*I've gotten the first six chapters done, still working on it and Remember me. Please don't copy and please read and review*
Chapter 1
Friends and my dream guy
One thing আপনি need to know about me, is I am not normal. I tend to do things differently, right now, I am sitting on my bed, rifling through my awesome আইপড in my পছন্দ রঙ green, orange, and yellow.
If আপনি have an ick face on, I’ll প্রদর্শনী আপনি my পছন্দ finger. I happen to like these colors, there eye popping, different. A color that most people breeze past to obsess over red and blue, I can relate to that in ways of human standards.
I sigh a long deep sigh, as I look at my contacts on my phone, thinking which on of my বন্ধু should I bother.
Anabeth Illuke, also known as Beth.
Unlike me, Beth is gorgeous, she has the perfect dark blonde hair and a pair of dark green eyes. To me (and our other friends) we thought she was perfect. But she says perfect is a myth. Beth is a super overachiever, when she got a her first B (ever!) she freaked out. Yeah, if your wondering, Beth is a super nerd. But she’s not just brains and beauty (or in my words a knot it all অথবা a hot jerk, which is what my school consists most of), she was pretty cool too. She was the kind of girl everyone had a hard time hating, and that made us প্রণয় her more.
Alison Meclain, also known as Ali.
Ali is kind of like Beth and me combined. She’s আরো outgoing and wild, but like Beth she’s pretty smart. My gals and I know school’s important, and we keep our grades up high. Now Ali has black hair, and smooth pale skin. What makes her stand out is her dark blue ocean eyes, it’s rare when a raven haired girl has blue eyes.
Then there’s Sage Chauncey, a very odd girl.
With her fiery red hair and very light green eyes, she’s the most exotic one out of all of us. With her knockout body, you’d think she’d be one of the জনপ্রিয় kids, but she’s not. She loves to do things different, she’s never ceased to amaze yet disturb us with the way she does things.
So those are my gals. Together we are the non-cool yet awesome group at our school, we have a ton of friends, because were likeable. But nowadays most people are being stuck-up, অভিনয় like royalty.
I skim through all my contacts before sighing, curse this cruel world!
*Sigh* Introductions can be pretty boring, well, my বন্ধু are.
*Insert evil laugh here (last for five seconds)*
I jump to my beloved computer, which I’ve gladly named speedy, because it barely ever buffers অথবা messes up. I go straight to face book and twitter, now I don’t have either, mom and dad have made sure about that. But I like to go on there for the latest juicy gossip and happenings of my fellow peers. I manage to eavesdrop on some private conversations, all though the guys on there aren’t that good at keeping it away from the public.
For instance a few months ago, there was some crazy fight about a couple who were dealing with some major problems, they fought through the computers and then the whole school knew how the girlfriend cheated on the guy and what-not. The poor girl fled from the school, never to be seen again, rumor has it she dyed her hair and now wears glasses and a new face thanks to surgery.
And আপনি thought your school was messed up, huh?
Anyways automatically my fingers type in the name of my crush Caldon (Cal) Derentiz. One of the most hottest guys my eyes have ever beheld. I’ve had in some of my classes in freshman year, and he was so kind.
I was also able to be graced with his appearance at his football and ফুটবল games and practices. How does he keep good grades and manage to go to every practice and game I’ll never know.
Lots of people প্রণয় him, he’s like the poster child for those jocks in those cliché novels that girls প্রণয় to read. Perfect blonde hair and those gorgeous ocean blue eyes, with that charming smile that girls swoon at on the spot. There’s no denying it, that boy is flawless. I can’t help but like him, it’s hard for me not to. Though Beth seems to disagree, she just thinks that a guy that perfect has to be hiding something. ‘Mysterious and handsome is never a good combination’, she once told me, ‘in this case, that is’.
But I stubbornly ignored her মতামত and stalk him on his personal websites. I’d stalk him around school but I don’t want to seem that desperate.
It’s mostly dull boring stuff, nothing of importance, so I go to his pictures to gawk at him. Which takes a whole good fifteen মিনিট until I decide that I’m good.
I hear my mom call me for dinner, well I guess that’s my cue. As I’m walking out I see a picture of my gals and I, smiling goofily at the camera, I grin.
Aren't we just a lovely bunch?
