Hi everyone! Sorry that I've kept y'all waiting for three days. I've literally babysat for 9 hours in two consecutive days -.- CRAZY!!!! Heehee Anyways, here's chapter 3! I hope আপনি enjoy it! <3
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Carlisle offered to stay with the boy while I went to find Nessie and tell her the news. I was nervous though because I was uncertain as to how she would take the sudden blow. Shoe could understand many things, but this circumstance seemed particularly vague. Even I didn't fully comprehend the nature of my emotions for the newfound child. Carlisle understood a little only because he had been in similar emergencies. I trudged down the stairs at a human pace, but stopped on the last step. There was Renesmee standing right in front of me.
"Mom?" Her naturally delicate voice sounded apprehensive.
I looked at her for a moment. She had so much of her father in her. True, her hair and build were akin to my own, yet she had Edward's compassion and usual grace.
That, however, made me worry all the more. Since she emulated her father's spirit, then would she respond with the same disapproval as he did?
Nessie reached for my hand, "Mom, what's gotten into you? আপনি look as though you've seen a ghost."
I glimpsed at her ample golden eyes and smiled pleasantly, "Yes, yes sweetheart, I'm fine."
Nessie giggled, "Thank goodness! I thought আপনি were about to go into hysterics অথবা something."
I laughed briefly to keep the mood calm, "Were আপনি with Jake?"
She nodded happily, "Yup. It was so awkward when dad came and got me."
I sat down on the stairs. Renesmee took a আসন পরবর্তি to me.
I put one arm around her, "So," I began, swaying her gently like I used to when she was little, "Has daddy told আপনি the story yet?"
"No, he didn't, but I'm eager to hear it."
She examined my face and frowned, clearly displeased, "Mom, আপনি shouldn't be so stressed. আপনি always tell me that I can freely tell আপনি anything. Doesn't the inverse of that rule count, too?"
I ran my hand through her silky pin-straight hair, "You know, you're much too smart sometimes. I think আপনি need to dumb down a little."
Nessie playfully pushed away my hand. I tickled her under the chin, "That was a compliment, dearest."
"Mom?"
"Yes?" I answered.
"You're running away from the topic." She warned. I chuckled nervously, "Right. Well sweetpea, something wonderful has happened."
I explained how I found the boy in the forest. Renesmee sat as still as a rock during my lengthy recollection. Her expression was austere and somber and tranquil. She wasn't frowning, but she wasn't smiling either. I refrained from asking her any প্রশ্ন until I finished my explanation. I mentally crossed my fingers, hoping she wouldn't take this situation the wrong way.
A long paused followed. I was the first to speak, "Nessie, darling, please tell me something. Anything. Why do আপনি look so…" I searched for an appropriate word, "lifeless?"
She shifted her gaze to her feet but remained silent.
I leaned over to hug her but she pulled away quickly. I was astounded. I gawked at her in disbelief. She had never treated me in such a disrespectful manner.
My হৃদয় sank to the pit of my stomach.
Renesmee shot a glare at me, "Don't look like that, mom. আপনি expect me to be okay with this after it's hit me like a bullet in the chest? There's a possibility that the kid may want to kill me, but আপনি make excuses to protect him!"
She bared her teeth in disgust. Everyone began gathering at the bottom of the stair case to see what all the fuss was about. Jasper tried to calm the mood, but I fought back; I wasn't about to let Renesmee hate me over this, so I let my anger get the best of me. Renesmee stomped her way to the door. Although Edward tried to persuade her to stay, she paid no attention to him.
With one hand on the doorknob, Nessie cast a slight glance over her shoulder, "I'd sooner যোগদান the Volturi than watch that mysterious boy become my parents' obsession."
She threw open the door, causing it to slam into the দেওয়াল with great force. Pieces of shattered Glass flew across the pristine foyer.
"Nessie!" I called out as she escaped the house.
I ran after her, "Nessie! Ness—Renesmee Carlie Cullen, come back right now and apologize!"
Before I could say any more, she had disappeared into the forest. I dug my heels into the dirt and covered my face with my hands. Edward approached me slowly. Neither of us knew what to say on the topic. He embraced me from behind, clinging to me securely.
