“Where’s my dad?” I asked Jacob. “Is that him sleeping upstairs?” I asked. Jacob just shook his head yes. “Thanks for bring her here and I need আপনি and just আপনি tomorrow at my house for Neisse. All the rest of the people will fill আপনি in. I প্রণয় আপনি Jacob like a brother and a son. Thank- আপনি for over all these years. Edward and I need to get প্রথমপাতা so I’ll see আপনি in the morning make আপনি sure আপনি get there. Bye “I said. Edward picked up Neisse and we started walking out the door in the woods then we started running home.
When we got প্রথমপাতা everyone was waiting for me but I wasn’t in the mood so I jumped up to Neisse’s window and Edward was down stairs telling everyone to leave me alone. That I needed this time with my daughter and that he needed the time with his wife and daughter alone. They all ব্যক্ত okay I guess. Then Edward came running up putting Neisse in her বিছানা and sat পরবর্তি to me and we sat like that for the rest of the night.
Chapter 14
In the morning I took my time getting Neisse ready for the day. I still haven’t told her what’s going to happen. I also needed to talk the rest of the family still and that wasn’t going to go as planned either I can tell. Edward told me last night that we were going to have one heck of a morning when we go downstairs. No one left last night so I’m assuming everyone will be staying to fight again the Volture if it comes to that and I really hope it doesn’t.
“Honey, How about আপনি wear a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. It’s going to get cold soon and will be outside half the day. Did আপনি want to go with Jacob again অথবা stay here with everyone else?” I asked her. I thought it would make scene she may be 5 years old physical but she’s 14 অথবা 15 years old mentally. I want her to be able to chose where she wants to be today. Maybe I should tell what’s going on first? Yeah I’m going to tell her. “But before আপনি chose I want to tell আপনি something. Do আপনি remember Jane?” She shook her head yes. “Well do আপনি know how daddy had Jacob take আপনি to your grandfather’s house?” She shook her head again.” Well Jane was coming here and I didn’t want her near আপনি at all. So I called your father and told me that she was on her way. He got আপনি out of the house. Jane and I had a conversation and well honey. She and I will be fighting today. So this is why I’m asking আপনি if আপনি would rather be with Jacob then with me and your father at the fight. I’m asking আপনি because আপনি have the right to chose.” I asked her and I gave her a few moments to adjusted to what I just to my 5 years old daughter. I felt horrible for telling her but I didn’t want her to come প্রথমপাতা and have me not প্রথমপাতা অথবা just having to go and Jacob stuck with all this প্রশ্ন with what happened. We sat there on the floor of her bedroom in silents; I can tell she is thinking about something but I felt bad enough because I might be leaving her forever.
“Mom, I want to go. I want to be able to see what’s going on. I don’t want have a feeling like I will never see আপনি again and I would rather spend every সেকেন্ড with আপনি then with Jacob. I’m sorry!” She ব্যক্ত and started crying and she run into my arms. I just held her tight and didn’t let go I don’t even know how we were both sitting on the floor holding each other until Edward walked in and sat down and held us both to him.
“Honey, আপনি don’t need to be sorry. I’m the one that ব্যক্ত I would do this and also I’m the one who gave আপনি the choice of being there during the fight অথবা not. আপনি remind me of me when I was human. I never wanted to miss out on the fight because I was scared of something would happen. I always felt bad because whenever something happened it would always be my fault. Well at least that’s how I felt and I don’t want আপনি to think that’s it yours cause it are not and I don’t want আপনি to blame anything on yourself like your father dose.” I ব্যক্ত looking at Edward. He just had that smile on his face like he was proud of himself. “So please don’t be sorry. I should be saying sorry to both of you. To everyone. I just got all of into a huge amount of trouble if I don’t win this fight but I also got us a huge amount of freedom and happiness if I do win. So I’m sorry.” I said. Edward just looked at me like he couldn’t believe I ব্যক্ত that. Neisse is just hugging me tighter to her. “Okay guys I think we need to get up and go downstairs. I still need to hunt and I need to talk to everyone about this before it happens.” I said. They both nodded their heads and we got up and walked to the door to open it but Alice beat me to it and throws me into a huge hug. What’s up with this girl and hugs lately?
“Bella, I’m not going anywhere. How dare আপনি think any of us would want to leave আপনি behind and we all know Edward would not leave along with Neisse so আপনি expected us to leave half our family behind? No way Bella. Over my dead body. Bella, I can’t believe আপনি would tell us to leave.” She ব্যক্ত hurt প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে in every one of her features. I did feel bad but I would rather me get hurt then all the rest of my family but it’s their choice.
