hey! It's me again! Here is chapter 2 of Bella becomes a vampire! I hope আপনি like it!
2. Friends
I didn't know what to say. Edward just asked me to marry him. I stared at the sparkling red dimond, not knowing what to say.
"Edward, I just became a vampire, this is something that will have a huge impact on my life. I need to think about this first." I ব্যক্ত with shock on my face.
"Bella, I প্রণয় you, and আপনি প্রণয় me. আপনি want to be with me forever right?" Edward ব্যক্ত smiling.
"Yes of course but, I can't comprehend all of this at one time. Becoming a vampire already is a big thing to take in. Just give me some time ok?" I ব্যক্ত trying to sound convincing.
"Ok. But দ্বারা পরবর্তি week I want an answer, ok?" Edward ব্যক্ত shutting the little box.
"Ok, Edward I know your probally going to say no to this but, can I go see Jacob?" I ব্যক্ত with hope in my voice.
"Bella. আপনি are a vampire, Jacob is a werewolf! And a young one at that!" Edward ব্যক্ত with frustration and anger in his voice.
"Do আপনি want to die?!" He ব্যক্ত sounding আরো sinister.
"Edward, I need to see Jacob. I haven't seen him in a while and I would like to see him just one last time!" I ব্যক্ত trying to sound as angry as he was.
"Fine, I'll take আপনি but this will be the last time." He ব্যক্ত surenduring to me.
"Thanks." I ব্যক্ত apreciative.
"Come on. I'll be hiding in the woods close দ্বারা in case আপনি need me." He ব্যক্ত sounding defeted.
He started walking towards the window.
"Why can't we use the door?" I asked.
"Because I don't think the others will approve of this." He ব্যক্ত climbing out the window.
I didn't reply I just climbed out the window behind him.
We ran through the woods, then we finnally reach the সৈকত where I saw Jacob sitting on a piece of wood.
"I'll be right here." Edward ব্যক্ত leaning against a tree.
I sped towards jacob appearing at his side in a flash.
"Hi Jacob." I ব্যক্ত playfully.
"Bella, why do আপনি smell so bad, when was the last time আপনি showered?" He ব্যক্ত as he turned around. He froze, shock on his face.
"Bella? Is that you? Why are your eyes-" he ব্যক্ত stopping short of what he was about to say. Then it all sunk into his brain, of what I'd become.
"Yes Jacob it's true. I'm a vampire." I ব্যক্ত trying to calm him down.
"WHO DID THIS TO YOU?!?!?! WAS IT THAT BLOODSUCKER EDWARD????? I'LL KILL HIM!!!" He ব্যক্ত anger in his voice, he started to shiver. Automaticly I knew what was about to happen. I backed up before he could transform. Edward appeared in front of me ready to protect me.
"Jacob! Calm down I wanted him to do this. This was my choice." I ব্যক্ত not knowing what was about to happen.
Jacob raced অগ্রবর্তী towards Edward and threw him on the ground.
"JACOB NO!" I screamed but it was to late the battle had begun.
"Bella go get the others! Hurry!" Edward ব্যক্ত holding off Jacob.
Quickly I raced back to the house I told Carlisle and the others and we ran back to La push beach.
Edward was on the ground his শার্ট torn and cresant shapes all over his body. Emmet and the rest went to restrain Jacob. I was at Edward's side in less than a second.
"Edward, Edward! Edward are আপনি ok?" I ব্যক্ত franticly.
"Bella, Jacob isn't good for you." He ব্যক্ত slowly pulling himself into an upright sitting position.
I looked over my shoulder, Alice and Jasper were making a fire.
"NO!" I screamed. I ran over to Alice.
"You can't! আপনি can't do this to him!" I ব্যক্ত anger in my voice.
"Bella, He tried to kill Edward. আপনি need to choose. Edward অথবা Jacob? I suggest আপনি choose Edward, because Jacob is too dangerous." She ব্যক্ত helpless.
"I'll never come to see him again just don't destroy him okay? Let me talk to him first." I ব্যক্ত sadness in my voice.
"Jasper, stop theres no need for a আগুন now." she said, I took that as my answer.
I walked slowly over to Jacob. Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie and Emmett were holding him to the ground so he couldnt move, he was still in নেকড়ে form.
"Jacob, I প্রণয় Edward, I chose for him to change me. He didn't want to do it, but I wanted to be one of them. So I could live with Edward forever." I ব্যক্ত solemly.
"Bella, how could আপনি do this to me? I loved you! Now everytime I get near আপনি my throught burns." Jacob ব্যক্ত tears forming in his big brown eyes.
"But Jacob আপনি don't understand! I প্রণয় Edward in a different way. I প্রণয় him আরো than I প্রণয় the air in my lungs. Now if I tell them to let go do আপনি promise to let us go in peace? I don't want to fight আপনি Jacob." I ব্যক্ত staring into his big brown eyes.
"Yes." He ব্যক্ত quickly.
"Let go." I ব্যক্ত nodding towards Carlisle and the rest of them that were holding Jacob to the ground.
He let go and I ran back to Edward's side. Edward got up.
"You have to promise me to never come up here again. He will only bring আপনি trouble." Edward ব্যক্ত looking down into my eyes.
"Okay, I promise." I ব্যক্ত staring back.