Nothing, however, could ease my pain at the moment, not even my affectionate Edward. I turned around and buried my face in his chest. He smoothed back my hair. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
Renesmee's voice echoed through every part of my head: "I'd sooner যোগদান the Volturi than watch that mysterious boy become my parents' obsession."
"Ugh," I groaned, "what's wrong with me?" I started to panic, "Can আপনি believe it, Edward? She ব্যক্ত she'd prefer to যোগদান the Volturi than welcome someone new to our family! What was I supposed to do, just let some innocent soul die after I had found him? I wonder if Carlisle took this much flak for saving আপনি all?"
"Bella," Edward warned in his gentle manner, "you needn't be so hard on yourself. She didn't specifically say that she would prefer to যোগদান the Volturi. Nessie still has a lot to learn. In time, I'm sure she'll warm up to the boy."
Edward twitched his lip. He was preaching something that he could not readily admit to. He too wasn't very fond of the child at the moment, and I knew that very well. He still thought this "immortalizing a dying person" কোঁচ, gig belonged to Carlisle and Esme. Yet, it did not feel wrong, so I must've been doing something right.
My thoughts turned back to Nessie, "Where do আপনি think she's run off to?"
I searched his eyes, hoping to find a small রশ্মি of hope. None was offered, though.
"Let's go ask Alice," Edward suggested, "although I have a feeling that Renesmee has run প্রথমপাতা and locked herself in her bedroom like she always does when she's upset."
"She's never been this aggravated about anything before," I interjected.
"Exactly, which is why I suggest we go see Alice about this."
So we hurried back to the Cullens in attempt to track down our daughter.
"But Edward," I touched my hand to his face, "what if she runs off to find Jacob? Then Alice won't be able to see anything is Nessie's future. Do আপনি think she will ask Jake to run away with her?"
Edward took of lock of my hair in his hand. He moved closer and kissed my trembling lips for a long minute. I sincerely wished that everything could have been as perfect as that moment. I reuluctantly forced myself to pull away from him.
I thought that becoming a vampire would make life a little easier. আপনি know, without the rough patches. Obviously, I was mistaken.
We entered the house again. Edward went to get Alice while I strolled into the living room. Emmett sat watching ESPN sports news.
He caught me eyeing him, "What's wrong, Bella?"
"It's Nessie. She's run off and has us all worried now."
Emmett's eyes were glued to the TV screen, "Oh," he absentmindedly replied, "well, there's only one solution to your problem."
"Talk to Alice?" I guessed.
He shook his head and bellowed out a laugh, "No, of course not! I was going to say that আপনি should've never gotten pregnant in the first place."
I scowled. I walked over to him and tapped his shoulder, "You're going to pay for that remark."
Emmett scoffed, "You want to duel it out?" I smirked, "Here's the deal: I get to মুষ্ট্যাঘাত you, and if it doesn't cause আপনি any amount of pain, then আপনি get to hit me with your best shot, got it?"
He flexed his arm muscles, "I'd like to see আপনি try, doll."
I rolled my eyes.
It felt so exhilarating to let out all my anger and frustration in that one blow.
Emmett bit his lip, "Okay," he sounded disheartened, "fine. It hurt a little." I patted him on the back and stifled a laugh.
Soon after, Edward entered the room. He shook his head at Emmett's childish pout.
"Bella, Alice isn't anywhere near here," Edward explained, "She and Jasper went on a hunting trip and they haven't returned as yet. We should go প্রথমপাতা and check for Renesmee. If she's not there, then we'll see if she's with Jacob."
"Okay," I hurried him out the door, "let's get go."
I stared at the muddy hem of my jeans. Renesmee's haunting words still rang through my ears: "'I'd sooner যোগদান the Volturi…" What was the point of doing good if আপনি were going to go through hell for it?
"Maybe I should just kill the boy instead," I wondered to myself. My eyes widened. I could barely believe that idea had even occurred to me. What on earth was going on? I moved closer to Edward, hoping he could protect me from the one thing that was beginning to scare me: myself.
