Preseny day
How did আপনি control yourself Jasper asked. I looked at my son who struggled with this part of being a vampire and ব্যক্ত It took all my control. I don’t know why maybe because in some way we were soul mates and I loved her with everything I had. It came close many times. I don’t know how আপনি and Edward did it but yall have so much self control Emmett said. I looked at my usually humorous son and all I saw was wonder and wishful thinking. Esme was standing beside me now and whispered in my ear ‘I প্রণয় you’. Esme loved me with every understanding and passion that she could. I প্রণয় আপনি always i told her. Our eyes locked and we were in our own little world. She knows this still hurts me and she stands দ্বারা me while I speak of my first love. She ceases to amaze me. Did আপনি stay to meet Diana Rosalie asked.
I hunted deer in a near দ্বারা meadow after I ventured into famailer territory. My father’s farm.Their still were familiar faces their but their was a different vibe about it. I didn’t see my father .A good thing I don’t think I could have handled meeting him that particular moment. I was fixing to cut into Diana’s family farm when I saw my mom’s rose garden. It was beautiful as always though a little unkept. The longer I stood there sadness crept in. if my হৃদয় was able to stop it would have because there in the center on the garden was a wooden cross.
Rebecca Cullen –mother,wife, and friend,
1635-1664
It was then when my body was shaking that I realized I was crying. It was the first tears I shed as a vampire. I cried until I could take no more. My mother died just a বছর after my disappearance. What it most have cost her to lose her only son. My hatred for my father grew. Not only had he cost me my life with Diana but he cost my mother her life and me a mother. I broke out of the past as I heard my daughters crying. Carlisle আপনি must have been হৃদয় broken Bella cried. Im sorry Rosalie and Alice ব্যক্ত in a low voice. I was but I had to get back to Diana before she could think the worse. So I gathered myself and my thoughts and headed toward to the orchard. Diana was seated under the বৃক্ষ দ্বারা the pond we called ours. She must have been waiting because she broke into a grim smile when she saw me. I was beginning to think none of this was real.That আপনি were still gone she whispered. Its very real and its still a nightmare though it seems like a good one I told her as I took her in my arms. A good Nightmare? My Nightmare ended last night when আপনি snuck through my window Dinah said. I had come back to convince আপনি to সরানো on. That it was ok to সরানো on and প্রণয় someone else I whispered into her hair. Their wasn’t a hole lot of convincing last night was there? অথবা just not the convincing আপনি had in mind Dinah ব্যক্ত with a look of embarresment. She hid deeper into my chest and I had to stop from losing control.
How did আপনি control yourself Jasper asked. I looked at my son who struggled with this part of being a vampire and ব্যক্ত It took all my control. I don’t know why maybe because in some way we were soul mates and I loved her with everything I had. It came close many times. I don’t know how আপনি and Edward did it but yall have so much self control Emmett said. I looked at my usually humorous son and all I saw was wonder and wishful thinking. Esme was standing beside me now and whispered in my ear ‘I প্রণয় you’. Esme loved me with every understanding and passion that she could. I প্রণয় আপনি always i told her. Our eyes locked and we were in our own little world. She knows this still hurts me and she stands দ্বারা me while I speak of my first love. She ceases to amaze me. Did আপনি stay to meet Diana Rosalie asked.
I hunted deer in a near দ্বারা meadow after I ventured into famailer territory. My father’s farm.Their still were familiar faces their but their was a different vibe about it. I didn’t see my father .A good thing I don’t think I could have handled meeting him that particular moment. I was fixing to cut into Diana’s family farm when I saw my mom’s rose garden. It was beautiful as always though a little unkept. The longer I stood there sadness crept in. if my হৃদয় was able to stop it would have because there in the center on the garden was a wooden cross.
Rebecca Cullen –mother,wife, and friend,
1635-1664
It was then when my body was shaking that I realized I was crying. It was the first tears I shed as a vampire. I cried until I could take no more. My mother died just a বছর after my disappearance. What it most have cost her to lose her only son. My hatred for my father grew. Not only had he cost me my life with Diana but he cost my mother her life and me a mother. I broke out of the past as I heard my daughters crying. Carlisle আপনি must have been হৃদয় broken Bella cried. Im sorry Rosalie and Alice ব্যক্ত in a low voice. I was but I had to get back to Diana before she could think the worse. So I gathered myself and my thoughts and headed toward to the orchard. Diana was seated under the বৃক্ষ দ্বারা the pond we called ours. She must have been waiting because she broke into a grim smile when she saw me. I was beginning to think none of this was real.That আপনি were still gone she whispered. Its very real and its still a nightmare though it seems like a good one I told her as I took her in my arms. A good Nightmare? My Nightmare ended last night when আপনি snuck through my window Dinah said. I had come back to convince আপনি to সরানো on. That it was ok to সরানো on and প্রণয় someone else I whispered into her hair. Their wasn’t a hole lot of convincing last night was there? অথবা just not the convincing আপনি had in mind Dinah ব্যক্ত with a look of embarresment. She hid deeper into my chest and I had to stop from losing control.
My eyes were opened when I first saw you,you made my হৃদয় skip a beat,I heard nothing but yours...your heart,Never have felt the way I feel about আপনি in a century,I want আপনি around me,but I'm in a dilema...you need to know
Chorus: Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist,every সরানো আপনি make,every step আপনি take,every word আপনি say,every breath আপনি take makes my হৃদয় ache,Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist
I couldn't stop thinking about you,so oh,oh I revealed who I was,i could not hide, they say that's what happens when "two hearts collide" and I didn't believe until I experienced it,Does not change the fact that oh Bella আপনি need to hear
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But now looking since আপনি are mine,I guess আপনি could say we are doing fine but Im still reserved ,you think Im obsurd for saying I have to be careful but the fact still remains...
(Chorus)
Chorus: Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist,every সরানো আপনি make,every step আপনি take,every word আপনি say,every breath আপনি take makes my হৃদয় ache,Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist
I couldn't stop thinking about you,so oh,oh I revealed who I was,i could not hide, they say that's what happens when "two hearts collide" and I didn't believe until I experienced it,Does not change the fact that oh Bella আপনি need to hear
(Chorus)
But now looking since আপনি are mine,I guess আপনি could say we are doing fine but Im still reserved ,you think Im obsurd for saying I have to be careful but the fact still remains...
(Chorus)
i have been with Edward for 2 years and i don't feel like our relationship is going anywhere, all we do now is have sex and that's mainly it. we were better of বন্ধু than boyfriend and gorlfriend i mean before we got together we used to talk, hang out and everything. i miss it.
but resantly Edwrad has been distint i mean he comes knocking for me at 1 0 clock in the morning asking me do i want to go out. i can tell if he does that one আরো time Charlie is going to hit him, so for his benefit he better not do that again.
why do people change?
it's really bugging me. i see him all the time flirting with other girls, but if he caught me flirting with an another guy he would go mad and get all jealous.
why does he care? i mean if he can flirt with other girl's i'm sure i can flirt with other guys.
he is really starting to get on my nerves.
Do i প্রণয় him?
Should i dump him?
i guess i'll find out soon enough. This is his last chance.
Bella's pov
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a বছর old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... আপনি need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a বছর old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... আপনি need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.