at free time, আপনি met at the same place he had plowed আপনি over.
“Hey.” He grins, sitting on the picnic bench.
“Hey.” আপনি smile, sliding পরবর্তি to him. “Miss me?” আপনি joke.
“Actually, yeah. I really like spending time with you.” He smiles, putting his hand on your leg.
“Me too.” আপনি grin, blushing.
“Really?” He asks.
“Yeah.”
He leans over, and unexpectedly kisses you. আপনি give in, tongues dancing.
He pulls away, smile bright as the sun.
“Well, Little Mermaid, why don’t we go swimming?” He says, standing up and taking your hand.
“I don’t know…” আপনি start.
“Why not?”
“Well… I think I look fat in my bikini.” আপনি admit.
“You’re beautiful and definitely not fat.” He says giving আপনি a quick চুম্বন on the cheek.
***************
In the dining hall, আপনি feel someone grab your waist as your in the buffet line.
“Hey,” he whispers in your ear, nuzzling your neck.
“Hey… Calm it down on the PDA.” আপনি whisper.
“I know I know.” He laughs. “Meet me at the lake, tonight?”
“I don’t know…” আপনি start.
“Please? It’ll be a good time. Just me and you.”
“What time?” আপনি smile, giving in.
“1:30.” He smiles, giving আপনি a quick চুম্বন on the cheek, and darting away.
*****************
The full moon was reflected in the clear, still lake.
He was sitting with his back to আপনি on the beach, looking out in the water. The muscles in his back were flexed and tense.
আপনি come up behind him, স্নেহ চুম্বন his bare shoulder.
He turns his head to smile at you.
“You came.” He says.
“I wouldn’t miss it.” আপনি smile.
আপনি lean in, mouths colliding. Tongues battling. Fingers running through each others hair.
He pulls away. “Wanna get in the water?” He asks, raising his eyebrows, flashing a grin.
“I didn’t bring a swimsuit…”
“You’ll look better with nothing on.” He blushes.
“Fine.” আপনি groan. As he gets in tot he water, আপনি slip off your শার্ট and shorts. আপনি put your toes on the edge of the water.
“Everything’s gotta come off.” He calls from the water.
আপনি give him a look. “Really?”
“Really.”
আপনি unclasp your bra and slip it off, throwing it with your other clothes. আপনি slide your panties off, putting it into the pile as well. আপনি see him bite his lip, eyes on you.
আপনি cover your chest with your arms as আপনি আপনি make your way through the shallow water.
আপনি meet Ponyboy when the water is up to just below your shoulder blades, arms still covering your bare chest.
He gently grabs your arms, pulling them off your chest.
“Don’t hide, you’re beautiful. I told আপনি that before.” He mutters.
He tilts your chin up, and goes in for the kiss. Your fingers running through his hair, আপনি দোল your legs up and মোড়ানো them around his waist, his hands supporting আপনি দ্বারা your thighs.
His lips সরানো from your mouth to your neck, leaving bites and kisses all the way down. আপনি groan.
Without any warning, he lets আপনি drop a little, and rams into you.
আপনি gasp, not expecting it.
“You a virgin?” He asks, slightly out of breath.
Wow. Now he asks. “Guess not anymore.” আপনি say.
“Tell me if I hurt আপনি ok? I couldn’t live with my self I did…”
“I’ll be fine.”
He starts sliding in and out, slow; than faster with each thrust. আপনি groan into his shoulder, fingers running through his hair.
আপনি were almost there.
“Hold out a little longer, babe.” He grunts.
Another thrust, and আপনি both hit your high, together.
আপনি bury your head into his collarbone to muffle your scream. The pain mixed with the pleasure have আপনি and adrenaline rush like never before.
He drops আপনি a little.
“You alright?” He asks, breathing heavily.
আপনি nod your head, catching your breath.
“Want to do it again?” He asks.
Before he’s even finished, your already sucking on his neck.
************
“Daddy, do I look ok?” Grace asks. I put down my newspaper to look at my 15 বছর old daughter. Wow.
“You look beautiful, sweetheart.” It pained me to see her going on her first date. But I was smiling.
“I’ll be good, Daddy, I promise.”
I grin. Exactly what her mother ব্যক্ত to her dad on our first date.
“I know.” I manage to say. “You’re a good kid.”
“Not like Faith,” Grace grins. Oh my Faith. Nine years old and already had a “boyfriend”. She was completely hilarious.
“Not like Faith.” I smile.
I get up off the পালঙ্ক to give her a hug.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Daddy.”
“Love আপনি too, sweetheart.”
“You’re still going to be the first boy I fell in প্রণয় with.”
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Darry’s P.O.V
“Daddy?” Danny asks from the back seat. He was six now, and Olivia was one.
“What happened to your mommy and daddy?” He asks.
I don’t answer for a minute, just keep driving. What do I say?
“My mommy and daddy are hanging out in heaven.” Is all I can think of to say.
“They’re partying with Jesus?” Danny asks. “That’s cool!”
“Yeah, bud,” I smile. “Partying with Jesus.”
“Yes I do.” She says in that you’ve-told-me-a-million-times voice.
