I sat down on the sofa and so did edward,He sat down right beside me.After a while i drifted off to sleep,i dont know when i woke up but it was really dark.Then i noticed my head was on edward's shoulder,when i was asleep i must have leaned on him.I looked at edward he seemed comfortable and happy really happy,i took my head off edwards shoulder and looked at him.
"Your awake"he ব্যক্ত smiling that dazzleing smile,he had dazzled me one again.
"Ya,i was really tired sorry"i ব্যক্ত getting akeward.
"Its okay i didnt mind"he ব্যক্ত smiling even wider.
"Of corse আপনি didnt"i ব্যক্ত and he laughed a bit i looked at my watch it was 9 o'clock.
"Where is charlie?"i asked.
"He called and ব্যক্ত he would be প্রথমপাতা tomorrow that something happened and he is sorry"he ব্যক্ত back to me.I was going to be প্রথমপাতা alone and i am pregnant something will happen knowing my luck.
"Um..do আপনি mind staying here tonight because i will be প্রথমপাতা alone and me being pregnant makes me আরো unlucky"i ব্যক্ত smiling shyly.He looked shocked.
"Ya of corse thats fine"he ব্যক্ত in a normal tone but i could hear that he was well happy.
"The food"i ব্যক্ত while trying to stand up but he got up before me he smile and held out his hand i took it and got up.
"I saved it,its ready for আপনি to eat"he ব্যক্ত while holding out the chair for me to sit in.I ate my ডিনার then decided to go to বিছানা i was still tired.
"I am going to get changed then i am going to বিছানা so,um decide what আপনি are going to do"i ব্যক্ত then went up the stairs.
I dont go into the bathroom to get changed anymore since edward is never in my room,i got on some shorts then took off my shirt.Just then edward walked into my room i screamed and turned around,i heard the door close.
"Edward!"i shouted.
"I'm sorry i thought আপনি were in the bathroom"he ব্যক্ত i could hear the smile in his voice.
"I dont have to get changed in their anymore your not in my room,and this is not funny"i ব্যক্ত in a angry tone he laughed a bit.
"It doesnt matter i've seen আপনি naked before"he ব্যক্ত sounding smug.
"Ya but that was when আপনি were aloud to,but we are not together anymore so আপনি cant see me like that anymore"i ব্যক্ত to him he went silent.
"Sorry"he said.
"Well আপনি should be"i ব্যক্ত then opened the door the শীর্ষ i was wearing was skin tight.
"What did আপনি want in my room anyway?"i asked while he looked me up and down.
"My eyes are up here"i ব্যক্ত to him,he looked my in the eyes and smiled.
"Sorry and i am going to sit in the rocking chair if that is fine with you"he ব্যক্ত to me melting me with his golden eyes.
"Ya fine"i ব্যক্ত and moved out of the way of the door.He went in and sat in the chair.
I went and sat in my bed,it was really hot again but it was probebly just me.After a couple of মিনিট Renesmee started kicking,i gasped because it was like she was playing football.
"Whats wrong?"he asked concerend.
"Come here"i ব্যক্ত to him,he got off the chair and stood beside the bed,i grabed his hand and pulled him onto the বিছানা and put my hand to my stomack.Then Renesmee kicked again where his hand was he smiled and looked at me.
"That never gets old"he ব্যক্ত then gasped realixing that he had just giving away that he had basically been in my room with me when i was asleep,he had been since the দিন jacob came to visit everynight but i never told him to go away it was nice having him here.
"Dont worrie i know that আপনি are in here everynight i'm not stupid"i ব্যক্ত laughing a bit.
"H-how?"he stuttered.
"Well when your pregnant আপনি dont get much sleep,and আপনি are cold so when it feels like the have sunburn all over then coldness comes it normally means your water has broke অথবা well in my case a vampire has their arms around you.And renesmee calms down when আপনি are here"i ব্যক্ত if i could see him i would most likly see someone really shocked.
"Um-sorry"he ব্যক্ত shocked.
"Its okay"i ব্যক্ত then turned on my bedside lamp i turned back round to edward but he face was inches from mine we both breathed in we were about to kiss.
"I cant"i ব্যক্ত then layed down.
"I know im sorry"he ব্যক্ত then went and sat back down on the chair,after a মিনিট of silence i asked:
"What are আপনি doing tomorrrow"
"I dont know i will probebly help them build the house what about you?"he asked
"I going up to La Push to visit jacob he asked me to come up"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Okay,be careful আপনি never know when they could আপনি know explode"he ব্যক্ত trying to find the right words to say when they get angry and change.
