I'd always had some hope inside me, hope that shined like the brightest star, because that was just me. Yuri Satomi. I knew there was hope; that little light at the end of the long tunnel that kept someone walking, that hand always pulling আপনি up when আপনি don't know what to do anymore?
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I ব্যক্ত I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. আপনি were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced দ্বারা wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he ব্যক্ত that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just ব্যক্ত it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my পছন্দ teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He ব্যক্ত that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He ব্যক্ত that he didn't care about me. He ব্যক্ত that he would দ্বারা happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You ব্যক্ত you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did আপনি say that to Kiyuri?"
"I ব্যক্ত I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if আপনি didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are আপনি okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do আপনি expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't আপনি believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all আপনি are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all আপনি want, power. আপনি don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And আপনি know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if আপনি go away, if আপনি disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he ব্যক্ত seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If আপনি want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with আরো emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I ব্যক্ত I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. আপনি were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced দ্বারা wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he ব্যক্ত that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just ব্যক্ত it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my পছন্দ teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He ব্যক্ত that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He ব্যক্ত that he didn't care about me. He ব্যক্ত that he would দ্বারা happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You ব্যক্ত you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did আপনি say that to Kiyuri?"
"I ব্যক্ত I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if আপনি didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are আপনি okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do আপনি expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't আপনি believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all আপনি are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all আপনি want, power. আপনি don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And আপনি know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if আপনি go away, if আপনি disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he ব্যক্ত seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If আপনি want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with আরো emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
justin:oh hello finale 4 it looks like today we will be trying out costumes
courteney:ok hot justin
justin:but still finale 4 lets all go to my closet and pick out some of my moms old clothes
bridgette:heres my outfit justin
justin:thats awesome bridgette
linsay:here hanna
justin:my names not hanna IM justin and thats a pritty cool costume
courteney:here justin
justin:that is an awesome costume courteney next
gwen:here justin
justin:thats sweat gwen
(IT looked like justin thought every costume was pritty hot but one he thought was pritty uncool)
justin:ok finale 4 who is নিরাপদ is bridgette and gwen and its courteney vs linsay and the last name IM going to call is....................courteney
linsay:oh goodbye
every girl:have a nice trip linsay
linsay:well bye
justin:well well well if it isint the finale 3 gwen,bridgette,and courteney
THE END TLL পরবর্তি TIME
courteney:ok hot justin
justin:but still finale 4 lets all go to my closet and pick out some of my moms old clothes
bridgette:heres my outfit justin
justin:thats awesome bridgette
linsay:here hanna
justin:my names not hanna IM justin and thats a pritty cool costume
courteney:here justin
justin:that is an awesome costume courteney next
gwen:here justin
justin:thats sweat gwen
(IT looked like justin thought every costume was pritty hot but one he thought was pritty uncool)
justin:ok finale 4 who is নিরাপদ is bridgette and gwen and its courteney vs linsay and the last name IM going to call is....................courteney
linsay:oh goodbye
every girl:have a nice trip linsay
linsay:well bye
justin:well well well if it isint the finale 3 gwen,bridgette,and courteney
THE END TLL পরবর্তি TIME
justin:the last name am going to call is leshawna
leshawna:ya babbey and that's how I roll!
justin:beth আপনি have to walk the dock of shame because আপনি were not my type
beth:ok just take me প্রথমপাতা I'll tell my dad I হারিয়ে গেছে you
justin:ok then now the পরবর্তি challange is a স্নেহ চুম্বন contest who ever is not a good kisser to me has to walk the dock of shame first up is eva
(justin had alot of fun with his girl's স্নেহ চুম্বন and all that but justin did find one bad kisser!)
justin:ok then the names that get to stay is lashawna,bridgette,katie and sadie,izzy,gwen,courteney,lindsay,ok then this is a shocker heather against eva and the last name I'm gonna call is..............................
THE END TILL পরবর্তি TIME
leshawna:ya babbey and that's how I roll!
justin:beth আপনি have to walk the dock of shame because আপনি were not my type
beth:ok just take me প্রথমপাতা I'll tell my dad I হারিয়ে গেছে you
justin:ok then now the পরবর্তি challange is a স্নেহ চুম্বন contest who ever is not a good kisser to me has to walk the dock of shame first up is eva
(justin had alot of fun with his girl's স্নেহ চুম্বন and all that but justin did find one bad kisser!)
justin:ok then the names that get to stay is lashawna,bridgette,katie and sadie,izzy,gwen,courteney,lindsay,ok then this is a shocker heather against eva and the last name I'm gonna call is..............................
THE END TILL পরবর্তি TIME
"shes pretty , shes nice." exlames courtney.
"just one hug and your done "chris ব্যক্ত snaping his finger.
"that looks really real man!" ব্যক্ত doncan.
"DUDE , SHES MADE OF CARDBOURD GET IN THE GAME !" ব্যক্ত tyler.
"hey , its ok if আপনি can't do it"courtney ব্যক্ত conferting him
"alright, i'll try." he ব্যক্ত smiling.
" আপনি can do this ." ব্যক্ত courtney.
"ok ok" he ব্যক্ত with confidence
aaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaa( sorry , thats the song they put in the the backround)
doncan did it! he huged the standee.
"whoooooooohoooo!!!!" cried courtney "doncan your awsome!"
"ha , i did it !" he ব্যক্ত happily
courtney hugs duncan then remembers that she pretends she dons't like him.
"wooooooooohoooooooo"cried everyone.............thanks ...........................have a good one