Chapter 20
While Alice was dragging me to see her family I was worried what will happen when I see edward I mean after all this years ,we moved on and stuff……..ooh I'm such an idiot what can happen??? Nothing can happed if he remmembers he left ME! I didn’t leave him! So what does he wants now?.....
I was thinking hard not realizing were she was dragging me when someone hugged me
-oh Bella I'm so happy to see আপনি look at you!!! আপনি havent changed at all!
Then he laughed his booming laugh,awww I truley miss Emmett he always made me laugh and made fun of me
-Bella honey,how are you?
Esme came closer and hugged me and started subing
-we missed you
Then Carlisle came and looked at me with concern in his eyes and hugged me lightly
-its great to see you
He ব্যক্ত and patted my shoulder
Rosali just smiled at me and she seemed a little guilty about something that I didn’t know about.
Then jasper stepped closer and shook my hand this was the first time he touched me and then smiled
o.h m.y g.o.d
edaward!! What should I do?! What should I say too him………………then someone interupted my thoughts THANK GOD!!
-dear Bella! And Cullen's lets go to the hall!
Aro ব্যক্ত and patted my shoulder and then took my hand probably পাঠ করা my thoughts and then smiled and ব্যক্ত
-your welcom!
Under his breath and left the room and I followed him to the hall
We sat there talking for a few mins and I was avoiding edward not even looking at him
I was mostly talking to Alice,Emmett,jasper,jane and alec and Carlisle and esme and avoiding edward as much as possible
-so Bella are আপনি staying with us?!?
Jane asked me with hope in her eyes
-I think I am.
I ব্যক্ত cause I don’t have any other place to stay
-Bella আপনি can stay with us if আপনি like অথবা visit sometimes??
Esme ব্যক্ত hope in her eyes too
-esme I don’t know …..um…maybe.
I smile at her and she touched my shoulder thanking me
Then Alice spoke
-oh Bella! Lets go and change your dress you’ve been sleeping in that thing for a 100 years!
Oh great Bella বার্বি again I sighed but she was right I should change as soon as possible
Alice clapped her hands and went to bring her bag
she came back in 1 sec and dragged me again back to my room when we got there she brought out a beautiful black dress
-wow its beautiful Alice!
-you like it?!
-yup!
-oh this is wounderful so try it on and come down ok??? I'm waiting!
She ব্যক্ত and went outside I took off my old dress and took a hot ঝরনা and put my new dress on and thinked about a paire of black high heels and then wore them. I was brushing my haire when someone knocked on the door.
-come in.
I ব্যক্ত thinking its Alice but someone else came in that I didn’t expected
-you look beautiful
Edward ব্যক্ত and closed the door behind him
-what are আপনি doing here?
I was shocked he is such an bas…..
-Bella I came to apologize..
I cut him off
-there's no need to
-Bella I'm sorry I thought if I leave আপনি ,you will have a normal life…
-and I had a great life untill…….
Pain filled my eyes I really wanted to cry,….i really missed matt
-Bella don’t be sad
-I am sad! Edward!you always thinked about yourself আপনি never cared about what I wanted!have আপনি ever thought about talking to me and ask me if I wanted আপনি to leave?huh? অথবা আপনি didn’t care what I wanted and just left me bleeding!maybe I wanted to be with আপনি no matter what!i didn’t even care if I died the দিন jasper হারিয়ে গেছে it!because I would have died happy knowing আপনি loved me……….
I covered my eyes with my hands and started subbing edward came to comfort me but I flinched at his touch and he took a step back pain washing through his eyes.
-Bella I knew আপনি didn’t want me to leave so I made this choice myself I wanted আপনি to have a big family…
-and die!
I ব্যক্ত anger in my voice
-no Bella at first that I met আপনি I wanted to ask Carlisle to change but that wasn’t fair to আপনি that would have been selfish of me
-havnt আপনি thought maybe I wanted what আপনি didn’t want?!
-Bella I'm sorry I made a mistake! I tried to track আপনি down but আপনি kept disappearing from place to place………
-Bella I প্রণয় আপনি I cant leave without আপনি and these years that we were separate I thought I was dead1everyone tried to cheer me up but…….failed.
