'Updated' দ্বারা musiclover755
CHAPTER ONE
Bella's POV
I sat there in my bedroom in front of my laptop, the screen shining on my face. I didn't bother to check the time. No doubt it was after midnight, though.
My fingers tapped with anxiety on the pad of my laptop, sending the the click-button-mouse, yes I call it that, swirving all over the screen.
What to type next? My 20th blog was just about to be পোষ্ট হয়েছে when writers block kicked in and I had no idea how to end it.
My fingers simply scrolled against the keyboard 'It's after midnight... I think. Writers block! No! I have no idea how to end this. Hopefully I'll have আরো post ideas দ্বারা tomorrow. :S Talk to আপনি all soon!' Hey! I have to be honest with the readers.
I sighed, my tired and straining eyes falling over the page. I am seriously spending too much time of the computer.
Suddenly, my tired reactions, my hand crept up and slowly pulled the computer screen down. It happens a lot... when I get overly tired. I just close my laptop and stumble off to bed.
And that's exactly what I did after posting a blog about my দিন with Jacob down my the La Push beach. We had a great day, of course, and I actually went swimming with him this time. Even though Seth and him wouldn't stop splashing me and teasing me about my pale skin. Jacob kept calling me 'A cold one'.
He sadly didn't notice it broke my হৃদয় when he called me that. Edward... my পছন্দ cold one...
Anyway, as I crawl into বিছানা and listen to Charlie's bear-like snoring, I've been getting plenty and plenty of মতামত on my posts of Blogger (a site I've come across). It's like I'm famous on there. Something I'll never really be.
I closed my eyes, Edward's image close behind them, and sucked in a deep breath, hoping to go into a deep sleep along with it.
Blogger was starting to grow on me. Starting to.. help me. Help me forget about the Cullens and সরানো on.
I guess.
~ Sorry for the short first chapter! 1-3 comments/reveiws for the পরবর্তি chapter ~
CHAPTER ONE
Bella's POV
I sat there in my bedroom in front of my laptop, the screen shining on my face. I didn't bother to check the time. No doubt it was after midnight, though.
My fingers tapped with anxiety on the pad of my laptop, sending the the click-button-mouse, yes I call it that, swirving all over the screen.
What to type next? My 20th blog was just about to be পোষ্ট হয়েছে when writers block kicked in and I had no idea how to end it.
My fingers simply scrolled against the keyboard 'It's after midnight... I think. Writers block! No! I have no idea how to end this. Hopefully I'll have আরো post ideas দ্বারা tomorrow. :S Talk to আপনি all soon!' Hey! I have to be honest with the readers.
I sighed, my tired and straining eyes falling over the page. I am seriously spending too much time of the computer.
Suddenly, my tired reactions, my hand crept up and slowly pulled the computer screen down. It happens a lot... when I get overly tired. I just close my laptop and stumble off to bed.
And that's exactly what I did after posting a blog about my দিন with Jacob down my the La Push beach. We had a great day, of course, and I actually went swimming with him this time. Even though Seth and him wouldn't stop splashing me and teasing me about my pale skin. Jacob kept calling me 'A cold one'.
He sadly didn't notice it broke my হৃদয় when he called me that. Edward... my পছন্দ cold one...
Anyway, as I crawl into বিছানা and listen to Charlie's bear-like snoring, I've been getting plenty and plenty of মতামত on my posts of Blogger (a site I've come across). It's like I'm famous on there. Something I'll never really be.
I closed my eyes, Edward's image close behind them, and sucked in a deep breath, hoping to go into a deep sleep along with it.
Blogger was starting to grow on me. Starting to.. help me. Help me forget about the Cullens and সরানো on.
I guess.
