I was dreaming that I was in the medow with Edward. Then the dream turned into a nightmare. Jacob was walking towards us. In নেকড়ে form. He growled at me, at first it was at Edward. But it wasn't, it was me.
"Run ,Bella." ব্যক্ত Edward.
"What?"
"Run! Bella আপনি have to go now. Go get the others!" I ran as fast as I could. Jake was in front of me now. I looked behind my shoulder. There was my worst nightmare, Edward on the ground. No movement, no breathing, no nothing. I ran back to him, Jacob following. I fell to where Edwards body layed. I was crying. How could he, this should have been me. I truned my head to look at Jacob.
"YOU MONSTER!" I screamed "I HATE আপনি JACOB BLACK, I LOVED HIM. HOW COULD YOU?" I was still screaming.
"There was nothing I could do, Bells. আপনি desurve me, not him." ব্যক্ত Jacob. Wait, Jack couldn't talk when he was a werewolf could he? Jacob grabed my arm, then everything went black. My eyes shot open. The first thing I wanted to see was Edward. I looked to my right, there he was staring at me. I let out a sigh. I was glad it was a dream. I moved over to the left so that Edward would have room to lay পরবর্তি to me. Edward climbed into the huge bed, putting his arm around my shoulders. I rested my head agenst his chest. Edward handed me the remote. I turned the TV on. There was this action movie on. So we sat there and wached it.
"Bella, did আপনি have another nightmare?" Edward was worred about me.
"Yeah, let me guess আপনি wanna hear it?"
"Can আপনি read minds?" he ব্যক্ত playing around with me.
"No, not like some people. I was having a nightmare. It was about you." He eyes got biger, he was defently worried now. "And me, Jacob was there too. আপনি told me to run, to get the others. I ran. Jacob killed you, I fell to your body. Crying because আপনি where gone. Jacob Grabed my arm and everything went black. But It was only a dream."
"That explains আপনি হৃদয় rate. It was really high just a few সেকেন্ড ago."
"Well it's over now" We sat there and wached the movie.
"Edward?"
"Yes?"
"I can't fell my body."
"What?"
"I can't fell anything."
"Nothing at all?"
"No nothing." Edward was worried, He called Carlisle into the room. He ran some test on me, took a CTC. Edward went down stairs.
"Bella." Carisle said.
"Yes?"
"You have canser. It's all though your body. Bella your gonna die, theres nothing we can do."
"No!" I screamed too loudly. Edward was in the room now.
"Carlisle whats wrong?" Edward said.
"Edward....she has canser."
"Where?"
"Everywhere." I was now crying my eyes out. I couldn't stop. Edward was still talking to Carlisle out side the room. Alice came into the room trying to calm me down. Then Jasper came and calmed me down. Edward came in then. Everyone but him left the room.
"What are we gonna do Edward. I'm only 18! I don't wanna die."
"I know. Thats why I talked to Carlisle. I'm gonna turn you. Bella I can't live with out you. I know it's being selfish, but I can't lose you." Edward climbed into the large বিছানা with me once more. So it was settled, Edward was gonna turn me into a vampire.
I was halfway asleep when Jacob walked in. I was cruled up পরবর্তি to Edward. His arms around me. They held me closer to him. Jake was in frount of me. It took all the strenth I had to open my eyes.
"Jake what do আপনি want? I'm really tired." He ব্যক্ত nothing. My eyes closed, I had no strenth left. I herd footsteps, walking this way. Edward didn't move. I herd Charlies voise along with my mothers.
"Will she wake up soon, Doc?" Charlie asked.
"I don't know Charlie. She sleeps for long periods of time."
"I don't like that boy, laying there পরবর্তি to my daughter. They are both sleeping, but I don't want him around her." That was my mothers voise.
"It's her wish, she wants to spen her last moments with Edward." Carlisle had said. I guess he had told them, about me dieing. I woke a little later. I turned over to look at Edwards face. Edward leaned down and kissed me, like he wasn't going to see me again.
To be conutned..............
