30 hours. That's how long I had to live. The doctors had warned me that this দিন would come about 3 years ago. But I didn't believe them. They've ব্যক্ত it before, several times in the last 3 months, and yet it never did happen. But this time, everything was real. Reality had fianlly hit me. I was going to die. That was it. That was the last time I would ever doubt myself again. People surrounded the outside of my hospital room. But no, not my dad. He could care less. I'm only 17, geez Dad. The least আপনি could have done was call me অথবা send me an যন্ত্রপত্র অথবা something. But I didn't know until last week. He had disapeared. The last someone ever saw of him, he was leaving Los Angeles, on a plane to Chile. Didn't make any sense. My parents had gotten divorced when I was 12, right about when I got sick. The disease then spread rapidly throughout my body, making me feel weaker and weaker with each step of the way. I have a disease called Ebola, a highly deadly disease. It can't be cured. I didn't know I had it. But why me? I'm just a simple girl from Idaho, who lives on a potato farm, and practically live off potatoes. We don't grow them anymore, because my dad was the farmer, and, as আপনি all know, he left. He was our last hope at getting money in for my insanly high medical bills. But he left. And I'm kinda glad.
The other side's covered in dust
আপনি can only see ahead
But not back again...
There's no time for disappointment
No time to look back and cry
We gotta go ahead and see to the future
Cuz there's so much আরো to be done then
Look to the future
We will see ahead
Nobody's gonna wipe up the other side
আপনি can't look back now, just see to the future
The future's so much আরো important than the past
So why weep over the memories?
Just plan ahead for the future
And আপনি will find it's worth it
The one-way glass
Is a wonderful thing to have
And it helps আপনি to stop worrying over your troubles,
To go ahead and shoot for the future
We will not look back to the past
Cuz it's covered in dust, no one can see through
Just go ahead and look to the future
The clear future that everyone sees