When we got back to the house, I thought about Jacob, the look in his eyes when I told him about Edward and me. It took all of the strength in me to run back to Edward, and ignore him. I wanted to just run back over to him and tell him that everthing was going to be alright, that everything was going to go back to normal soon. But I couldn't, because everything wasn't going to go back to normal, because it wasn't going to be alright. Nothing would ever be right. Not now, not ever. Edward was right, Jacob wasn't good for me. We are two totally different species now. My প্রণয় for Edward is stronger than my প্রণয় for Jacob.
Later that night, we went hunting. I went with Rosalie and the others বিভক্ত করা up into groups of two. Rosalie and me were about to snag a deer when we heard something.
"What was that?" I asked suddenly frightened that it might be a খুঁজুন team sent out to look for me.
"Shhhhh." Rosalie hissed.
"It sounds like people talking. What if it's a খুঁজুন team sent out to look for me?" I ব্যক্ত ignoring Rosalie.
"C'mon let's go check it out." Rosalie ব্যক্ত walking towards the voices.
We climbed up a বৃক্ষ trying to hear where the voices were comming from. I looked down towards a pine tree, and there were several police officers with খুঁজুন সারমেয় looking for something অথবা someone.
"Look over there." I ব্যক্ত pointing towards the police officers.
"I think they're looking for me." I ব্যক্ত looking back at Rosalie.
"Just don't let them see আপনি and we should be okay." Rosalie ব্যক্ত watching the men walk towards a big oak tree.
"Okay." I ব্যক্ত climbing down the tree.
"Let's head back to the house." Rosalie ব্যক্ত guesturing towards the house.
We sped off into the woods arriving back at Carlisle's house সেকেন্ড later.
Alice and Jasper were on the steps talking. I thought about Charlie, what is he going to think, me disappearing all of a sudden. The last time I saw him was when he was mad at Edward, yelling at him. I cringed at the thought of that.
"Alice, what is gonna happen to Charlie?" I asked staring into her golden eyes.
"I don't know what we are going to do about that, আপনি need to ask Carlisle about it. I'll try later to see if I can see anything new about him." Alice ব্যক্ত standing up.
"Okay." I ব্যক্ত looking back at Edward as he appeared beside me.
"What is it Alice?" he asked looking at her. He heard her thoughts and looked down.
"I don't know whats going to happen to Charlie." He ব্যক্ত looking down at me.
"Edward, the vision that I had, I'm still worrying about that, could that still be a possibility?" I asked looking him in the eye.
"Are আপনি saying আপনি want Charlie to become one of us?" He asked me a low growl rumbling in his chest.
I opened my mouth to speak, but he interupted.
"Charlie hates me right now! If he found out about what আপনি are now, and that I did it to আপনি he would try to kill me!" He ব্যক্ত furious.
"Edward, he's worrying, I know it, and I don't want him to go through the pain of worrying about where I am, that pain is worse than the pain I went through yesterday!" I ব্যক্ত trying to match the anger in his voice.
"Bella, Charlie needs to remain human." Edward ব্যক্ত through gritted teeth.
"Edward thats my dad, I প্রণয় him, and I don't want him to suffer the pain, the pain I went through when আপনি left and went to Italy, I worried everyday about you, hoping that আপনি would come back and stay here in Forks." I ব্যক্ত watching his as he cringed at what I'd said.
"Bella, I won't ever leave you, আপনি are my life now. Charlie is different, I know he is your dad, but আপনি both are two different species now, আপনি are a vampire, and he is a human. The pain of becoming a vampire isn't worse than worrying about someone আপনি love, I would know that feeling because I worried about আপনি too. One দিন I came back to check on আপনি and snuck into your bedroom and sat on আপনি bed, wondering how much longer I could go without you. Then your alarm clock went off and I had to go because I knew a সেকেন্ড separation from me would be even harder than the first. I know that feeling, of wondering, what's going to happen next." Edward ব্যক্ত looking deep into my eyes.
"Edward, I need to talk to আপনি in your room." I ব্যক্ত trying to sound serious.
"Okay." He ব্যক্ত starting towards the stairs.
When we arrived in his room he shut the door behind us, he slowly leaned in towards me our lips met, this চুম্বন was আরো rough than the others, I reached my hands into his hair as he did mine, he threw me on the couch, then we heard a knock. He went to get the door as I fixed my hair.
"Bella, Charlie is here." Carlisle ব্যক্ত a serious look on his face.
"What??!! What do I do?? What's he gonna say when he sees me??" I ব্যক্ত sounding frantic.
"Don't worry Bella, maybe he won't react like আপনি think he will." Carlisle ব্যক্ত trying to sound calm.
We walked down stairs Charlie was standing in the doorway, when he saw me his mouth dropped open.
"ISABELLA SWAN!! WHY ARE আপনি HERE?!? WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU?? WHAT HAS EDWARD DONE TO YOU??? YOU'RE COMMING প্রথমপাতা WITH ME!!" He ব্যক্ত his face turning purple, anger building into his voice.
"No dad, I'm staying here with Edward!" I ব্যক্ত as Edward put his arm around me.
"BELLA, YOU'RE NOT STAYING HERE WITH THIS BOY, YOU'RE COMMING HOME!!" Charlie said, his voice full of anger and frustration.
"Charlie I can assure আপনি she's fine. আপনি shouldn't be mad at her." Edward ব্যক্ত trying to calm him down.
"DON'T TELL ME WHO I CAN BE MAD AT!!" Charlie ব্যক্ত drawing back his fist, I knew if he hit Edward, it would shatter his fist and then he would know something was wrong with Edward.