I snorted
-I guess Tanya didn’t
I ব্যক্ত bitterly
-Bella I needed a distraction and rose was telling me stuff like I needed to forget আপনি live my life…….and all thease crap.im sorry Bella really I cant leavr if আপনি don’t take me back!
He cried and held my hand
While Alice was dragging me to see her family I was worried what will happen when I see edward I mean after all this years ,we moved on and stuff……..ooh I'm such an idiot what can happen??? Nothing can happed if he remmembers he left ME! I didn’t leave him! So what does he wants now?.....
I was thinking hard not realizing were she was dragging me when someone hugged me
-oh Bella I'm so happy to see আপনি look at you!!! আপনি havent changed at all!
Then he laughed his booming laugh,awww I truley miss Emmett he always made me laugh and made fun of me
-Bella honey,how are you?
Esme came closer and hugged me and started subing
-we missed you
Then Carlisle came and looked at me with concern in his eyes and hugged me lightly
-its great to see you
He ব্যক্ত and patted my shoulder
Rosali just smiled at me and she seemed a little guilty about something that I didn’t know about.
Then jasper stepped closer and shook my hand this was the first time he touched me and then smiled
o.h m.y g.o.d
edaward!! What should I do?! What should I say too him………………then someone interupted my thoughts THANK GOD!!
-dear Bella! And Cullen's lets go to the hall!
Aro ব্যক্ত and patted my shoulder and then took my hand probably পাঠ করা my thoughts and then smiled and ব্যক্ত
-your welcom!
Under his breath and left the room and I followed him to the hall
We sat there talking for a few mins and I was avoiding edward not even looking at him
I was mostly talking to Alice,Emmett,jasper,jane and alec and Carlisle and esme and avoiding edward as much as possible
-so Bella are আপনি staying with us?!?
Jane asked me with hope in her eyes
-I think I am.
I ব্যক্ত cause I don’t have any other place to stay
-Bella আপনি can stay with us if আপনি like অথবা visit sometimes??
Esme ব্যক্ত hope in her eyes too
-esme I don’t know …..um…maybe.
I smile at her and she touched my shoulder thanking me
Then Alice spoke
-oh Bella! Lets go and change your dress you’ve been sleeping in that thing for a 100 years!
Oh great Bella বার্বি again I sighed but she was right I should change as soon as possible
Alice clapped her hands and went to bring her bag
she came back in 1 sec and dragged me again back to my room when we got there she brought out a beautiful black dress
-wow its beautiful Alice!
-you like it?!
-yup!
-oh this is wounderful so try it on and come down ok??? I'm waiting!
She ব্যক্ত and went outside I took off my old dress and took a hot ঝরনা and put my new dress on and thinked about a paire of black high heels and then wore them. I was brushing my haire when someone knocked on the door.
-come in.
I ব্যক্ত thinking its Alice but someone else came in that I didn’t expected
-you look beautiful
Edward ব্যক্ত and closed the door behind him
-what are আপনি doing here?
I was shocked he is such an bas…..
-Bella I came to apologize..
I cut him off
-there's no need to
-Bella I'm sorry I thought if I leave আপনি ,you will have a normal life…
-and I had a great life untill…….
Pain filled my eyes I really wanted to cry,….i really missed matt
-Bella don’t be sad
-I am sad! Edward!you always thinked about yourself আপনি never cared about what I wanted!have আপনি ever thought about talking to me and ask me if I wanted আপনি to leave?huh? অথবা আপনি didn’t care what I wanted and just left me bleeding!maybe I wanted to be with আপনি no matter what!i didn’t even care if I died the দিন jasper হারিয়ে গেছে it!because I would have died happy knowing আপনি loved me……….
I covered my eyes with my hands and started subbing edward came to comfort me but I flinched at his touch and he took a step back pain washing through his eyes.
-Bella I knew আপনি didn’t want me to leave so I made this choice myself I wanted আপনি to have a big family…
-and die!
I ব্যক্ত anger in my voice
-no Bella at first that I met আপনি I wanted to ask Carlisle to change but that wasn’t fair to আপনি that would have been selfish of me
-havnt আপনি thought maybe I wanted what আপনি didn’t want?!