"I know"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Goodnight"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Goodnight"he ব্যক্ত i was half asleep in about 30 seonds so i was not really consious.
"I প্রণয় You"he ব্যক্ত to me and without thinking as i was nearly asleep i said:
"I প্রণয় আপনি too"then i fell asleep.
I woke up that morning feeling not as tired as i normally did,probebly because i knew edward was there.I sat up and edward was in the rocking chair,smiling again.
"Goodmorning"he ব্যক্ত to me.
"Goodmorning"i ব্যক্ত back to him.
"Your hair looks like a haystack"he said.
"Where have i heard that before"i ব্যক্ত to him he smiled again.
"I think আপনি should have some breakfast now dont you?"he ব্যক্ত while getting up.
"Yes i have to change first,and dont come in this time"i ব্যক্ত to him while getting up aswell.
"I'll try"he ব্যক্ত then left my room,i went into the bathroom did what o had to do in there then got changed.I was wearing a blue শীর্ষ with comfortable trousers.Then i went downstairs,i went into the রান্নাঘর and edward just serverd eggs on my plate i sat down and started eating.
"Thank you"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Your welcome"he ব্যক্ত back smiling.
After a while of talking about the house and how edward would come over and help me explain to charlie about moving out and edward will be moving with me.
"I have to go to jakes now"i ব্যক্ত to him because it was now two o'clock.
"Ya i better get going aswell get started on our house"he ব্যক্ত in a normal tone again but i could hear he was full of happiness of saying our house.
"Okay then Cya later"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Cya"he ব্যক্ত then drove off,a couple of মিনিট later jake turned up I walked outside and jake came out of the car and huged me.
"Hello"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Hello and hello to আপনি too renesmee,you are getting bigger দ্বারা the day"he ব্যক্ত while putting his hand on my stomack.
"I know"i ব্যক্ত to him we got in his car and drove to La Push.We got there and got out of the car.
"So what are we doing?"i asked.He looked a bit nervous.
"I have a picnic set up for us on thre beach"he ব্যক্ত while taking my hand and leading me to the beach.
"This lookes lovely"i ব্যক্ত while sitting down on the mat that was layed down,it did look lovely i was hungry.
"Good"he ব্যক্ত and sat down too.
We ate our খাবার aswell as talking about,wel everything renesmee,rene and how she was coming over but i didnt tell him about edward ad the house and my new apatite for blood.We were finally finished it was really nice.
"Thanks jake that was great,it was very knid of you"i ব্যক্ত while standing up and so did he.
"Bella i have to ask আপনি something"he ব্যক্ত to me in a nervous way.
"Okay shot"i ব্যক্ত to him but then he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring then looked me in the eyes.
"Bella will আপনি marry me?"he asked OH MY GOD why is he doing this to me i thought he knew how i felt about him,i wish i didnt have to do this but i do.
"No....i'm sorry jake"i ব্যক্ত then ran off,i looked back he was still in the same position shocked....hurt.I kept on running until i was at his house i took out my phone and called alice because i didnt have my truck jake brought me here.
"Hello?"it was edward why was he on alices phone.
"Edward wheres alice?"i asked crying.
"Their hunting i am the only one here are আপনি okay?"he asked getting worried.
"Ya...um can আপনি pick me up?"i asked still crying.
"Yes of corse where are you?"he asked.
"Im at la push dont worrie i'll walk to the line"i ব্যক্ত remembering the treaty line.
"Thank you,i'll be right there"he ব্যক্ত then hug up.
I walked to the line i was crying the hole time,when edward showed up i was still sniffling.I walked over to the car and got in,he looked at me and his eyes widened then narrowed probebly thinking what could have made me cry.He started driving i was calming down but my breaths were still sharp and quick.
"Are আপনি okay?"he asked in a low voice.
"Not really"i managed to say.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked noticeabley getting angry.
"No"i answered back,it was getting better to breath and talk now.
"Is he hurt?"he asked,he really wants to know.
"Not physically but defentally hurt"i ব্যক্ত in a low sad voice.He didnt speek.
"What hapened then?"he asked not looking at me just staring out the windsheild.
"He purposed to me"i murmered,then all of a sudden the car stoped i grabed onto the chair so i wouldnt fling forward.I looked at edward,he looked angry,sad,shocked and heartbroken and scared.The his eyes shot down to me left hand looking for a ring.
