ok well i have this typed out on the টেবিল of contents as chapter 7 but it 6 so yeh enjoy
6. No-Where To Run
Renesmee’s point of view
I cant deal any আরো she’s driving me crazy they are all driving me crazy .I hope this will all end soon I don't want to be her any আরো I need something new to do. No আরো lying around moping.
Well I'm not really moping I'm just so bored and lifeless. Maybe I can go out of town. Well, so they don't get upset, I’ll take Claire. Just stay out for a couple of nights in the city. I প্রণয় Seattle. Its so much fun maybe I can go on a little shopping spree get a new look cut my hair get new close may even learn how to put makeup on and for once start to wear it
“Your to pretty to where make-up Nessie ” Claire ব্যক্ত as she walked into the studio.” And I don't think your dad would want us alone in Seattle ”
“Why not Alice hasn’t seen any thing new from Jess and its not like I will get hurt.” Yes, I'm still তিক্ত about that. He had no right to do that to me
“True but who knows he's just another parent. ” she ব্যক্ত in response to both my thought and my words.
What the hell do আপনি want “what did আপনি need? ” oh crap she hear that
“Nothing I was just checking on you. I see that was a bad idea I wont do it again ” she storms out of the room
Fine then go I didn’t want to here any way
Grr, why is everyone watching me? I'm not going to kill my self. অথবা well I have no reason. Do I? No that’s ridiculous ugh. I'm a mess I need to get a life. I'm definitely going to Seattle. Step one go dawn stairs
I walked down of course, not thinking about how I will be doing this. The first one to talk was Alice thank god
“Hey there, are আপনি hungry, thirst. Jasper and I were about to go hunting, do আপনি want to come?”
“I'm not thirsty aunt Alice, umm I just wanted to say hi to everyone. ” I waved at everyone and the all smiled warily my face smile didn’t fool mom অথবা dad. “I'm going to the store. I want some chocolate” say it now.” And Friday can I go to Seattle for the week end alone well with Claire I mean I wont be completely alone ok I'll let আপনি think about that last part প্রণয় আপনি bye.” I ব্যক্ত fast and left the house I left I heard dad laughing. Maybe that was a yes.
Hmm where should I go to get some candy? I wasn’t a big অনুরাগী of candy, but it was a good excuse for getting out. I want to get some Reese’s I'll go to Wal-Mart maybe buy something big. I প্রণয় Wal-Mart.
As I pull in to a spot I see a group of young boys all dark complex natives Americans but they weren’t wolves, no defiantly not wolves, jackass oh yes. As I walked past them the began to whistle at me. I didn’t react just speed up
I wasn’t in there to long I walked around the book aisle though moms লাইব্রেরি was twice the size of it. I got a new I-pod and bought a new pair of earrings. Then finally I got Reese চকোলেট with a box of Reese cereal as well. Wow I'm a fast shopper I was only in there for 10 মিনিট and managed to buy 500$ worth of worthless items. The cashier, and elderly woman, spoke to me when I asked her the time as if I was her own
“Well sweetheart its 12:45 are আপনি late for something?” her name was Ginger
“No ma’am just wasting some of my free time, but its not working ” I told her swiping my card.
“Aww I see, when I want to waste time I go out to my garden অথবা read a good romance novel thought the selection here isn’t really all that good আপনি know there are good বই at Hake’s বই just up the road. ” she began to ramble.
No one was in line so I decided to talk to her
“Yeh my mom told me to get a hobby so I write কবিতা আরো অথবা less lyrics to a song ” but that was to keep my mind off of Jake not to waste time.
“Oh when I was a young girl I would sing my হৃদয় out to the boys I liked. I remember I sung to one boyfriends, Carrie Underwood’s Last Night, that is a good song” she begun to sing it for me “last night I got served a little to much of that poison baby. And last night I did things I'm not proud of things got a little crazy I meet a guy on the dance floor and I let him call me baby” we both laughed
“I've herd that song before” I told her. This was nice a complete stranger making me laugh
“ Oh yeh I wasn’t all that good looking so I had to have a better way to get the guys staring. আপনি know আপনি are one pretty young girl I bet আপনি have the guys গান গাওয়া to you” she raised an eyebrow. Her wrinkle face made me want to trust her though she didn’t have to know about Jacob.
“No I'll just what to find someone in college ” I giggled. I was 80 years old I don't having anymore waiting.
