It was not a plasent দিন when I woke up at lunch. My hand was killing me and I felt bad for getting mad at Jacob. I know sooner অথবা later I would have to talk about to some body, I am just not that good on sharing my feelings. I would just rather keep them to myself. I heard people talking in the kitchen, it sounded like Charlie was over. Great, that is all that I need. I liked Charlie but he didn't know any of the secrets, so I would need to lie. I got mad and punched a brick wall? Um, that one would work, unless they already told them. I could here them talking about what happen last night. Charlie ব্যক্ত something like, "well now Jake knows what it feels like to be in Bella's sitution." Emmett ব্যক্ত " He had it coming to him all along". Well I warned him not to say anything like "I প্রণয় আপনি like a sister" ব্যক্ত Jasper. I got up and walked into the রান্নাঘর and acted like I didn't hear a thing. নমস্কার Charlie. নমস্কার Zoe, what did আপনি do to your wrist? I punched a brick wall. Ouch, what for? Oh, I got mad. Oh okay, he ব্যক্ত with a weird grin on his face. Carisle can I have some আরো of that medicine from last night but WITHOUT the sleepy drug in there. Yeah, আপনি could taste that? Yes sir, i ব্যক্ত with a grin of my face. I grabbed some Captin' Crunch and a glass of দুধ adn went to the living room and turned on the tv. It was really hard since I broke my right wrist and knuckles. Emmett was sitting on the couch, so I sat দ্বারা him. নমস্কার Emmett! নমস্কার Zoey, how are আপনি feeling? Fine, how about you? Haha your asking a me how I feel? I not the one who punched a warewolf in the chest. Ha ha, very funny Emmett. He was flipping way to fast for me to tell what he station he was on. Emmett. Yeah? Can I aske আপনি a question, don't laugh? Okay, shoot. Is Jake okay? He snickered and then I look at him with a frown on my face. Sorry, he is fine, feels bad for you, but he is fine. Why? I feel bad for punching him. Don't, he had it coming. Then we just sat there quietly watching Popeye the Sailor Man. Our পছন্দ cartoon. We watched 2 episodes and then Charlie left. Nessie came over and sat in my lap. Her skin gave me some chill bumps. Edward walked in the room and ব্যক্ত " Alice needs to talk to আপনি Zoe". Ugh, I have been dreading this all day. Okay, so I put Nessie in Emmett's lap and got up and then walked into the kitchen. Alice and Bella were sitting in the kitchen. Let me guess, ya'll want to talk about what happen last night? আপনি are correct, ব্যক্ত Alice. Bella just noded. Why ya'll all vamps ( what I called them when I was mad) ya'll heard it all. Yes, but we know it helps for a human to talk about there prblems, ব্যক্ত Bella. ReallY, I never did and look how I turned out. Right, well we are going to sit down and talk about your problem. ব্যক্ত Alice. No, its embressering! Everyone in this house is a vamp, they can here! I the only human in this house, so do I really have to share my feelings? Its weird, I have already seen Bella practically make out with Jacob TWICE! I am sorry আপনি had to see that. Wait, আপনি seen us twice? When where? At Jacob's house, when আপনি punched him and then when he ব্যক্ত he was gonna go die cause আপনি picked Edward. It was gross, sorta. Oh, so আপনি wished it was আপনি instead of Bella he was kissing? Yes, I mean no! So আপনি did wish he that he did চুম্বন you, ব্যক্ত Bella. Yes, a little bit, but that is because I have umm never kissed a boy before. I looked down at my cast. So, Collin didn't চুম্বন yesterday? No, why did আপনি tell them to tell me that I would look hot i a bikini? No we did not, Bella ব্যক্ত speaking for both of them. How come আপনি like Jake? I don't know, just the first দিন I saw him. I thouht he was cute and his accent! He doesn't have an accent. Yes he does, I am from the south, I know what I am talking about. Did Jasper ever have an southern accent. Yes, but off the subject! ব্যক্ত Alice. Ugh, can I get something to eat while we do this? Yes, আপনি want Edward to make আপনি somehting, ব্যক্ত Bella. In here while we are talking? No thanks I ব্যক্ত quickly after