“Ok… Well are আপনি sure আপনি want to do this?” I ask nervously.
“I’m positive.” She says as she gives me a quick চুম্বন on the lips.
“I swear, if আপনি hurt yourself…” I shake my head.
The motorcycle starts, and goes forward. Instead of going with the motorcycle., she flips off backwards from it.
I immediately rush to (Y/N).
“Oh my god, (Y/N), are আপনি ok? Are আপনি hurt? Where are আপনি hurt?” I say, head spinning. If she’s hurt badly I’ll just…
“Dally I’m fine.. The motorcycle-“
“Steve can fix the motorcycle. Are আপনি ok? Where are আপনি hurt? Do we need to go to the hospital?”
“Dally I’m fine!” She laughs.
“You worry me,” I say, as I scoop her into a hug.
আপনি aren’t exactly sure what you’re humming to… But it’s something.
“Hey, (Y/N), have আপনি seen my-” “THUD!” আপনি rip open the ঝরনা curtain to see your boyfriend had tripped over the doorway.
“Oh my god, Two-Bit, are আপনি ok?!?” আপনি gasp.
He looks up at you. “Oh my god you’re in the shower!” He yells.
আপনি yank the curtain back, covering yourself up.
“Two-Bit, are আপনি ok honey?”you ask.
“After seeing that I’m not.” He says. “Damn, your beautiful.” He says, blushing.
“What a pig.” আপনি laugh.
আপনি knew your boyfriend was there, and all his friends.
আপনি hated it when they fought.
Those stupid fights.
আপনি went over to lot, to make sure things weren’t getting out of hand. If they were, you’d definately call the police.
It would risk them getting arrested, but আপনি didn’t want any of them hurt; অথবা dead.
আপনি saw bodies going at each other, caked in mud and blood.
আপনি start to walk towards the fight (like an idiot) and are met with a মুষ্ট্যাঘাত to the face.
আপনি fall into the mud, shocked দ্বারা the blow.
“Hey! That’s my girlfriend!” Soda yells as he pushes the Soc over, and starts beating him repeatedly.
আপনি feel a hand on your shoulder as আপনি get up. আপনি grab the hand and flip him over.
“Hey,” আপনি thought. “This is fun.”
আপনি understood why they liked these so much.
“(Y/N), please stay out of this.” Darry says, eyes still locked on his younger brother.
“She has a point.” Ponyboy snorts.
“Don’t use that tone with me, young man.” Darry says, voice raised.
“Who went and made আপনি dad?” Ponyboy asked, shrugging his shoulders.
“You take that back.” Darry says, lunging for Ponyboy.
They start beating up on each other, nothing serious. Brothers will be brothers.
“Hey! Knock it off!” আপনি say, trying to separate them on the ground.
Smack!
আপনি fall back, the hit getting আপনি hard.
The boys freeze, realizing they’ve hit you.
“Ow!” আপনি say. “That was my boob!”
They burst out laughing.
“Oh my god, Steve. Your eye.” আপনি say as আপনি remove the ice pack.
“It’s just bump.” He grins.
“A bump? Honey, it’s a huge black eye. It’s আরো like an egg.” আপনি say.
“Old Man can still pack a punch, huh?”
“Steve, আপনি need to get out of there.” আপনি say matter-of-factly.
“I got nowhere to go.”
“You can stay with the Curtises. অথবা me. I just don’t like seeing আপনি hurt.” আপনি whisper.
“I’d rather it be me than you.” He says.
“What?” He asks, glancing over at you.
“You’re gonna get pulled over,” আপনি say, rolling your eyes.
“Do আপনি think I’d care?” He laughed.
“Dallas Winston, I am shocked and appalled আপনি just ব্যক্ত that to me and ran that red light.” আপনি laugh. “I’m horrified at your driving skills. Remind me not to get into a car with আপনি again.”
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Light cracked the sky open. The crash that followed jolted আপনি awake. আপনি sit up in your bed, wide eyed with fear.
আপনি had been afraid of thunderstorms since আপনি were little… something about it just frightened আপনি to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed আপনি down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” আপনি shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around আপনি pulling আপনি close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking আপনি back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” আপনি mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But আপনি were already asleep again.
আপনি had been afraid of thunderstorms since আপনি were little… something about it just frightened আপনি to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed আপনি down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” আপনি shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around আপনি pulling আপনি close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking আপনি back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” আপনি mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But আপনি were already asleep again.
heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of আপনি
my tears were hot with প্রণয়
and affection for আপনি
i want আপনি so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with আপনি দ্বারা my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish আপনি knew me
if only আপনি were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but দিবাস্বপ্ন isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish আপনি knew who i am
but your প্রণয় i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
আপনি suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, আপনি are the লেখক of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of আপনি
my tears were hot with প্রণয়
and affection for আপনি
i want আপনি so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with আপনি দ্বারা my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish আপনি knew me
if only আপনি were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but দিবাস্বপ্ন isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish আপনি knew who i am
but your প্রণয় i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
আপনি suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, আপনি are the লেখক of your own life story