"Run ,Bella." ব্যক্ত Edward.
"What?"
"Run! Bella আপনি have to go now. Go get the others!" I ran as fast as I could. Jake was in front of me now. I looked behind my shoulder. There was my worst nightmare, Edward on the ground. No movement, no breathing, no nothing. I ran back to him, Jacob following. I fell to where Edwards body layed. I was crying. How could he, this should have been me. I truned my head to look at Jacob.
"YOU MONSTER!" I screamed "I HATE আপনি JACOB BLACK, I LOVED HIM. HOW COULD YOU?" I was still screaming.
"There was nothing I could do, Bells. আপনি desurve me, not him." ব্যক্ত Jacob. Wait, Jack couldn't talk when he was a werewolf could he? Jacob grabed my arm, then everything went black. My eyes shot open. The first thing I wanted to see was Edward. I looked to my right, there he was staring at me. I let out a sigh. I was glad it was a dream. I moved over to the left so that Edward would have room to lay পরবর্তি to me. Edward climbed into the huge bed, putting his arm around my shoulders. I rested my head agenst his chest. Edward handed me the remote. I turned the TV on. There was this action movie on. So we sat there and wached it.
"Bella, did আপনি have another nightmare?" Edward was worred about me.
"Yeah, let me guess আপনি wanna hear it?"
"Can আপনি read minds?" he ব্যক্ত playing around with me.
"No, not like some people. I was having a nightmare. It was about you." He eyes got biger, he was defently worried now. "And me, Jacob was there too. আপনি told me to run, to get the others. I ran. Jacob killed you, I fell to your body. Crying because আপনি where gone. Jacob Grabed my arm and everything went black. But It was only a dream."
"That explains আপনি হৃদয় rate. It was really high just a few সেকেন্ড ago."
"Well it's over now" We sat there and wached the movie.
"Edward?"
"Yes?"
"I can't fell my body."
"What?"
"I can't fell anything."
"Nothing at all?"
"No nothing." Edward was worried, He called Carlisle into the room. He ran some test on me, took a CTC. Edward went down stairs.
"Bella." Carisle said.
"Yes?"
"You have canser. It's all though your body. Bella your gonna die, theres nothing we can do."
"No!" I screamed too loudly. Edward was in the room now.
"Carlisle whats wrong?" Edward said.
"Edward....she has canser."
"Where?"
"Everywhere." I was now crying my eyes out. I couldn't stop. Edward was still talking to Carlisle out side the room. Alice came into the room trying to calm me down. Then Jasper came and calmed me down. Edward came in then. Everyone but him left the room.
"What are we gonna do Edward. I'm only 18! I don't wanna die."
"I know. Thats why I talked to Carlisle. I'm gonna turn you. Bella I can't live with out you. I know it's being selfish, but I can't lose you." Edward climbed into the large বিছানা with me once more. So it was settled, Edward was gonna turn me into a vampire.
I was halfway asleep when Jacob walked in. I was cruled up পরবর্তি to Edward. His arms around me. They held me closer to him. Jake was in frount of me. It took all the strenth I had to open my eyes.
"Jake what do আপনি want? I'm really tired." He ব্যক্ত nothing. My eyes closed, I had no strenth left. I herd footsteps, walking this way. Edward didn't move. I herd Charlies voise along with my mothers.
"Will she wake up soon, Doc?" Charlie asked.
"I don't know Charlie. She sleeps for long periods of time."
"I don't like that boy, laying there পরবর্তি to my daughter. They are both sleeping, but I don't want him around her." That was my mothers voise.
"It's her wish, she wants to spen her last moments with Edward." Carlisle had said. I guess he had told them, about me dieing. I woke a little later. I turned over to look at Edwards face. Edward leaned down and kissed me, like he wasn't going to see me again.
To be conutned..............
নমস্কার twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release তারিখ for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction তারিখ not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is ব্যক্ত that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when আপনি say one of the মতামত -and you've probably ব্যক্ত one of the মতামত আরো then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.