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Bella's got a point; hopefully, everything will turn out the way she wants... And where'd Renesmee go??! :O Please let me know if আপনি liked it ^.^ I'm no stranger to constructive criticism, so if আপনি have some, then tell me! Thanks for reading, আপনি guys! As always, আপনি all make me so darn happy ^.^
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Carlisle offered to stay with the boy while I went to find Nessie and tell her the news. I was nervous though because I was uncertain as to how she would take the sudden blow. Shoe could understand many things, but this circumstance seemed particularly vague. Even I didn't fully comprehend the nature of my emotions for the newfound child. Carlisle understood a little only because he had been in similar emergencies. I trudged down the stairs at a human pace, but stopped on the last step. There was Renesmee standing right in front of me.
"Mom?" Her naturally delicate voice sounded apprehensive.
I looked at her for a moment. She had so much of her father in her. True, her hair and build were akin to my own, yet she had Edward's compassion and usual grace.
That, however, made me worry all the more. Since she emulated her father's spirit, then would she respond with the same disapproval as he did?
Nessie reached for my hand, "Mom, what's gotten into you? আপনি look as though you've seen a ghost."
I glimpsed at her ample golden eyes and smiled pleasantly, "Yes, yes sweetheart, I'm fine."
Nessie giggled, "Thank goodness! I thought আপনি were about to go into hysterics অথবা something."
I laughed briefly to keep the mood calm, "Were আপনি with Jake?"
She nodded happily, "Yup. It was so awkward when dad came and got me."
I sat down on the stairs. Renesmee took a আসন পরবর্তি to me.
I put one arm around her, "So," I began, swaying her gently like I used to when she was little, "Has daddy told আপনি the story yet?"
"No, he didn't, but I'm eager to hear it."
She examined my face and frowned, clearly displeased, "Mom, আপনি shouldn't be so stressed. আপনি always tell me that I can freely tell আপনি anything. Doesn't the inverse of that rule count, too?"
I ran my hand through her silky pin-straight hair, "You know, you're much too smart sometimes. I think আপনি need to dumb down a little."
Nessie playfully pushed away my hand. I tickled her under the chin, "That was a compliment, dearest."
"Mom?"
"Yes?" I answered.
"You're running away from the topic." She warned. I chuckled nervously, "Right. Well sweetpea, something wonderful has happened."
I explained how I found the boy in the forest. Renesmee sat as still as a rock during my lengthy recollection. Her expression was austere and somber and tranquil. She wasn't frowning, but she wasn't smiling either. I refrained from asking her any প্রশ্ন until I finished my explanation. I mentally crossed my fingers, hoping she wouldn't take this situation the wrong way.
A long paused followed. I was the first to speak, "Nessie, darling, please tell me something. Anything. Why do আপনি look so…" I searched for an appropriate word, "lifeless?"
She shifted her gaze to her feet but remained silent.
I leaned over to hug her but she pulled away quickly. I was astounded. I gawked at her in disbelief. She had never treated me in such a disrespectful manner.
My হৃদয় sank to the pit of my stomach.
Renesmee shot a glare at me, "Don't look like that, mom. আপনি expect me to be okay with this after it's hit me like a bullet in the chest? There's a possibility that the kid may want to kill me, but আপনি make excuses to protect him!"
She bared her teeth in disgust. Everyone began gathering at the bottom of the stair case to see what all the fuss was about. Jasper tried to calm the mood, but I fought back; I wasn't about to let Renesmee hate me over this, so I let my anger get the best of me. Renesmee stomped her way to the door. Although Edward tried to persuade her to stay, she paid no attention to him.
With one hand on the doorknob, Nessie cast a slight glance over her shoulder, "I'd sooner যোগদান the Volturi than watch that mysterious boy become my parents' obsession."
She threw open the door, causing it to slam into the দেওয়াল with great force. Pieces of shattered Glass flew across the pristine foyer.
"Nessie!" I called out as she escaped the house.
I ran after her, "Nessie! Ness—Renesmee Carlie Cullen, come back right now and apologize!"
