bella's pov

i quickly felt asleep when we arrive প্রথমপাতা
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my পছন্দ dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it সরানো ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing দ্বারা a বৃক্ষ in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me দ্বারা the waist also tighlty and sigh happily

"i প্রণয় আপনি edward" i ব্যক্ত he smile brightly at me
he সরানো clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this চুম্বন reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to চুম্বন me

i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself

but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james চুম্বন well attack again so i hop out of my বিছানা to open my window it was still night probably 2 am

i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night গাউন, gown got filled with dirt i sigh

wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change

then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden

i went to my পছন্দ spot at the garden it was the part of the white ফুলেরসাজি and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain

i sat on the edge of the ফোয়ারা and play with the water

i heard some bushes সরানো i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james অথবা my mother ...

i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere

i felt silly but i ব্যক্ত "edward?"

edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do

i laugh at his face

he stay there and i run and hugg him

"i miss you" i ব্যক্ত happily
edward laugh and ব্যক্ত "me too Bella আরো than আপনি imagine"

i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 দিন পূর্বে and i was already অভিনয় and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but

i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the ফোয়ারা i sat besied him

"Bella i have to confess something to আপনি ..." he ব্যক্ত and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to আপনি but 1 thing i can't never tell আপনি because i প্রণয় আপনি too much and if i tell আপনি , আপনি would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but আপনি could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."