"Dad no!!!" I ব্যক্ত grabbing his fist, stopping it in mid-hit. I could feel the অস্থি in his hand smash. One bone jutted out the side of his hand. His mouth twisted in pain as he crumpled to the floor grabbing his fist.
"CARLISLE!" I yelled staring in horror at what I done to my father. The smell of blood lurched into my throught, burning, like some one had set my throught on fire. The burning was excruciating. I must fight, I can't let this get the best of me.
Carlisle appeared সেকেন্ড later, দ্বারা the sound of my voice he knew something was terribly wrong so he brought along his black medicine bag.
"Bella what happened?" He ব্যক্ত getting down on both knees beside Charlie examining his hand.
"He was going to hit Edward and I grabbed his fist before it could hit him." I ব্যক্ত franticly, still staring at the blood that oozed out of his hand where the bone had broke through Charlie's skin.
"His hand is broken in a couple of places, and the bone has broke through his skin. Edward, go get something to stablize it and I need something to stop the blood. I need to stablize it, hurry." Carlisle ব্যক্ত looking at Charlie's hand.
"What can I do?" I ব্যক্ত looking into Charlie's eyes.
Edward came back carrying three boards small eneough in length to fit Charlie's hand and an old gray T-shirt.
"Go find some masking tape to hold the boards in place." Carlisle ব্যক্ত as he tied the gray শার্ট around Cahrlie's hand.
I went into Carlisle's study and searched through the শীর্ষ drawer until I found some masking tape. I ran back to Carlisle.
"Here, will he be okay?" I asked staring at the boards, in which Carlisle had made a brace out of.
"I'm not sure yet, he's still loosing alot of blood, he has broke a couple of অস্থি in the শীর্ষ of his hand as well, we need to get him to the ER, Alice go get the car." He ব্যক্ত just loud enough for Alice-who was in the other room-to hear.
A couple of সেকেন্ড later, Carlisle was carrying Charlie to his car.
"What's happened? Where are we going?" Charlie asked, still in pain.
"We are going to the ER, আপনি have broken your hand in three places, and theres a bone thats broke through your skin." Edward ব্যক্ত as he got into the front with Alice. Carlisle and me were sitting in the back, Carlisle was holding Charlie's hand so he couldn't সরানো it.
"Dad I'm so sorry." I ব্যক্ত with sympathy in my voice.
"Your hand, it was so......so......cold." Charlie ব্যক্ত staring into my eyes.
"Dad alot of things have happened in these two days-" I started to say, but Edward glanced at me from his আসন and I knew I shouldn't say anything about me becoming a vampire, because if I did, Charlie would have to become one so he wouldn't let our secret out, because then it would be his secret too. My throught was still burning, being in a closed up মহাকাশ with a human, and a bleeding one at that, was not a good idea for a newborn vampire.
"And your eyes they're so different they look like melted gold, and your skin is so pale. What has that boy done to you?" He ব্যক্ত tears forming in his eyes. I saw Edward squeeze his eyes shut, then open them again.
"Dad, Edward hasn't done anything to me that I didn't want." I ব্যক্ত and that was the truth, and the truth I've learned, is dangerous. I wanted to just tell him about everything, about me being a vampire now, about how Edward proposed to me, and about how I wanted to say yes, yes a million times yes, when he proposed. I wanted to be a normal teenage girl again, but that would never happen again I'll never be normal, nothing will ever be normal.
"What did he do to আপনি that আপনি did want?" Charlie asked his face ফ্রোজেন in horror. I didn't know what to say I knew what he was thinking but I wasn't ready to take the leap of that action yet.
"He has loved me, the way no one else could প্রণয় me." I ব্যক্ত looking at Edward.
We arrived at the hospital, Carlisle told the nurse at the nurse's ডেস্ক that Charlie had come over to our house to apoligize to Edward but he fell in the drive-way, falling on the gravel, and when he fell he landed on a big rock that may have smashed a couple of bones, and tore through his skin.
They took Charlie back to the ER and they told Edward, Alice, and me that we couldn't come back with him. the ER was full of the smell of fresh blood, but I saw no one in the halls.
"But he's my Dad I need to be back-" Edward put his hand on my shoulder. He bent down to my ear,
"He'll be okay, he's in good hands." He whispered in my ear, only a vampire could understand what he said. Alice took my arm, leading me to the waiting room. When we got back to the waiting room I had a look of sorrow and fear on my face. There was no one in the waiting room except us. Alice sat over পরবর্তি to me পাঠ করা an issue of Fashion Magazine. Edward took my hand and I heard his thoughts.
"Your father will be okay. আপনি didn't mean to hurt him, I know আপনি didn't. If he had hit my face, it would have been worse. An older ভ্যাম্পায়ার skin is harder than a stone wall. আপনি did the right thing. I'm proud of আপনি for resisting him Bella, আপনি being a newborn vampire and everything. Not alot of newborns have the strength to do that." He bent down to চুম্বন my forehead.
"I know but I can't take the thought that I hurt him, that I caused him pain." I ব্যক্ত pulling him closer to me, I felt like I never wanted to let him go, I layed my head against his chest. Alice was sitting পরবর্তি to me she put the magazine down and leaned her head back and shut her eyes, probally trying to see what was going to happen to Charlie. I layed there very still, my head on his chest, worrying about Charlie.
"I can't see anything about Charlie Bella, I don't know whats going to happen." Alice said, a look of sadness and sympathy on her face.
