Ch 8 My Sick Days
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Plz R&R!
Sorry to keep আপনি waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know আপনি don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the পরবর্তি day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a দিন to দিন basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious অথবা imaginations.
I went back to বিছানা and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to খুঁজুন for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for আপনি at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the যুদ্ধপোত pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to বিছানা early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my বন্ধু calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the রান্নাঘর অথবা order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true প্রণয় made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had হারিয়ে গেছে it.
Sunday was the দিন Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can আপনি come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are আপনি still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take আপনি to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real অথবা not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as আপনি could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them অথবা friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did আপনি like it? Sorry I've kept আপনি waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
A/N: I own no characters.
Plz R&R!
Sorry to keep আপনি waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know আপনি don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the পরবর্তি day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a দিন to দিন basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious অথবা imaginations.
I went back to বিছানা and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to খুঁজুন for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for আপনি at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the যুদ্ধপোত pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to বিছানা early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my বন্ধু calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the রান্নাঘর অথবা order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true প্রণয় made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had হারিয়ে গেছে it.
Sunday was the দিন Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can আপনি come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are আপনি still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take আপনি to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real অথবা not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as আপনি could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them অথবা friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did আপনি like it? Sorry I've kept আপনি waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
one eager look from আপনি and দ্বারা হৃদয় starts to soar.
i dont know how it could be. that i would প্রণয় আপনি more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side দ্বারা side.i want all of আপনি forever.no less time will ever do
আপনি say how can আপনি ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long পূর্বে when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of আপনি and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me দ্বারা the hand and lead me anywhere.with আপনি my time is yours to share. i প্রণয় you
bella
i dont know how it could be. that i would প্রণয় আপনি more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side দ্বারা side.i want all of আপনি forever.no less time will ever do
আপনি say how can আপনি ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long পূর্বে when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of আপনি and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me দ্বারা the hand and lead me anywhere.with আপনি my time is yours to share. i প্রণয় you
bella
Okay beacause I am a huge Twilight অনুরাগী I have joined this club. I fell in প্রণয় after the first 3 chapters of Tiwilight and I am still in the process of পাঠ করা the books. If আপনি could please at least say in the beginning of your প্রবন্ধ that it is concerning X books. That would help me out soooo much because I only have a limited amount of time I can read because of school and homework. The mentioning of things that I have not read yet is making me want to read the বই so much আরো and it has caused me to get in trouble at school for পাঠ করা when I shouldn't be. Thank আপনি so VERY much.
okay so we all know that edward is the best charcter in twilight. why? because of how loving he is. He treats bella like if she were স্বর্ণ and his biggest treasure.Many of us wish to have a boyfriend অথবা girlfriend like edward. It makes someone really happy to be loved so greatly.
Edward is amazing. That is why he is the best character of twilight because he really shows how much hes in প্রণয় and protects bella through alot of troubles. Another reason why we would প্রণয় edward would be because he is so hot!! hes the best looking in the movie! He is so GOOD looking...We all think that right? Cuz its so true!! hes awesome!!
okay so i havent read any of the বই yet...but im judging from all the previews ive seen of the movie. Dont worry, ima read the book this week...ima go buy it at the store to read it! im so excited...!!!!! >.<
thank আপনি for taking your time to read this (if u did read it...) please মতামত of wat u think of my article...=þ
Edward is amazing. That is why he is the best character of twilight because he really shows how much hes in প্রণয় and protects bella through alot of troubles. Another reason why we would প্রণয় edward would be because he is so hot!! hes the best looking in the movie! He is so GOOD looking...We all think that right? Cuz its so true!! hes awesome!!
okay so i havent read any of the বই yet...but im judging from all the previews ive seen of the movie. Dont worry, ima read the book this week...ima go buy it at the store to read it! im so excited...!!!!! >.<
thank আপনি for taking your time to read this (if u did read it...) please মতামত of wat u think of my article...=þ