A Way to Spend My Birthday

"Where are আপনি going mommy?" asked a six বছর old Bella.

"Out." she ব্যক্ত sadly. She has been really sad lately since daddy took a visit to her friend. "Okay. When are আপনি going to be back?"

"Not for a while. আপনি will come visit me one day. Jennette with take care of আপনি for a while."

That was the last memory I had of my mother. I never really understood what she meant দ্বারা out. Not until now.

As I read this letter tears were pouring restlessly down my cheeks.

"Dear Bella,

If আপনি are পাঠ করা this letter this means you've turned 18. I loved আপনি very much but when your daddy passed away it was too much. I can't live life without him. I প্রণয় him. So I am very sorry for leaving আপনি like that when আপনি were 6. আপনি probably didn't know what was happening back then but he was murdered during the night. When I saw him in the morning I was broken. I hate seeing him like that. I committed suicide just to be with him. I've left আপনি with Jennette because she is a great friend and she would never let anything harm you. I'm sorry and I প্রণয় আপনি very much.

Your Mother,
Renee

Today was my 18th birthday. Jennette just dropped me off in Forks an ঘন্টা ago. She told me to live here in a beatup old house. "Now that your an adult আপনি won't need me." She ব্যক্ত and left.

Jennette was my babysitter back then and she was my legal guardian. And I hate her very much. She was a prositute ever since I was 6. The moment my mother went out she invited a couple of guys over. She forced me to go upstairs and play with my barbies. I would always ask her why but all that earned me was a slap on the face.

I never asked again. Once I used her computer to do my project and I saw a video of her dancing with a pole. I was horrified.

So now I am here all alone in this house with one suitcase full of my dirty, ripped, old clothes. Jennette was nice when she left me surprisingly. $600.00 for me. That's enough to buy me a used bike and some food. I need to get a job.

I put my bags down and started to go to the bike shop. It wasn't too far about a mile but I could walk. I always walked to school everyday back in Phoniex.

When I got in there was a guy with blue eyes and blonde hair. He looked disgusted দ্বারা the clothes I wore.

"Hi." I said. "How may I help you?"

"Can I buy a used bike?" "Sure..." He said.

"Any specific colour?" He asked as he went to the back of the store. "Any is okay." I said. I really had to buy some খাবার before it got dark.

"Do আপনি know any grocery stores?" I asked.

"There's one about a mile away. Just keep going left." He ব্যক্ত and came out of the back with a purple bike covered in dirt with green strips. "That would be $101.59." He said. We went to the front counter when a sign caught my eye. Help Wanted.

"You're hiring?" I asked. "Nope. Got someone." He ব্যক্ত a little too quickly. Suddenly a blonde woman with designer clothes came out of the washroom. "Mike.... Why did আপনি lie?" she asked the boy. "Hello. Mrs. Newton, owner of the Newton's Bike Shop. Of course we're hiring little lady. Your hired!" she said.

"You don't need my to fill out an application?" I asked. "Nope. No one wants the job so you're hired. Just start Tuesday after school." she ব্যক্ত and left to go help a customer. Mike rolled his eyes and I was smiling. He gave me my change and I left.

I got on the bike and started riding to the grocery store.

I picked up some soup, some vegetables, and some bottle of waters. "That would be 18.97." The lady ব্যক্ত bagging my stuff. I took them back to my bike and rode the 2 miles it took to get back to my house.

দ্বারা the time I reached প্রথমপাতা it was 9:00. Great way to spend my birthday. I made some সুপ and ate in silence. Well I had to. No one else to talk to.

I thought about tomorrow. Would people like me? Maybe if I did my hair... Oh who was I kidding. Everyone was going to hate me. Like Mike Newton.

I decided to go to sleep in my very dusty বিছানা after I finished my soup. I dreamed of my life good. Where I had বন্ধু and everyone didn't hate me. Where my parents were still alive and I wasn't forced to live alone.

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