Leter that night, Carlisle came back into the waiting room and talked to us, bad news.
"Bella, when one of the অস্থি broke, a chip of it flew towards a critical vein and busted it. I can't repair a vein, he's still loosing alot of blood, he might not have very long to live. But there's another option, I can change him if he gets too bad, if he looses too much blood. Would আপনি want me to do that?" He said, I just stared back at him, a blank, hurt expression on my face, if I could cry,if that were possible, I would be sobbing uncontrolably right now.
"Do what আপনি must, just don't let him go." I said, my voice full of sorrow and despair.
"Are your sure Bella?" He asked me, looking deep into my eyes, if I had a soul, he would be staring right through it.
"Yes." I ব্যক্ত leaning my head onto Edward's shoulder.
We waited and waited and still no reply from Carlisle, I never knew that a couple of broken অস্থি and torn skin could cause so much damage.
When your imortal, time is slow, and where I am right now, it's slow and painful.
2:34 AM
3:15 AM
Carlisle walked into the room.
"Bella he's not going to make it, unless I change him, he's loosing to much blood and we can't stop the vein from bleeding, I'm going to take him back to our house. I have no other choice, besides just letting him......die." Carlisle said, with sympathy in his voice.
"We are going to head on back to the house then, and wait for you." I ব্যক্ত sadly.
"I'll meet আপনি there." he ব্যক্ত walking back through the double doors into the ER.
"Let's go bella." Edward ব্যক্ত as he stood up. Alice stood up as he did.
"He's gonna be okay, don't worry, Bella." Alice ব্যক্ত rubbing my shoulder.
"I hope so." I ব্যক্ত staring at the ground.
Alice slid into the driver's আসন of Carlisle's car and Edward and I slid into the back, I layed down and put my head in Edward lap. He stoked my hair with gentle strokes.
When we got back to the house, Alice went into the living room and sat down, Carlisle came in the door with Charlie in his arms সেকেন্ড later.
"Okay Bella, I need to do this now অথবা we might loose him. Do আপনি want to come with me?" He ব্যক্ত checking looking at Charlie.
"No, I don't think I could take that." I ব্যক্ত squeezing my eyes shut, and then opening them.
"Okay." Carlisle ব্যক্ত as he started to walk down the hall.
After a couple of মিনিট we heard Charlie moan, followed দ্বারা some kind of inhuman sound that sounded like it came from a horror movie, I cringed, burying my face into Edward's crumpled black T-shirt.
I heard his thoughts.
"It's okay Bella, we had no choice besides to just let him die. I don't want আপনি to go through Charlie dieing."
"I প্রণয় আপনি Edward." I ব্যক্ত staring up into his eyes. That was true, I loved him I loved the way he protected me, even though I was stronger than him. I loved the way he traced my face with his finger tips. I loved the way he kissed the শীর্ষ of my head when I was worried. I loved him, no matter what will try to rip us apart, I. Love. Him. He hugged me tighter to him, I was grateful for that.
About an ঘন্টা after Carlisle had taken Charlie Back to his room, they both walked out. Charlie was..... he was... beautiful. His eyes were a lovley ruby red color, and his hair was still that same old golden brown.
"Bella," Charlie ব্যক্ত as he ran towards me and put his arms around me.
"Bella, I told him about us, about what we are, I explained everything to him. What we eat, about our strength, about our immortality, and that he is one now. I told him he couldn't tell anyone and he promised that he wouldn't tell anyone." Carlisle ব্যক্ত looking at Charlie
"Dad, I'm so sorry that I ran away, I just.........I just need to be with Edward, I প্রণয় him, and then he was refusing to turn me and I wanted to be a vampire so I could live with him forever so, I put my mortality to a vote and now, I'm a vampire." I ব্যক্ত looking into his ruby red eyes.
"It's okay Bella, what matters now is that we are together and we always will be, you're the best daughter ever Bella, vampire অথবা human." Charlie ব্যক্ত looking deep into my eyes.
I looked down at his wrist, there was no bone jagging out of his skin.
"Carlisle, what happened to his wrist." I asked staring at his healed wrist.
"When someone has a wound and then they are turned, the venom heals all wounds and bones." Carlisle ব্যক্ত looking at Charlie still.
"Where are the others?" I asked Carlisle.
"They're hunting, they all ব্যক্ত earlier today about hunting early this morning." He answered, smiling a curious smile.
"Can get something to eat? I'm running on empty." Charlie asked rubbing his belly.
Carlisle let out a chuckle.
"Yes Charlie, come on I'll go with you, I'll teach আপনি the proper way to hunt. We'll try to find the others as well." Carlisle ব্যক্ত guesturing towards the door.
"Be back in a little while Bells." Charlie ব্যক্ত heading out the door.
"I'm going up to my room if anyone needs me." Alice called as she headed up the stairs.
"So what should we do now?" Edward asked, looking at me playfully.
"Let's go up to your room." I ব্যক্ত pulling him towards the stairs.
Edward then put his arms around me and whispered in my ear.
"Let's Be Safe." Edward said.
That was true I was going to be নিরাপদ forever, and so was Edward, we had alot of people who loved us and who protected us.
As long as I was with Edward, I would be safer than ever, because he was my দেওয়াল of protection, he was one of the best things that had ever happened to me, but yet still I wonder about Renee and Jacob. About what lies ahead in my new, immortal life, I will never know until tomorrow. Another দিন means new surprises, and new adventures.