“That is a good idea ”she turned to the person who was পরবর্তি
“ Are আপনি working?” she was rude and a very familiar sent
I hissed to low for Ginger’s old dieing ears to hear but Samantha turned and growled at me then made a smug smile
Ginger started to hum Last Night
The boy that was whistling at me out side was on her side as was another unfamiliar werewolf he spoke to me
“Hey there just আপনি luck were in the same line I think this is destiny ” he blows a চুম্বন I nearly gagged
“Mathew that Jake’s ex ” the unfamiliar werewolf ব্যক্ত to the boy
Ex-girlfriend what the fuck “Samantha, it’s so nice to see আপনি say hi to ”—my jackass ex-boyfriend—“everyone for me, ” I ব্যক্ত holding back tears
“Nicole, he imprinted on her they are still together ”Samantha told the girl then turned to me “oh I will. I had to get some আরো shoes, this job is harder then আপনি think but he’ll be প্রথমপাতা soon ” she had a very charming smile. I actual believed her
“Your total is 61.48 ”Ginger ব্যক্ত “cash অথবা debt ”
“I'll pay for it ” I got my card out before Samantha had a chance to say no “shoes are so expensive and knowing how fast আপনি all go thought them especial Jake. Tell him I say hi ”I shook her hand, she slightly flinched when I took her hand.
“ Thank আপনি Renesmee bye ”
“Bye, nice meeting আপনি Ginger ” I waved to the cashier
I bit my lip I could already feel the tears streaming down my face It was no help at all that Jake was outside, as usual with only pants on
“Nessie!” he yelled across the parking lot
I didn’t want to see him it only made the fact that he wasn’t here harder to bare so I acted like I didn’t hear him and walk to the car
“Hey I was calling আপনি ” he was behind me I jumped when he spoke “nessie?” he ব্যক্ত when I didn’t turn around
“Sorry Jake I'm in a hurry” I still didn’t turn around to see what he looked like I didn’t want a new picture in my head to stab my হৃদয় I popped the ট্রাঙ্ক to put my 3 মাস supply of Reese’s in it. I was almost there without seeing his face then he jumped in front of me
“Why are আপনি crying?” he asked putting his arm around me I looked down and didn’t answer. This irritated him he huffed and he lifted my head making me look at him “nessie what's going on ”
I looked into his eyes. Completely black, absolutely tire yet so happy to see me as if I was the sun after a long cold snow night. When that look was in his eyes that look alone would never make me cry from that look in your eyes I've realized all that matter. He was all that mattered. He stood staring back into my eyes where they as warm and happy as his were I couldn’t tell what I looked like in the past 6 days. I silently began to cry in his warm bare chest
This was the happiest strangest moment I have had in the last 5 weeks completely silent yet so meaningful nothing could break the hold he had on me. Both hold his perfect charming selfishness and the fact that he was squeezing. I didn’t আরো like couldn’t stop he looked at me now confused and worried. I fell back into his chest he চুম্বন and স্মেল্ট my hair.
I had to stop this he's not coming প্রথমপাতা -stop- this will be the death of me. I started to pull away and decide that I was don't waiting and I will be with him at all times অথবা never. I have to tell him that
To bad my cell phone bet me to the case. He reached into my back pock and answered it
“Hello Nessie phone, ” he was being sarcastic, I hear my mom sigh in relief “hey Bells, no she’s with me. I don't know she’s not talking. I'll take her প্রথমপাতা ” he look at me with a big smile “come on Bells, do I ever turn down food? Oh really well, we are leaving now. Ok see ya! ” He hung up
“Can I take আপনি home?” he looked at me. That was when I realize that we were in the parking lot to Wal-Mart everyone was watching us including Samantha, Mathew, and Nicole. I shook my head yes .I still couldn’t talk.
“Ok great let me go tell Samantha ” he was turning around but instead of having me wait দ্বারা the car he took my hand and walked over to Samantha’s Jeep.
“Samantha, I'm going over to the Cullen’s place for a while hold down the fort for me while I'm gone.” He ব্যক্ত
An evil growl came from Nicole chest and she began to shake the whole car. Jake moved me slightly behind his body and hissed at her to stop.
That was when I found my voice “relax Nicole আপনি don’t want to do that here ” Jacob looked at me. That was the exact thing dad would say to him when he was angry around Bella
“The only one I want to hurt around here is আপনি ” Nicole snarled at me but slowly coming down.
“She’s half human that means we protect her to so আপনি really need to stop” Samantha told her with out any emotion. Like it was the truth but not her truth. “ I will Jacob. Is there something আপনি need us to do? ”
“No it’s a free দিন go প্রথমপাতা and relax ” he smiled “I will.” he walked away from the car I hear Mathew laugh, Nicole growled, Samantha just drove way.
“That is the best part about being in charge I can do whatever I wanted when ever I wanted, ” he ব্যক্ত smiling and স্নেহ চুম্বন my head again.
“Its so nice to have আপনি hear Jake ” grandpa ব্যক্ত while Jake and I ate. Mom and dad made almost every thing we had in the fridge.