Before I could say any more, she had disappeared into the forest. I dug my heels into the dirt and covered my face with my hands. Edward approached me slowly. Neither of us knew what to say on the topic. He embraced me from behind, clinging to me securely.
Nothing, however, could ease my pain at the moment, not even my affectionate Edward. I turned around and buried my face in his chest. He smoothed back my hair. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
Renesmee's voice echoed through every part of my head: "I'd sooner যোগদান the Volturi than watch that mysterious boy become my parents' obsession."
"Ugh," I groaned, "what's wrong with me?" I started to panic, "Can আপনি believe it, Edward? She ব্যক্ত she'd prefer to যোগদান the Volturi than welcome someone new to our family! What was I supposed to do, just let some innocent soul die after I had found him? I wonder if Carlisle took this much flak for saving আপনি all?"
"Bella," Edward warned in his gentle manner, "you needn't be so hard on yourself. She didn't specifically say that she would prefer to যোগদান the Volturi. Nessie still has a lot to learn. In time, I'm sure she'll warm up to the boy."
Edward twitched his lip. He was preaching something that he could not readily admit to. He too wasn't very fond of the child at the moment, and I knew that very well. He still thought this "immortalizing a dying person" কোঁচ, gig belonged to Carlisle and Esme. Yet, it did not feel wrong, so I must've been doing something right.
My thoughts turned back to Nessie, "Where do আপনি think she's run off to?"
I searched his eyes, hoping to find a small রশ্মি of hope. None was offered, though.
"Let's go ask Alice," Edward suggested, "although I have a feeling that Renesmee has run প্রথমপাতা and locked herself in her bedroom like she always does when she's upset."
"She's never been this aggravated about anything before," I interjected.
"Exactly, which is why I suggest we go see Alice about this."
So we hurried back to the Cullens in attempt to track down our daughter.
"But Edward," I touched my hand to his face, "what if she runs off to find Jacob? Then Alice won't be able to see anything is Nessie's future. Do আপনি think she will ask Jake to run away with her?"
Edward took of lock of my hair in his hand. He moved closer and kissed my trembling lips for a long minute. I sincerely wished that everything could have been as perfect as that moment. I reuluctantly forced myself to pull away from him.
I thought that becoming a vampire would make life a little easier. আপনি know, without the rough patches. Obviously, I was mistaken.
We entered the house again. Edward went to get Alice while I strolled into the living room. Emmett sat watching ESPN sports news.
He caught me eyeing him, "What's wrong, Bella?"
"It's Nessie. She's run off and has us all worried now."
Emmett's eyes were glued to the TV screen, "Oh," he absentmindedly replied, "well, there's only one solution to your problem."
"Talk to Alice?" I guessed.
He shook his head and bellowed out a laugh, "No, of course not! I was going to say that আপনি should've never gotten pregnant in the first place."
I scowled. I walked over to him and tapped his shoulder, "You're going to pay for that remark."
Emmett scoffed, "You want to duel it out?" I smirked, "Here's the deal: I get to মুষ্ট্যাঘাত you, and if it doesn't cause আপনি any amount of pain, then আপনি get to hit me with your best shot, got it?"
He flexed his arm muscles, "I'd like to see আপনি try, doll."
I rolled my eyes.
It felt so exhilarating to let out all my anger and frustration in that one blow.
Emmett bit his lip, "Okay," he sounded disheartened, "fine. It hurt a little." I patted him on the back and stifled a laugh.
Soon after, Edward entered the room. He shook his head at Emmett's childish pout.
"Bella, Alice isn't anywhere near here," Edward explained, "She and Jasper went on a hunting trip and they haven't returned as yet. We should go প্রথমপাতা and check for Renesmee. If she's not there, then we'll see if she's with Jacob."
"Okay," I hurried him out the door, "let's get go."
I stared at the muddy hem of my jeans. Renesmee's haunting words still rang through my ears: "'I'd sooner যোগদান the Volturi…" What was the point of doing good if আপনি were going to go through hell for it?