2. Friends
I didn't know what to say. Edward just asked me to marry him. I stared at the sparkling red dimond, not knowing what to say.
"Edward, I just became a vampire, this is something that will have a huge impact on my life. I need to think about this first." I ব্যক্ত with shock on my face.
"Bella, I প্রণয় you, and আপনি প্রণয় me. আপনি want to be with me forever right?" Edward ব্যক্ত smiling.
"Yes of course but, I can't comprehend all of this at one time. Becoming a vampire already is a big thing to take in. Just give me some time ok?" I ব্যক্ত trying to sound convincing.
"Ok. But দ্বারা পরবর্তি week I want an answer, ok?" Edward ব্যক্ত shutting the little box.
"Ok, Edward I know your probally going to say no to this but, can I go see Jacob?" I ব্যক্ত with hope in my voice.
"Bella. আপনি are a vampire, Jacob is a werewolf! And a young one at that!" Edward ব্যক্ত with frustration and anger in his voice.
"Do আপনি want to die?!" He ব্যক্ত sounding আরো sinister.
"Edward, I need to see Jacob. I haven't seen him in a while and I would like to see him just one last time!" I ব্যক্ত trying to sound as angry as he was.
"Fine, I'll take আপনি but this will be the last time." He ব্যক্ত surenduring to me.
"Thanks." I ব্যক্ত apreciative.
"Come on. I'll be hiding in the woods close দ্বারা in case আপনি need me." He ব্যক্ত sounding defeted.
He started walking towards the window.
"Why can't we use the door?" I asked.
"Because I don't think the others will approve of this." He ব্যক্ত climbing out the window.
I didn't reply I just climbed out the window behind him.
We ran through the woods, then we finnally reach the সৈকত where I saw Jacob sitting on a piece of wood.
"I'll be right here." Edward ব্যক্ত leaning against a tree.
I sped towards jacob appearing at his side in a flash.
"Hi Jacob." I ব্যক্ত playfully.
"Bella, why do আপনি smell so bad, when was the last time আপনি showered?" He ব্যক্ত as he turned around. He froze, shock on his face.
"Bella? Is that you? Why are your eyes-" he ব্যক্ত stopping short of what he was about to say. Then it all sunk into his brain, of what I'd become.
"Yes Jacob it's true. I'm a vampire." I ব্যক্ত trying to calm him down.
"WHO DID THIS TO YOU?!?!?! WAS IT THAT BLOODSUCKER EDWARD????? I'LL KILL HIM!!!" He ব্যক্ত anger in his voice, he started to shiver. Automaticly I knew what was about to happen. I backed up before he could transform. Edward appeared in front of me ready to protect me.
"Jacob! Calm down I wanted him to do this. This was my choice." I ব্যক্ত not knowing what was about to happen.
Jacob raced অগ্রবর্তী towards Edward and threw him on the ground.
"JACOB NO!" I screamed but it was to late the battle had begun.
"Bella go get the others! Hurry!" Edward ব্যক্ত holding off Jacob.
Quickly I raced back to the house I told Carlisle and the others and we ran back to La push beach.
Edward was on the ground his শার্ট torn and cresant shapes all over his body. Emmet and the rest went to restrain Jacob. I was at Edward's side in less than a second.
"Edward, Edward! Edward are আপনি ok?" I ব্যক্ত franticly.
"Bella, Jacob isn't good for you." He ব্যক্ত slowly pulling himself into an upright sitting position.
I looked over my shoulder, Alice and Jasper were making a fire.
"NO!" I screamed. I ran over to Alice.
"You can't! আপনি can't do this to him!" I ব্যক্ত anger in my voice.
"Bella, He tried to kill Edward. আপনি need to choose. Edward অথবা Jacob? I suggest আপনি choose Edward, because Jacob is too dangerous." She ব্যক্ত helpless.
"I'll never come to see him again just don't destroy him okay? Let me talk to him first." I ব্যক্ত sadness in my voice.
"Jasper, stop theres no need for a আগুন now." she said, I took that as my answer.
I walked slowly over to Jacob. Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie and Emmett were holding him to the ground so he couldnt move, he was still in নেকড়ে form.
"Jacob, I প্রণয় Edward, I chose for him to change me. He didn't want to do it, but I wanted to be one of them. So I could live with Edward forever." I ব্যক্ত solemly.
"Bella, how could আপনি do this to me? I loved you! Now everytime I get near আপনি my throught burns." Jacob ব্যক্ত tears forming in his big brown eyes.
"But Jacob আপনি don't understand! I প্রণয় Edward in a different way. I প্রণয় him আরো than I প্রণয় the air in my lungs. Now if I tell them to let go do আপনি promise to let us go in peace? I don't want to fight আপনি Jacob." I ব্যক্ত staring into his big brown eyes.
"Yes." He ব্যক্ত quickly.
"Let go." I ব্যক্ত nodding towards Carlisle and the rest of them that were holding Jacob to the ground.
He let go and I ran back to Edward's side. Edward got up.
"You have to promise me to never come up here again. He will only bring আপনি trouble." Edward ব্যক্ত looking down into my eyes.
"Okay, I promise." I ব্যক্ত staring back.