-Bella I'm sorry I made a mistake! I tried to track আপনি down but আপনি kept disappearing from place to place………
-Bella I প্রণয় আপনি I cant leave without আপনি and these years that we were separate I thought I was dead1everyone tried to cheer me up but…….failed.
I snorted
-I guess Tanya didn’t
I ব্যক্ত bitterly
-Bella I needed a distraction and rose was telling me stuff like I needed to forget আপনি live my life…….and all thease crap.im sorry Bella really I cant leavr if আপনি don’t take me back!
He cried and held my hand
This was short for a reason. CLIFFHANGER!!! hehehehehe......
Bella's Pov
I never thought I would lose my family like that. I never would
have thought I put them in so much danger. Especially
my poor Renesmee!!! (sobs)
"WHY!!!!!!!!?????????" I shouted as loud as I could.
Then I started to think, what if I never see them again?
Do I have to marry Jasper to get my family out?
ARE THEY OKAY?!
Then I snapped myself out of that subject.
There are three possible ways of getting my family back to safety.
1: Marry Jasper
2: Get the spell out of Jasper
3: Find a way to find my family then snap my family out of the spell,
then get Jasper out of it and then, fight him if we have to.
I now know what to do.
Then, I went back to the dark black দুর্গ to fight Jasper and whoever
the man is...
Bella's Pov
I never thought I would lose my family like that. I never would
have thought I put them in so much danger. Especially
my poor Renesmee!!! (sobs)
"WHY!!!!!!!!?????????" I shouted as loud as I could.
Then I started to think, what if I never see them again?
Do I have to marry Jasper to get my family out?
ARE THEY OKAY?!
Then I snapped myself out of that subject.
There are three possible ways of getting my family back to safety.
1: Marry Jasper
2: Get the spell out of Jasper
3: Find a way to find my family then snap my family out of the spell,
then get Jasper out of it and then, fight him if we have to.
I now know what to do.
Then, I went back to the dark black দুর্গ to fight Jasper and whoever
the man is...
আপনি know Robert's song, Never Think, is on the Twilight soundtrack, right? Well my dad overheard me listening to the song and ব্যক্ত he has NO TALENT.
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of আপনি know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I প্রণয় Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of আপনি know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I প্রণয় Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
Now they don't say where they went they don't really exclain why they went AND people say পাঠ করা can't hurt you! I got a huge head ach and i am a little dizzy. LIVING PROOF! I now know how brittanie spears felt when she didn't know what to do.I can't really think about anything আরো for this- see ya tomoorow! আপনি think i ended it bad ? well least it isn't like sapranos where they stop in the midlle of a sent- .....
HOPE আপনি ENJOY MY NEW প্রবন্ধ SERIES!
(ps. don't worry i am nothing like the sapranos! and my পরবর্তি প্রবন্ধ will be longer!)
Materials:
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon অথবা skewer)
Eyeshadow অথবা body shimmer অথবা pigment (the color আপনি want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum জেলি in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum আরো lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes অথবা until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum জেলি (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until আপনি reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon অথবা skewer)
Eyeshadow অথবা body shimmer অথবা pigment (the color আপনি want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum জেলি in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum আরো lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes অথবা until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum জেলি (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until আপনি reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
I confuse Sunrise with
the Twilight
A Start Ends
an ending begins
She changed my life
my dead heartbeat
my ফ্রোজেন heart
She made them Hers
with her sweet flying heartbeat,
her honey gaze
she makes me প্রণয় Her face
and the moonlight does not compare Her
I want her Forever
not to সরানো on
to stay here, in the
Dead Moonlight
But I Can't
the sunrise came
and we have no choice back
P.S this time i tried as hard as i could!i work it from the morning!i hope আপনি like it!it is a bit sad but it is the best i can do!
the Twilight
A Start Ends
an ending begins
She changed my life
my dead heartbeat
my ফ্রোজেন heart
She made them Hers
with her sweet flying heartbeat,
her honey gaze
she makes me প্রণয় Her face
and the moonlight does not compare Her
I want her Forever
not to সরানো on
to stay here, in the
Dead Moonlight
But I Can't
the sunrise came
and we have no choice back
P.S this time i tried as hard as i could!i work it from the morning!i hope আপনি like it!it is a bit sad but it is the best i can do!