the question. I grabbed me some চিনাবাদাম মাখন crackers and a Red ষাঁড় out of the fridge and listen to them talk, to them in and out every now and then. Alice was saying " Why do আপনি drink those Red Bulls?" There really good, there like খাবার to me as blood is to ya'll. Gross Bella said. They make your হৃদয় beat really fast, আপনি know that? Yeah, its nice! Okay, we're done talking to you, go back to watching কার্টুন with Emmett and Nessie. Yay, thanks! I walked to the living room and sat on the পালঙ্ক my Emmett. Did আপনি ever think of doing আরো then স্নেহ চুম্বন আপনি know who? ব্যক্ত Emmmett. Emmett, that is so gross. I am only 16! So drop it, I said. Your no fun ব্যক্ত Emmett. Emmett ব্যক্ত "You know your হৃদয় is beating faster than Nessie's heart?" Nope. Nessie got in my lap and put her hand on my neck to প্রদর্শনী me what happen last night and ask why Jake wasn't here today. Well, I got in fight with him and he just giving me a couple of days to cool off. Right has I finished that sentence someone knocked on the door. Well speak of the devil, I ব্যক্ত in my mind. Edward kind of glared at me when I thought that. I knew who was at the door. I didn't have to turm around. He couldn't stay away from Nessie for 2 days. He came and sat right পরবর্তি to me and held Nessie. I started to get up but he put his hand on my shoulder, I tried to shake it off then he used some strength. Emmett started to get up but Jasper and Edward looked at him, so he sat back down. আপনি already down anough Jake, let go. He let go, I grabbed my Red ষাঁড় and took off up stairs. Well he followed. Edward please let Emmett kick the snott out this loser beside me. I looked over and he just shook his head at me. I went to my room he open the door for me, it annoyed me so bad. I plopped down on my বিছানা and stuck my headphones in. He pulled them out. What is your problem? Look, I am sorry that আপনি got upset and punched me. I feel rally bad. Jake said. Fine, im sorry i punched you, but আপনি had it cominig i muttered under my breathe. Yeah, I know. Collin told me to tell আপনি that he might and try to come over later tonight. His parents are pretty tough on him about the whole spending the night out. Okay, uh thanks. Well if আপনি see him tell I will be waiting. I now আপনি don't like him, but he is the first guy that had ever liked me, please don't ruin it! Oh, okay, are আপনি sure though?? No, but I will find out if he is bad for me. Its not the freaky imprinting thing is it?? i ব্যক্ত with a scared tone. No, I dont think it is, he would have done it দ্বারা now. Oh, okay thanks. আপনি wanna go back down stairs? He asked. Sure, I will be down there in a minute. Then all of he leaned over me and started স্নেহ চুম্বন me on the lips! We kissed for like a minute, so we kinda made out, I guess. It was not like what i was expecting. It was great. I was so happy. Zoey আপনি know for that to be your first kiss, it was very good. Uh thanks, I think. So I got off the বিছানা and practically danced down stairs. Then I saw Nessie and went straight back up stairs. I pulled him back up to my room with me. Jake, why did আপনি চুম্বন me? You're in প্রণয় with Nessie! I know, but when I heard আপনি had never been kissed, I asked Edward and he ব্যক্ত it would be okay. Okay, but lets not tell hwe when she is older please she is stronger then me and she would rip me to peices! :Oh, don't worry. I won't, if আপনি won't." ব্যক্ত Jake. Okay, so i hugged him and ব্যক্ত lets just be friends. He hugged me back and ব্যক্ত great idea. So I walked down stairs this time. I was still happy as ever. That made my life. I felt kinda bad for স্নেহ চুম্বন Jake back. I just kept going over and over in my mind. Zoey please control আপনি thoughts, ব্যক্ত Edward. Sorry, I'm only human. Jake played with Nessie, than Nessie had to go to bed. Jake left with Bella, Edward and, Nessie. Then it was just me sittin on the পালঙ্ক all alone. I waited for hours what seem like. It was 2am, I thought I would just sleep on the couch. He never came. Oh well, he would have probably been mad that Jake kissed me.