Opps.. sorry আপনি guys, I forgot to post Amore here. LOL. But I পোষ্ট হয়েছে it on my spot! ^_^
I closed my eyes, involuntarily. Damn, why did I have to get caught!?!?
I turned around to see Edward's hard face slowly.
"Hi..." I said, a little nervous.
Angela just stared at Edward with a shocked expression.
"You need to leave." Edward simply said.
"What's going on in there? That girl should go to the hospital for her arm!" I argued.
"We will take care of that." Edward said.
"What was Jasper doing?" I asked.
Edward sighed.
"You need to go, and not tell anyone, not even your parents, not even your your বন্ধু about what আপনি just saw." Edward threatened.
I just nodded. I wasn't sure I could keep that promise.
Edward sighed in relief.
Then Alice yelled.
"EDWARD! HELP ME BRING JASPER OUTSIDE!"
Edward didn't turn.
"Please, Bella. Don't tell anyone about this." Edward pleaded in whisper.
His voice was so persuasive, and so sincere. It made me feel like I was "dazzled" অথবা some sort. Maybe even charmed.
Against my will, I said, "You have my words."
"Thank you." he ব্যক্ত and went back inside the dorm.
Shoot... what am I supposed to do about that!!?!? I need to have a little talk with Alice Cullen when she gets back to our dorm.
Angela and I were walking back to the cafeteria to meet with the others. Angela was asking me a bunch of প্রশ্ন about what I saw. I ignored her. I kept muttering to myself why I promised Edward, and why I felt like I had to keep it a secret. UGH! It's like he put a spell on me!
We went through the cafeteria doors and saw the rest already back in their seats, waiting for us. Angela and I sat.
"We didn't have any luck." Mike explained.
"Did আপনি find Alice?" Jessica asked.
I didn't answer. But Angela did.
"Bella and I found Alice. But only Bella was able to look at the scene. She wouldn't tell me what's going on because Edward Cullen told her to keep it a secret." Angela ব্যক্ত while giving me an accusing glare. I rolled my eyes.
"Why would আপনি keep a promise with Edward Cullen? Spill! What happened back there with Alice saying something about Jasper?" Mike urged.
I didn't say anything again. I don't know how to explain what I saw and I do feel like I need to keep the scene of the Cullens a secret. I just sat there, silent, when they were still staring at me.
"Come on Bella! Please tell us!" Angela begged.
My thoughts were all messed up at the moment, I couldn't think straight. I could only think about that horrid scene I saw. I shuddered.
"I don't think I can." I whispered.
Everyone glared at me with a dirty look.
"Of course আপনি can explain to us what আপনি saw!" Tyler said, completely clueless.
I stood up from my chair.
"I just don't think... that I should tell you." I said.
Before anyone could say anything else, I went out of the door, not knowing what to do now, except to find out the secret behind that scene, and who that girl that got attacked was....
I closed my eyes, involuntarily. Damn, why did I have to get caught!?!?
I turned around to see Edward's hard face slowly.
"Hi..." I said, a little nervous.
Angela just stared at Edward with a shocked expression.
"You need to leave." Edward simply said.
"What's going on in there? That girl should go to the hospital for her arm!" I argued.
"We will take care of that." Edward said.
"What was Jasper doing?" I asked.
Edward sighed.
"You need to go, and not tell anyone, not even your parents, not even your your বন্ধু about what আপনি just saw." Edward threatened.
I just nodded. I wasn't sure I could keep that promise.
Edward sighed in relief.
Then Alice yelled.
"EDWARD! HELP ME BRING JASPER OUTSIDE!"
Edward didn't turn.
"Please, Bella. Don't tell anyone about this." Edward pleaded in whisper.
His voice was so persuasive, and so sincere. It made me feel like I was "dazzled" অথবা some sort. Maybe even charmed.
Against my will, I said, "You have my words."
"Thank you." he ব্যক্ত and went back inside the dorm.
Shoot... what am I supposed to do about that!!?!? I need to have a little talk with Alice Cullen when she gets back to our dorm.
Angela and I were walking back to the cafeteria to meet with the others. Angela was asking me a bunch of প্রশ্ন about what I saw. I ignored her. I kept muttering to myself why I promised Edward, and why I felt like I had to keep it a secret. UGH! It's like he put a spell on me!
We went through the cafeteria doors and saw the rest already back in their seats, waiting for us. Angela and I sat.
"We didn't have any luck." Mike explained.
"Did আপনি find Alice?" Jessica asked.
I didn't answer. But Angela did.
"Bella and I found Alice. But only Bella was able to look at the scene. She wouldn't tell me what's going on because Edward Cullen told her to keep it a secret." Angela ব্যক্ত while giving me an accusing glare. I rolled my eyes.
"Why would আপনি keep a promise with Edward Cullen? Spill! What happened back there with Alice saying something about Jasper?" Mike urged.
I didn't say anything again. I don't know how to explain what I saw and I do feel like I need to keep the scene of the Cullens a secret. I just sat there, silent, when they were still staring at me.
"Come on Bella! Please tell us!" Angela begged.
My thoughts were all messed up at the moment, I couldn't think straight. I could only think about that horrid scene I saw. I shuddered.
"I don't think I can." I whispered.
Everyone glared at me with a dirty look.
"Of course আপনি can explain to us what আপনি saw!" Tyler said, completely clueless.
I stood up from my chair.
"I just don't think... that I should tell you." I said.
Before anyone could say anything else, I went out of the door, not knowing what to do now, except to find out the secret behind that scene, and who that girl that got attacked was....
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Breaking Dawn
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
Characters Heights
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when আপনি say one of the মতামত -and you've probably ব্যক্ত one of the মতামত আরো then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
How many have you filled?
So these are, দ্বারা far, my পছন্দ উদ্ধৃতি from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