“Alice, I’m sorry. I just thought it would be easier if আপনি left along with everyone else and I knew Edward wouldn’t leave but I would have made him leave with our daughter for her safety and I know that would make him leave no matter what.” I could tell Alice and Edward both started saying “but don’t you” at the same time. I cut them off.
“Not done talking … So what I was saying is But I’m not making anyone leave, If I was I wouldn’t of প্রদত্ত Neisse the choice of staying at the clearing during the fight, “They were both about to yell at me I could tell . “Would আপনি two hold your horse please? God! What I was about to say is I also understand the danger in that but she is also a lot like me. I would rather her with her parents and her aunts and Uncles rather then somewhere her aunt can’t keep track of her future. Now that I explain আপনি may talk.” I ব্যক্ত and they were speechless.
“This doesn’t make any scene the times I had to speech আপনি were full of words. What happened cat got your tongues?” I asked. I’m really trying not to laugh but seeing their faces I can’t help it.
“Bella, Very funny. No I see your point of this and I also agree. I just don’t understand why আপনি are so সাড়াশিজাতীয় যন্ত্র দ্বারা বান্ধা about having Neisse at the clearing. Yes I understand I can’t see her future when she is far away and it’s worse with Jacob but why wouldn’t আপনি have one of use take her.” Alice asked. She looked like she was thinking very hard on something.
“Alice I’m happy আপনি see my point of this. I’m glad actually. One less person to fight about with over this. The reason why is if a fight dose go on I can figure out where she is and I know exactly how to keep everyone safe. I would rather all the family together just on case Jane breaks the rules and I have a feeling she is. I don’t want anyone going দ্বারা their self’s anywhere. That’s why I told everyone to leave last night if they wanted to because right when I go down stairs I putting a physical and mental shield around this whole house. This reminds me I need to talk to everyone before the fight today.” I ব্যক্ত confident everyone is hearing our conversation because I don’t feel like repeating it at all.
“Well now I understand fully I will get everyone ready for what আপনি need to say. Also Bella there’s clothes on my বিছানা that আপনি should wear to the fight today.” I was about to walk away when someone pulled me into a hug. “Bella please be careful I still can’t see your future it scares me but I know আপনি have to fight this. We all understand. Neisse why don’t আপনি come and eat some breakfast until it gets to cold. “With that my best friend/ Sister in law and my daughter walked away and left me with Edward, My husband.
“Bella?” Edward asked. He had so much pain and sadness coming out of his voice. I felt so bad. I never thought what this would do to them.
Edward, I’m sorry but I had to do this. I needed to do this for our daughter’s sake. If it was আপনি Edward আপনি would be doing this in a heartbeat. I can’t আসন back any longer while she is running around wanting our daughter and wanting to kill me. I will kill her if it’s the last thing I do before I die. I swear to it Edward. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have made a bet like that but it needed to be done and I’m not going to give up until she is dead for sure. I’m not going to give up at all. I প্রণয় আপনি Edward and I প্রণয় our daughter and I প্রণয় our family. That’s why I ব্যক্ত আপনি should of left. All of আপনি not just our friends. I don’t know how this is going to end and I don’t want it to end badly but it might. I’m sorry for that. I need আপনি to promise me one thing though?” I said. I really did fell badly. I shouldn’t have done that but I needed to be able to live life forever with my family without worrying about Jane অথবা Aro and sadly this is the only way to do that.
“Your right প্রণয় I would do anything in my power to keep আপনি two alive. আপনি shouldn’t be sorry you’re doing what’s best. Just be careful please. Anything my love.” He said. I could tell he knows already what I’m going to ask but I’m going to do it anyway.
“If I do die I want আপনি to take of Neisse. সরানো on. I don’t want আপনি to soak অথবা anything I want আপনি to be there for her. She is going to understand everything but she want understand that it’s not her fought I want আপনি to be able to live with her forever. I don’t want আপনি to do anything stupid if I die. I don’t want আপনি going to Aro. Always think of Neisse and how she NEEDS her dad. আপনি will be all she has. Do আপনি understand? Never ever forget about her. Never ever give up on her. I will see আপনি soon. I প্রণয় আপনি Edward Cullen. আপনি and Neisse are my life. Remember that always” I said. I started to let out broken sobs and tearless sobs. Moments like this I wish I could cry.
I promise Bella. Neisse will be my life no matter what. I প্রণয় আপনি Bella Cullen. Always have and always will.” He ব্যক্ত and pushed my closer to him and we just stood there until Alice came.