When we got back to the house, I thought about Jacob, the look in his eyes when I told him about Edward and me. It took all of the strength in me to run back to Edward, and ignore him. I wanted to just run back over to him and tell him that everthing was going to be alright, that everything was going to go back to normal soon. But I couldn't, because everything wasn't going to go back to normal, because it wasn't going to be alright. Nothing would ever be right. Not now, not ever. Edward was right, Jacob wasn't good for me. We are two totally different species now. My প্রণয় for Edward is stronger than my প্রণয় for Jacob.
Later that night, we went hunting. I went with Rosalie and the others বিভক্ত করা up into groups of two. Rosalie and me were about to snag a deer when we heard something.
"What was that?" I asked suddenly frightened that it might be a খুঁজুন team sent out to look for me.
"Shhhhh." Rosalie hissed.
"It sounds like people talking. What if it's a খুঁজুন team sent out to look for me?" I ব্যক্ত ignoring Rosalie.
"C'mon let's go check it out." Rosalie ব্যক্ত walking towards the voices.
We climbed up a বৃক্ষ trying to hear where the voices were comming from. I looked down towards a pine tree, and there were several police officers with খুঁজুন সারমেয় looking for something অথবা someone.
"Look over there." I ব্যক্ত pointing towards the police officers.
"I think they're looking for me." I ব্যক্ত looking back at Rosalie.
"Just don't let them see আপনি and we should be okay." Rosalie ব্যক্ত watching the men walk towards a big oak tree.
"Okay." I ব্যক্ত climbing down the tree.
"Let's head back to the house." Rosalie ব্যক্ত guesturing towards the house.
We sped off into the woods arriving back at Carlisle's house সেকেন্ড later.
Alice and Jasper were on the steps talking. I thought about Charlie, what is he going to think, me disappearing all of a sudden. The last time I saw him was when he was mad at Edward, yelling at him. I cringed at the thought of that.
"Alice, what is gonna happen to Charlie?" I asked staring into her golden eyes.
"I don't know what we are going to do about that, আপনি need to ask Carlisle about it. I'll try later to see if I can see anything new about him." Alice ব্যক্ত standing up.
"Okay." I ব্যক্ত looking back at Edward as he appeared beside me.
"What is it Alice?" he asked looking at her. He heard her thoughts and looked down.
"I don't know whats going to happen to Charlie." He ব্যক্ত looking down at me.
"Edward, the vision that I had, I'm still worrying about that, could that still be a possibility?" I asked looking him in the eye.
"Are আপনি saying আপনি want Charlie to become one of us?" He asked me a low growl rumbling in his chest.
I opened my mouth to speak, but he interupted.
"Charlie hates me right now! If he found out about what আপনি are now, and that I did it to আপনি he would try to kill me!" He ব্যক্ত furious.
"Edward, he's worrying, I know it, and I don't want him to go through the pain of worrying about where I am, that pain is worse than the pain I went through yesterday!" I ব্যক্ত trying to match the anger in his voice.
"Bella, Charlie needs to remain human." Edward ব্যক্ত through gritted teeth.
"Edward thats my dad, I প্রণয় him, and I don't want him to suffer the pain, the pain I went through when আপনি left and went to Italy, I worried everyday about you, hoping that আপনি would come back and stay here in Forks." I ব্যক্ত watching his as he cringed at what I'd said.
"Bella, I won't ever leave you, আপনি are my life now. Charlie is different, I know he is your dad, but আপনি both are two different species now, আপনি are a vampire, and he is a human. The pain of becoming a vampire isn't worse than worrying about someone আপনি love, I would know that feeling because I worried about আপনি too. One দিন I came back to check on আপনি and snuck into your bedroom and sat on আপনি bed, wondering how much longer I could go without you. Then your alarm clock went off and I had to go because I knew a সেকেন্ড separation from me would be even harder than the first. I know that feeling, of wondering, what's going to happen next." Edward ব্যক্ত looking deep into my eyes.
"Edward, I need to talk to আপনি in your room." I ব্যক্ত trying to sound serious.
"Okay." He ব্যক্ত starting towards the stairs.
When we arrived in his room he shut the door behind us, he slowly leaned in towards me our lips met, this চুম্বন was আরো rough than the others, I reached my hands into his hair as he did mine, he threw me on the couch, then we heard a knock. He went to get the door as I fixed my hair.
"Bella, Charlie is here." Carlisle ব্যক্ত a serious look on his face.
"What??!! What do I do?? What's he gonna say when he sees me??" I ব্যক্ত sounding frantic.
"Don't worry Bella, maybe he won't react like আপনি think he will." Carlisle ব্যক্ত trying to sound calm.
We walked down stairs Charlie was standing in the doorway, when he saw me his mouth dropped open.
"ISABELLA SWAN!! WHY ARE আপনি HERE?!? WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU?? WHAT HAS EDWARD DONE TO YOU??? YOU'RE COMMING প্রথমপাতা WITH ME!!" He ব্যক্ত his face turning purple, anger building into his voice.
"No dad, I'm staying here with Edward!" I ব্যক্ত as Edward put his arm around me.
"BELLA, YOU'RE NOT STAYING HERE WITH THIS BOY, YOU'RE COMMING HOME!!" Charlie said, his voice full of anger and frustration.
"Charlie I can assure আপনি she's fine. আপনি shouldn't be mad at her." Edward ব্যক্ত trying to calm him down.
"DON'T TELL ME WHO I CAN BE MAD AT!!" Charlie ব্যক্ত drawing back his fist, I knew if he hit Edward, it would shatter his fist and then he would know something was wrong with Edward.