Chapter 1
Friends and my dream guy
One thing আপনি need to know about me, is I am not normal. I tend to do things differently, right now, I am sitting on my bed, rifling through my awesome আইপড in my পছন্দ রঙ green, orange, and yellow.
If আপনি have an ick face on, I’ll প্রদর্শনী আপনি my পছন্দ finger. I happen to like these colors, there eye popping, different. A color that most people breeze past to obsess over red and blue, I can relate to that in ways of human standards.
I sigh a long deep sigh, as I look at my contacts on my phone, thinking which on of my বন্ধু should I bother.
Anabeth Illuke, also known as Beth.
Unlike me, Beth is gorgeous, she has the perfect dark blonde hair and a pair of dark green eyes. To me (and our other friends) we thought she was perfect. But she says perfect is a myth. Beth is a super overachiever, when she got a her first B (ever!) she freaked out. Yeah, if your wondering, Beth is a super nerd. But she’s not just brains and beauty (or in my words a knot it all অথবা a hot jerk, which is what my school consists most of), she was pretty cool too. She was the kind of girl everyone had a hard time hating, and that made us প্রণয় her more.
Alison Meclain, also known as Ali.
Ali is kind of like Beth and me combined. She’s আরো outgoing and wild, but like Beth she’s pretty smart. My gals and I know school’s important, and we keep our grades up high. Now Ali has black hair, and smooth pale skin. What makes her stand out is her dark blue ocean eyes, it’s rare when a raven haired girl has blue eyes.
Then there’s Sage Chauncey, a very odd girl.
With her fiery red hair and very light green eyes, she’s the most exotic one out of all of us. With her knockout body, you’d think she’d be one of the জনপ্রিয় kids, but she’s not. She loves to do things different, she’s never ceased to amaze yet disturb us with the way she does things.
So those are my gals. Together we are the non-cool yet awesome group at our school, we have a ton of friends, because were likeable. But nowadays most people are being stuck-up, অভিনয় like royalty.
I skim through all my contacts before sighing, curse this cruel world!
*Sigh* Introductions can be pretty boring, well, my বন্ধু are.
*Insert evil laugh here (last for five seconds)*
I jump to my beloved computer, which I’ve gladly named speedy, because it barely ever buffers অথবা messes up. I go straight to face book and twitter, now I don’t have either, mom and dad have made sure about that. But I like to go on there for the latest juicy gossip and happenings of my fellow peers. I manage to eavesdrop on some private conversations, all though the guys on there aren’t that good at keeping it away from the public.
For instance a few months ago, there was some crazy fight about a couple who were dealing with some major problems, they fought through the computers and then the whole school knew how the girlfriend cheated on the guy and what-not. The poor girl fled from the school, never to be seen again, rumor has it she dyed her hair and now wears glasses and a new face thanks to surgery.
And আপনি thought your school was messed up, huh?
Anyways automatically my fingers type in the name of my crush Caldon (Cal) Derentiz. One of the most hottest guys my eyes have ever beheld. I’ve had in some of my classes in freshman year, and he was so kind.
I was also able to be graced with his appearance at his football and ফুটবল games and practices. How does he keep good grades and manage to go to every practice and game I’ll never know.
Lots of people প্রণয় him, he’s like the poster child for those jocks in those cliché novels that girls প্রণয় to read. Perfect blonde hair and those gorgeous ocean blue eyes, with that charming smile that girls swoon at on the spot. There’s no denying it, that boy is flawless. I can’t help but like him, it’s hard for me not to. Though Beth seems to disagree, she just thinks that a guy that perfect has to be hiding something. ‘Mysterious and handsome is never a good combination’, she once told me, ‘in this case, that is’.
But I stubbornly ignored her মতামত and stalk him on his personal websites. I’d stalk him around school but I don’t want to seem that desperate.
It’s mostly dull boring stuff, nothing of importance, so I go to his pictures to gawk at him. Which takes a whole good fifteen মিনিট until I decide that I’m good.
I hear my mom call me for dinner, well I guess that’s my cue. As I’m walking out I see a picture of my gals and I, smiling goofily at the camera, I grin.
Aren't we just a lovely bunch?
It's sad
It's the truth
Fighting through what it is
But I'll be stronger
I've gone through
Mounds of pain
I've been through
The deepest waters
Nobody can change my past
It's the truth, and it changed me
Sad to even hear the truth
Sad to...say the truth
Reality's always sad
And no one's gonna escape it.