"Maybe I should just kill the boy instead," I wondered to myself. My eyes widened. I could barely believe that idea had even occurred to me. What on earth was going on? I moved closer to Edward, hoping he could protect me from the one thing that was beginning to scare me: myself.
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Bella's got a point; hopefully, everything will turn out the way she wants... And where'd Renesmee go??! :O Please let me know if আপনি liked it ^.^ I'm no stranger to constructive criticism, so if আপনি have some, then tell me! Thanks for reading, আপনি guys! As always, আপনি all make me so darn happy ^.^
Jane's POV
Me and the others quickly approched Forks hospital, I looked around. Then i spun around a nodded. The others took off going around back. I walked to the front, I held a single gun. But i knew I didnt need it! *giggle*
Renesme lay in pain on the rock hard hospital. She moaned in pain. "It's ok" Jacob ব্যক্ত softly. *Screaming in distince* "What...was that?" Bella inqiured.Edward shook his head. For he didnt know. *gunshots* Bella and Edward stood up, frightened. "Edward go check whats happining,I'll call Alice and the others ok?" Edward agreed and ran out the room. Bella quickly dialed her other family member's. On the other line, Alice and the whole family listened. "Well be there in 5 miniutes!" Shouted Alice into the phone. 5 মিনিট later, the rest of the cullens arrived, rushing to a certain room, with a certain girl crying out in pain.
Me and the others quickly approched Forks hospital, I looked around. Then i spun around a nodded. The others took off going around back. I walked to the front, I held a single gun. But i knew I didnt need it! *giggle*
Renesme lay in pain on the rock hard hospital. She moaned in pain. "It's ok" Jacob ব্যক্ত softly. *Screaming in distince* "What...was that?" Bella inqiured.Edward shook his head. For he didnt know. *gunshots* Bella and Edward stood up, frightened. "Edward go check whats happining,I'll call Alice and the others ok?" Edward agreed and ran out the room. Bella quickly dialed her other family member's. On the other line, Alice and the whole family listened. "Well be there in 5 miniutes!" Shouted Alice into the phone. 5 মিনিট later, the rest of the cullens arrived, rushing to a certain room, with a certain girl crying out in pain.
I am sorry that i hvae not been on in almost a বছর i discovered FanFiction.net and fell in প্রণয় with it.
I'm also sorry to say that i may not finish this story. I will either change to where it is Bella and either Jasper, Sam অথবা Paul. I am leaning আরো to Jasper. The reason for this is because I have fallen in প্রণয় with Jasper, Sam and Paul being with Bella. Along with a little bit Jared.
অথবা I will allow someone to take over this story. I already have someone in mind to cintinue it if that person still wants to write it.
I have yet to decided which one it will take me a while to choose which one with school softball and explorers.
Please commett cause I will look at those and they will also help me decide which one
I'm also sorry to say that i may not finish this story. I will either change to where it is Bella and either Jasper, Sam অথবা Paul. I am leaning আরো to Jasper. The reason for this is because I have fallen in প্রণয় with Jasper, Sam and Paul being with Bella. Along with a little bit Jared.
অথবা I will allow someone to take over this story. I already have someone in mind to cintinue it if that person still wants to write it.
I have yet to decided which one it will take me a while to choose which one with school softball and explorers.
Please commett cause I will look at those and they will also help me decide which one
“Everybody likes to make fun of “Twilight” – adults, children, house pets – but the producers of the films threw a monkey wrench in the gears of the irony machine দ্বারা stuffing the soundtrack to their latest effort full of awesome songs from ultra-cool indie bands. “Eclipse” is a who’s who of moody indie rock, featuring a lineup that would make Pitchfork’s brains explode: Beck, Bat For Lashes, Metric, Vampire Weekend, Muse, the Black Keys…the তালিকা goes on and on. Perhaps this all shouldn’t be surprising প্রদত্ত that সঙ্গীত supervisor Alexandra Patsavas made a name for herself turning television’s “The O.C.” into an avenue for indie rock exposure, but it’s still a very pleasant surprise to see the সঙ্গীত from a “Twilight” film become the “Singles” soundtrack of the aughts.”