"Dad no!!!" I ব্যক্ত grabbing his fist, stopping it in mid-hit. I could feel the অস্থি in his hand smash. One bone jutted out the side of his hand. His mouth twisted in pain as he crumpled to the floor grabbing his fist.
"CARLISLE!" I yelled staring in horror at what I done to my father. The smell of blood lurched into my throught, burning, like some one had set my throught on fire. The burning was excruciating. I must fight, I can't let this get the best of me.
Carlisle appeared সেকেন্ড later, দ্বারা the sound of my voice he knew something was terribly wrong so he brought along his black medicine bag.
"Bella what happened?" He ব্যক্ত getting down on both knees beside Charlie examining his hand.
"He was going to hit Edward and I grabbed his fist before it could hit him." I ব্যক্ত franticly, still staring at the blood that oozed out of his hand where the bone had broke through Charlie's skin.
"His hand is broken in a couple of places, and the bone has broke through his skin. Edward, go get something to stablize it and I need something to stop the blood. I need to stablize it, hurry." Carlisle ব্যক্ত looking at Charlie's hand.
"What can I do?" I ব্যক্ত looking into Charlie's eyes.
Edward came back carrying three boards small eneough in length to fit Charlie's hand and an old gray T-shirt.
"Go find some masking tape to hold the boards in place." Carlisle ব্যক্ত as he tied the gray শার্ট around Cahrlie's hand.
I went into Carlisle's study and searched through the শীর্ষ drawer until I found some masking tape. I ran back to Carlisle.
"Here, will he be okay?" I asked staring at the boards, in which Carlisle had made a brace out of.
"I'm not sure yet, he's still loosing alot of blood, he has broke a couple of অস্থি in the শীর্ষ of his hand as well, we need to get him to the ER, Alice go get the car." He ব্যক্ত just loud enough for Alice-who was in the other room-to hear.
A couple of সেকেন্ড later, Carlisle was carrying Charlie to his car.
"What's happened? Where are we going?" Charlie asked, still in pain.
"We are going to the ER, আপনি have broken your hand in three places, and theres a bone thats broke through your skin." Edward ব্যক্ত as he got into the front with Alice. Carlisle and me were sitting in the back, Carlisle was holding Charlie's hand so he couldn't সরানো it.
"Dad I'm so sorry." I ব্যক্ত with sympathy in my voice.
"Your hand, it was so......so......cold." Charlie ব্যক্ত staring into my eyes.
"Dad alot of things have happened in these two days-" I started to say, but Edward glanced at me from his আসন and I knew I shouldn't say anything about me becoming a vampire, because if I did, Charlie would have to become one so he wouldn't let our secret out, because then it would be his secret too. My throught was still burning, being in a closed up মহাকাশ with a human, and a bleeding one at that, was not a good idea for a newborn vampire.
"And your eyes they're so different they look like melted gold, and your skin is so pale. What has that boy done to you?" He ব্যক্ত tears forming in his eyes. I saw Edward squeeze his eyes shut, then open them again.
"Dad, Edward hasn't done anything to me that I didn't want." I ব্যক্ত and that was the truth, and the truth I've learned, is dangerous. I wanted to just tell him about everything, about me being a vampire now, about how Edward proposed to me, and about how I wanted to say yes, yes a million times yes, when he proposed. I wanted to be a normal teenage girl again, but that would never happen again I'll never be normal, nothing will ever be normal.
"What did he do to আপনি that আপনি did want?" Charlie asked his face ফ্রোজেন in horror. I didn't know what to say I knew what he was thinking but I wasn't ready to take the leap of that action yet.
"He has loved me, the way no one else could প্রণয় me." I ব্যক্ত looking at Edward.
We arrived at the hospital, Carlisle told the nurse at the nurse's ডেস্ক that Charlie had come over to our house to apoligize to Edward but he fell in the drive-way, falling on the gravel, and when he fell he landed on a big rock that may have smashed a couple of bones, and tore through his skin.
They took Charlie back to the ER and they told Edward, Alice, and me that we couldn't come back with him. the ER was full of the smell of fresh blood, but I saw no one in the halls.
"But he's my Dad I need to be back-" Edward put his hand on my shoulder. He bent down to my ear,
"He'll be okay, he's in good hands." He whispered in my ear, only a vampire could understand what he said. Alice took my arm, leading me to the waiting room. When we got back to the waiting room I had a look of sorrow and fear on my face. There was no one in the waiting room except us. Alice sat over পরবর্তি to me পাঠ করা an issue of Fashion Magazine. Edward took my hand and I heard his thoughts.
"Your father will be okay. আপনি didn't mean to hurt him, I know আপনি didn't. If he had hit my face, it would have been worse. An older ভ্যাম্পায়ার skin is harder than a stone wall. আপনি did the right thing. I'm proud of আপনি for resisting him Bella, আপনি being a newborn vampire and everything. Not alot of newborns have the strength to do that." He bent down to চুম্বন my forehead.
"I know but I can't take the thought that I hurt him, that I caused him pain." I ব্যক্ত pulling him closer to me, I felt like I never wanted to let him go, I layed my head against his chest. Alice was sitting পরবর্তি to me she put the magazine down and leaned her head back and shut her eyes, probally trying to see what was going to happen to Charlie. I layed there very still, my head on his chest, worrying about Charlie.
"I can't see anything about Charlie Bella, I don't know whats going to happen." Alice said, a look of sadness and sympathy on her face.