It's how I became who I am today
It's how I didn't brag.
Why does this have to happen?
Why did it have to end?
Why does the world have to be so confusing?
Why did the fun have to end?
The world's just a crazy place
And no one's gonna stop that thought
Cause I'm broken for good...
Because of...the truth.
It's the truth
Fighting through what it is
But I'll be stronger
I've gone through
Mounds of pain
I've been through
The deepest waters
Nobody can change my past
It's the truth, and it changed me
Sad to even hear the truth
Sad to...say the truth
Reality's always sad
And no one's gonna escape it.
It's how I became who I am today
It's how I didn't brag.
Why does this have to happen?
Why did it have to end?
Why does the world have to be so confusing?
Why did the fun have to end?
The world's just a crazy place
And no one's gonna stop that thought
Cause I'm broken for good...
Because of...the truth.
Tell me darling why আপনি cry,
Your tears stain the বিছানা আপনি lay upon
Could it be আপনি miss the ones আপনি clung to so tight,
Nothing but a scared little fawn
The flames burnt away your past and future,
The hate did nothing but balance your grief
What now? That’s presents question,
Something so fragile like a branch being clung to দ্বারা a leaf
Where is your mother little dove?
What happened to those loving others who filled your empty nest?
How many word of the world can আপনি rhyme with love?
Perhaps someday we will know with, proper care and rest
When pursuing dreams take chances and strive for nothing less than best
Then only then can আপনি be sure you’ve completed life’s most demanding quest
Your tears stain the বিছানা আপনি lay upon
Could it be আপনি miss the ones আপনি clung to so tight,
Nothing but a scared little fawn
The flames burnt away your past and future,
The hate did nothing but balance your grief
What now? That’s presents question,
Something so fragile like a branch being clung to দ্বারা a leaf
Where is your mother little dove?
What happened to those loving others who filled your empty nest?
How many word of the world can আপনি rhyme with love?
Perhaps someday we will know with, proper care and rest
When pursuing dreams take chances and strive for nothing less than best
Then only then can আপনি be sure you’ve completed life’s most demanding quest
Soar, soar
Soar beyond your wildest dreams.....
There's no limit
On how much আপনি can soar
No one can
Break your wings and kill you
Soar for the skies,
Don't let the feelin go
Just soar, soar like never before
No one's gonna stop you
From believin
There wasn't a time
When nobody could never soar
But there was a time
When people never believed
And tomorrow
Isn't the দিন to fall
And nobody's gonna push আপনি down
Oh almighty eagle
We're gonna be the powerful eagles
We're not gonna let anyone
Be our ruler,
We're not anyone's slave
Almighty eagle
Oh soar, soar towards the sky's height
And soar toward your dream
Let nothing keep আপনি away
Almighty eagle
Soar beyond your wildest dreams
And we're gonna fly tonight
Let nobody keep us down.
Life can be hard. Especially for me, Lily West, your almost-average 16-year-old girl. Most people think it's weird I'm bald. Others think I'm going to die. Then there's the occasional person who tries to take pity upon me. I'd rather they not, because some say it like I'm a helpless little কচ্ছপ on its back. Sometimes I wish I die already, and sometimes I wish that I was a completely different person. Yes, it's tough having cancer. I just wish that they would respect me for a person instead of a helpless little bug.
I stood দ্বারা you,
Ever so proudly,
In the darkness of war,
Never betraying you,
Always দ্বারা your side.
I protected you,
Never let আপনি down when
Things got rough,
I stood দ্বারা you
Through দিন and night,
Summer and winter.
Stand দ্বারা me now,
Be my loyal friend,
Never falter when the Fuhrer
Shoots his nasty gaze down at you.
Be strong,
My faithful friend.
Be strong,
And protect me from the evils
Of the world.
Be strong,
Never falter,
And always have courage.
Go now, my faithful friend.
Run free.
Ever so proudly,
In the darkness of war,
Never betraying you,
Always দ্বারা your side.
I protected you,
Never let আপনি down when
Things got rough,
I stood দ্বারা you
Through দিন and night,
Summer and winter.
Stand দ্বারা me now,
Be my loyal friend,
Never falter when the Fuhrer
Shoots his nasty gaze down at you.
Be strong,
My faithful friend.
Be strong,
And protect me from the evils
Of the world.
Be strong,
Never falter,
And always have courage.
Go now, my faithful friend.
Run free.