~ Sorry for the short first chapter! 1-3 comments/reveiws for the পরবর্তি chapter ~
hey all i forgot to post this yesterday.All my বন্ধু say its amazing so...Im gonna stop talking and let আপনি read :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do আপনি keep the people আপনি প্রণয় safe? When আপনি have to keep yourself নিরাপদ first? How do আপনি keep the person আপনি প্রণয় safe? When that person doesnt প্রণয় আপনি anymore? How do আপনি keep your প্রণয় নিরাপদ when your whole world changes?
So what do আপনি think? Hope ya like it!! :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do আপনি keep the people আপনি প্রণয় safe? When আপনি have to keep yourself নিরাপদ first? How do আপনি keep the person আপনি প্রণয় safe? When that person doesnt প্রণয় আপনি anymore? How do আপনি keep your প্রণয় নিরাপদ when your whole world changes?
So what do আপনি think? Hope ya like it!! :)
Hey,
Sorry i haven't wrote in a while it's just that i think people dont like my stories and i dont want to write things for no reason.
I just think it's better this way and i might start again but dont count on it. i know আপনি guys are gonna be mad but i dont think that i'm gonna write anymore cause i'm not any good:(
Sorry again!!
If আপনি want আপনি can give me ideas that আপনি have and ill make a story for আপনি but thats 'bout the only way that i'll be লেখা stories.
Sorry,
Bella_Cullen902
Sorry i haven't wrote in a while it's just that i think people dont like my stories and i dont want to write things for no reason.
I just think it's better this way and i might start again but dont count on it. i know আপনি guys are gonna be mad but i dont think that i'm gonna write anymore cause i'm not any good:(
Sorry again!!
If আপনি want আপনি can give me ideas that আপনি have and ill make a story for আপনি but thats 'bout the only way that i'll be লেখা stories.
Sorry,
Bella_Cullen902
Last one for today. ^_^
Jasper's Pov
"What's wrong Alice?"
Alice looked as if she were faint অথবা something.
"Nothing is of the matter, I mean...nothing is...well
nothing is wrong okay?"
I really can't trust her sometimes, so I went to Edward.
"Edward, what is Alice thinking?"
"Why would I want to help you?! আপনি tortured me once already!"
"Please! Just tell me what she is thinking!"
"I don't think I should tell them অথবা should I? If someone is controllong Esme, where is this person-"
"Someone is controlling ESME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?" Edward shouted.
Then, everyone looked at Alice, Edward, and Esme's purple marking.
Jasper's Pov
"What's wrong Alice?"
Alice looked as if she were faint অথবা something.
"Nothing is of the matter, I mean...nothing is...well
nothing is wrong okay?"
I really can't trust her sometimes, so I went to Edward.
"Edward, what is Alice thinking?"
"Why would I want to help you?! আপনি tortured me once already!"
"Please! Just tell me what she is thinking!"
"I don't think I should tell them অথবা should I? If someone is controllong Esme, where is this person-"
"Someone is controlling ESME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?" Edward shouted.
Then, everyone looked at Alice, Edward, and Esme's purple marking.
I confuse Sunrise with
the Twilight
A Start Ends
an ending begins
She changed my life
my dead heartbeat
my ফ্রোজেন heart
She made them Hers
with her sweet flying heartbeat,
her honey gaze
she makes me প্রণয় Her face
and the moonlight does not compare Her
I want her Forever
not to সরানো on
to stay here, in the
Dead Moonlight
But I Can't
the sunrise came
and we have no choice back
P.S this time i tried as hard as i could!i work it from the morning!i hope আপনি like it!it is a bit sad but it is the best i can do!
the Twilight
A Start Ends
an ending begins
She changed my life
my dead heartbeat
my ফ্রোজেন heart
She made them Hers
with her sweet flying heartbeat,
her honey gaze
she makes me প্রণয় Her face
and the moonlight does not compare Her
I want her Forever
not to সরানো on
to stay here, in the
Dead Moonlight
But I Can't
the sunrise came
and we have no choice back
P.S this time i tried as hard as i could!i work it from the morning!i hope আপনি like it!it is a bit sad but it is the best i can do!