While Alice was dragging me to see her family I was worried what will happen when I see edward I mean after all this years ,we moved on and stuff……..ooh I'm such an idiot what can happen??? Nothing can happed if he remmembers he left ME! I didn’t leave him! So what does he wants now?.....
I was thinking hard not realizing were she was dragging me when someone hugged me
-oh Bella I'm so happy to see আপনি look at you!!! আপনি havent changed at all!
Then he laughed his booming laugh,awww I truley miss Emmett he always made me laugh and made fun of me
-Bella honey,how are you?
Esme came closer and hugged me and started subing
-we missed you
Then Carlisle came and looked at me with concern in his eyes and hugged me lightly
-its great to see you
He ব্যক্ত and patted my shoulder
Rosali just smiled at me and she seemed a little guilty about something that I didn’t know about.
Then jasper stepped closer and shook my hand this was the first time he touched me and then smiled
o.h m.y g.o.d
edaward!! What should I do?! What should I say too him………………then someone interupted my thoughts THANK GOD!!
-dear Bella! And Cullen's lets go to the hall!
Aro ব্যক্ত and patted my shoulder and then took my hand probably পাঠ করা my thoughts and then smiled and ব্যক্ত
Under his breath and left the room and I followed him to the hall
We sat there talking for a few mins and I was avoiding edward not even looking at him
I was mostly talking to Alice,Emmett,jasper,jane and alec and Carlisle and esme and avoiding edward as much as possible
-so Bella are আপনি staying with us?!?
Jane asked me with hope in her eyes
-I think I am.
I ব্যক্ত cause I don’t have any other place to stay
-Bella আপনি can stay with us if আপনি like অথবা visit sometimes??
Esme ব্যক্ত hope in her eyes too
-esme I don’t know …..um…maybe.
I smile at her and she touched my shoulder thanking me
Then Alice spoke
-oh Bella! Lets go and change your dress you’ve been sleeping in that thing for a 100 years!
Oh great Bella বার্বি again I sighed but she was right I should change as soon as possible
Alice clapped her hands and went to bring her bag
she came back in 1 sec and dragged me again back to my room when we got there she brought out a beautiful black dress
-wow its beautiful Alice!
-you like it?!
-oh this is wounderful so try it on and come down ok??? I'm waiting!
She ব্যক্ত and went outside I took off my old dress and took a hot ঝরনা and put my new dress on and thinked about a paire of black high heels and then wore them. I was brushing my haire when someone knocked on the door.
I ব্যক্ত thinking its Alice but someone else came in that I didn’t expected
-you look beautiful
Edward ব্যক্ত and closed the door behind him
-what are আপনি doing here?
I was shocked he is such an bas…..
-Bella I came to apologize..
I cut him off
-there's no need to
-Bella I'm sorry I thought if I leave আপনি ,you will have a normal life…
-and I had a great life untill…….
Pain filled my eyes I really wanted to cry,….i really missed matt
-Bella don’t be sad
-I am sad! Edward!you always thinked about yourself আপনি never cared about what I wanted!have আপনি ever thought about talking to me and ask me if I wanted আপনি to leave?huh? অথবা আপনি didn’t care what I wanted and just left me bleeding!maybe I wanted to be with আপনি no matter what!i didn’t even care if I died the দিন jasper হারিয়ে গেছে it!because I would have died happy knowing আপনি loved me……….
I covered my eyes with my hands and started subbing edward came to comfort me but I flinched at his touch and he took a step back pain washing through his eyes.
-Bella I knew আপনি didn’t want me to leave so I made this choice myself I wanted আপনি to have a big family…
I ব্যক্ত anger in my voice
-no Bella at first that I met আপনি I wanted to ask Carlisle to change but that wasn’t fair to আপনি that would have been selfish of me
-havnt আপনি thought maybe I wanted what আপনি didn’t want?!
-Bella I'm sorry I made a mistake! I tried to track আপনি down but আপনি kept disappearing from place to place………
-Bella I প্রণয় আপনি I cant leave without আপনি and these years that we were separate I thought I was dead1everyone tried to cheer me up but…….failed.
-I guess Tanya didn’t
I ব্যক্ত bitterly
-Bella I needed a distraction and rose was telling me stuff like I needed to forget আপনি live my life…….and all thease crap.im sorry Bella really I cant leavr if আপনি don’t take me back!
He cried and held my hand