“Yeh I miss all of the খাবার no one in this new generation can cook its awful Samantha can cook but that’s its and she is in her নেকড়ে form আরো then I am”
“So what is the new pack like this year?” Uncle Jasper asked from the living room.
“Well there are 2 girl so that’s really strange I had a hard time with Leah last time I did this and there are a total of 7 then me.” Jacob said.
“Do আপনি think there will be any more?” uncle asked
“Well I have a theory that there will be one for every vampire here but looking at the genetics of all of it there should be one more,”—he looked at me –“Mathew, আপনি saw him today, he Samantha’s younger brother ”
“Oh really!” I grimaced what a loser
“He’s a lot like me in was he's always happy that’s probably the reason why he hasn’t changed so fast yet. But he wants to be come one, I think its strange I would never wish my first few years as a নেকড়ে on anyone. ”Jacob ব্যক্ত then when mom laughed he looked confused
“Wow this pack isn’t any thing like yours, ” she ব্যক্ত
I couldn’t stop staring at him all through lunch and when we all moved in to the living room to watch TV –what we always did before he left-I started humming a song that Claire was working on upstairs I pretty sure everyone here her. Jacob noticed that I was humming with her গিটার he asked me what that was all about
“ I didn’t know আপনি sung অথবা played গিটার ” he sat up to talk to me. We really hadn’t spoke all that much
“Yeh only since you’ve been gone grandma and grandpa redid dads room into a studio ” because of you, always killing me from the inside out
“Really that’s cool. ” was that really all he had to say?
I guess it was, a few moments passed then I spoke again. “She’s just about done with this one I will help her with the course later tonight. ”I sighed he didn’t respond the way what I wanted
Without realizing it I had snuggle very close to him I felt his হৃদয় on my cheek. Mom and dad had already gone home. Rose Alice Emmett and Jasper had gone hunting. we were somewhat alone right now. I guess this would be the only time I got all of my answers.
I looked up into his eyes they were closed he had fallen asleep. He looked so different like no one had ever seen he was exhausted and that was hat I saw “I প্রণয় আপনি Jake” I ব্যক্ত he didn’t সরানো but in his dream he must have heard me cause smile and mumbled “I প্রণয় আপনি too Nessie I better go thought I don’t want আপনি to get hurt”
What did he just say so this was about my safety? He didn’t want to be there but he was he couldn’t help it. This made me very mad. I sat up is moved out of his arms and nearly yelled
“What do আপনি mean দ্বারা that, Jacob Black ”
“Nessie what’s wrong” he was confused as if he really sleep when he ব্যক্ত that
Grr I'm not buying it “you know what I want আপনি to go and আপনি cant come back until I'm নিরাপদ forever . if আপনি have to stay they for the পরবর্তি I’ve years then that is your fault আপনি did this to yourself ” I yelled getting off the পালঙ্ক
“Nessie I don’t understand why are আপনি mad? I'm not leaving you, ever ” he was hurt his eyes began to water I never have yelled at him like this.
“Fine stay I'll leave” I ran up the stairs in to my studio where Claire was laying down “ get up we’re leaving” I turned round and Jacob was there
“What is going on Nessie tell me what got আপনি so up set please don’t leave ” he was following me around begging me I was ignoring him “where are আপনি going its late Ness please stay with me don’t go ”
“Oh but আপনি can go at any time and your conserve a protector. Well আপনি know what … ” I shuddered “I don’t want to hold আপনি back আপনি better go before she gets here” I whispered. I heard tires turning in to the houses driveway and Samantha’s heavy breathing. I turned and walked around him and meet Claire at the door.
“Come on” I muttered to her going thought the back door into the garage. “Get in and don’t say a word অথবা I swear to god I will leave আপনি here.” I snarled she did so.
As I backed out of the garage, mom and dad where they’re with disappointed confused faces. I can’t leave with out hitting on of them and totaling my car, great
“Renesmee don’t just tell them what আপনি were thinking this morning about your vacation ” Claire whispered to me with tears in her eyes she had never seen me upset. I had never see me up set I was scaring everyone. Aunt Alice appeared পরবর্তি the last thing I need was Jasper so I rolled down my window and told mom
“I told আপনি this morning where we were going I'll call আপনি when I check in to the hotel” I was crying
“Ok I'll come up with আপনি on Sunday we can get আপনি a pedicure mmk.” she kissed my head and waved at Claire “I প্রণয় আপনি every one does ok be নিরাপদ I'll see আপনি in two দিন ok”
Dad blew I চুম্বন in my direction and I saw Jacob and Samantha in there নেকড়ে form there close scatter around where they were looking like arguing I saw dad looking in their direction.
“Bye” I waved and drove away
We drove completely silent the whole way to Seattle and when I got into the hotel, at 3 in the morning. I called mom and told he we were there. Claire took s shower.
Tonight was the quiets night of my life.