Leter that night, Carlisle came back into the waiting room and talked to us, bad news.
"Bella, when one of the অস্থি broke, a chip of it flew towards a critical vein and busted it. I can't repair a vein, he's still loosing alot of blood, he might not have very long to live. But there's another option, I can change him if he gets too bad, if he looses too much blood. Would আপনি want me to do that?" He said, I just stared back at him, a blank, hurt expression on my face, if I could cry,if that were possible, I would be sobbing uncontrolably right now.
"Do what আপনি must, just don't let him go." I said, my voice full of sorrow and despair.
"Are your sure Bella?" He asked me, looking deep into my eyes, if I had a soul, he would be staring right through it.
"Yes." I ব্যক্ত leaning my head onto Edward's shoulder.
We waited and waited and still no reply from Carlisle, I never knew that a couple of broken অস্থি and torn skin could cause so much damage.
When your imortal, time is slow, and where I am right now, it's slow and painful.
2:34 AM
3:15 AM
Carlisle walked into the room.
"Bella he's not going to make it, unless I change him, he's loosing to much blood and we can't stop the vein from bleeding, I'm going to take him back to our house. I have no other choice, besides just letting him......die." Carlisle said, with sympathy in his voice.
"We are going to head on back to the house then, and wait for you." I ব্যক্ত sadly.
"I'll meet আপনি there." he ব্যক্ত walking back through the double doors into the ER.
"Let's go bella." Edward ব্যক্ত as he stood up. Alice stood up as he did.
"He's gonna be okay, don't worry, Bella." Alice ব্যক্ত rubbing my shoulder.
"I hope so." I ব্যক্ত staring at the ground.
Alice slid into the driver's আসন of Carlisle's car and Edward and I slid into the back, I layed down and put my head in Edward lap. He stoked my hair with gentle strokes.
When we got back to the house, Alice went into the living room and sat down, Carlisle came in the door with Charlie in his arms সেকেন্ড later.
"Okay Bella, I need to do this now অথবা we might loose him. Do আপনি want to come with me?" He ব্যক্ত checking looking at Charlie.
"No, I don't think I could take that." I ব্যক্ত squeezing my eyes shut, and then opening them.
"Okay." Carlisle ব্যক্ত as he started to walk down the hall.
After a couple of মিনিট we heard Charlie moan, followed দ্বারা some kind of inhuman sound that sounded like it came from a horror movie, I cringed, burying my face into Edward's crumpled black T-shirt.
I heard his thoughts.
"It's okay Bella, we had no choice besides to just let him die. I don't want আপনি to go through Charlie dieing."
"I প্রণয় আপনি Edward." I ব্যক্ত staring up into his eyes. That was true, I loved him I loved the way he protected me, even though I was stronger than him. I loved the way he traced my face with his finger tips. I loved the way he kissed the শীর্ষ of my head when I was worried. I loved him, no matter what will try to rip us apart, I. Love. Him. He hugged me tighter to him, I was grateful for that.
About an ঘন্টা after Carlisle had taken Charlie Back to his room, they both walked out. Charlie was..... he was... beautiful. His eyes were a lovley ruby red color, and his hair was still that same old golden brown.
"Bella," Charlie ব্যক্ত as he ran towards me and put his arms around me.
"Bella, I told him about us, about what we are, I explained everything to him. What we eat, about our strength, about our immortality, and that he is one now. I told him he couldn't tell anyone and he promised that he wouldn't tell anyone." Carlisle ব্যক্ত looking at Charlie
"Dad, I'm so sorry that I ran away, I just.........I just need to be with Edward, I প্রণয় him, and then he was refusing to turn me and I wanted to be a vampire so I could live with him forever so, I put my mortality to a vote and now, I'm a vampire." I ব্যক্ত looking into his ruby red eyes.
"It's okay Bella, what matters now is that we are together and we always will be, you're the best daughter ever Bella, vampire অথবা human." Charlie ব্যক্ত looking deep into my eyes.
I looked down at his wrist, there was no bone jagging out of his skin.
"Carlisle, what happened to his wrist." I asked staring at his healed wrist.
"When someone has a wound and then they are turned, the venom heals all wounds and bones." Carlisle ব্যক্ত looking at Charlie still.
"Where are the others?" I asked Carlisle.
"They're hunting, they all ব্যক্ত earlier today about hunting early this morning." He answered, smiling a curious smile.
"Can get something to eat? I'm running on empty." Charlie asked rubbing his belly.
Carlisle let out a chuckle.
"Yes Charlie, come on I'll go with you, I'll teach আপনি the proper way to hunt. We'll try to find the others as well." Carlisle ব্যক্ত guesturing towards the door.
"Be back in a little while Bells." Charlie ব্যক্ত heading out the door.
"I'm going up to my room if anyone needs me." Alice called as she headed up the stairs.
"So what should we do now?" Edward asked, looking at me playfully.
"Let's go up to your room." I ব্যক্ত pulling him towards the stairs.
Edward then put his arms around me and whispered in my ear.
"Let's Be Safe." Edward said.
That was true I was going to be নিরাপদ forever, and so was Edward, we had alot of people who loved us and who protected us.
As long as I was with Edward, I would be safer than ever, because he was my দেওয়াল of protection, he was one of the best things that had ever happened to me, but yet still I wonder about Renee and Jacob. About what lies ahead in my new, immortal life, I will never know until tomorrow. Another দিন means new surprises, and new adventures.