"I ব্যক্ত no"i whispered.He let out a sigh of relife but then looked at me and saw i was in pain because of what i had done to jake.
"He shouldnt have asked it,he knew i didnt feel that way he could have saved himself this pain and saved me this pain because i had to break his heart,and watch the pain overcome his face the pain i caused!"i ব্যক্ত as my voice got higher.
"Its not আপনি fault"he finially ব্যক্ত his voice sad.
"It is i ব্যক্ত no to him i broke his heart"i nearly shouted.
"But আপনি ব্যক্ত what আপনি felt and the answer to his প্রশ্ন he wanted and answer if আপনি wanted to spend the rest of your life with him and আপনি ব্যক্ত no"he ব্যক্ত to me,he was right.Then we turned into his drive way i dont care that we were going to his house as long as it was away from jake.
We went into his house and sat on the sofa,i sat stareing at nothing not saying nothing just thinking about what had just happened and how jacob must feel.Then Renesmee kicked she was sad too.
"Its okay dont worrie"i ব্যক্ত and edward looked at me wondering why i was talking to myself.
"I was talking to Renesmee not myself she calms down when i talk to her"i ব্যক্ত rubbing my stomack.
"I see,but how did আপনি know i was thinking about that?"he asked.
"Its not hard to guess i would be wondering the same thing"i ব্যক্ত laughing a bit.Then i heard:
"She can be so strange sometimes"it was edward i looked at him and he was smiling.
If i wasnt strange i would be me"i ব্যক্ত to him,he looked at me with wide eyes.
"How did আপনি know that?"asked me shocked.
"You just ব্যক্ত it"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"No i thought it"he ব্যক্ত to me.
"Oh....renesmee"i whispered.
"Maybe"he said.
"Well how else could i read your mind if it wasnt renesmee"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"I dont know it seemes to be her"he ব্যক্ত but then i got a idea.
"If renesmee can hear peoples thoughts cant আপনি hear hers"i asked.
"Maybe"he ব্যক্ত then started listening.
"Nothing its like a tinnie buzzing because your womb is protecting it"he said.
"Try moving closer"i ব্যক্ত to him,"Its okay just try"i said.
Then he moved his head up against my stomack then i heard:
"Daddy can hear me"i gasped and so did edward we both heard her edward sat up again.
"I heard her"he whispered.
"I heard her too"i ব্যক্ত to him both of us were in shock.
"I can hear whats in her head because she is a part of me,so she can read minds so when she hears someones thoughts i hear them too"i ব্যক্ত finally figuring this out.
"Yes but she only lets আপনি hear when she wants too"he whispered.
"She also feels what আপনি feel because she is a part of আপনি thats why she was upset earlier bacause আপনি were too"he ব্যক্ত
"She is very smart"i said.
"Yes she is her mind is very mature she can understand things that are very complex"he ব্যক্ত then ব্যক্ত in his mind"just like her mother".i smiled at him.
"Its going to take a while to get used to আপনি being able to hear my thoughts"he said.
"Yes"i ব্যক্ত laughing a bit.He smiled then ব্যক্ত "God i প্রণয় her laugh"then he looked up at me and i was trying not to smile.
"Darn this is going to be hard"he said.
"Now আপনি know why i am happy আপনি cant read my thoughts"i ব্যক্ত laughing.
Then everyone came in the door,then saw me and edward laughing an edward was still very close to me.
"Sorry are we interupting something"emmett ব্যক্ত then sai in his mind"As if she could do anything shes pregnant"i laughed.
"Nothing emmett"edward ব্যক্ত a bit angry about what emmett ব্যক্ত in his mind.
"Why are আপনি two so happy?"jasper asked then thought"Probebly got back together".
"No jasper we havent got back together"i said,jasper looked at me shocked.
"Oh ya,Renesmee can hear thoughts and when she hears thoughts and she wants bella to hear them well she lets bella hear"edward said.
"And i can also read renesmee's mind"he added,everyone looked shocked.
"That is amazing"carlisle said"Bella and renesmee amaze me আরো everyday"he ব্যক্ত in his head.
After that everyone was asking আরো about the baby and what she was thinking until i finally said:
"She has gone to sleep now"everyone smile so did i because i wasnt ablw to hear anyone thoughts anymore it was giving me a sore head.
"What else is wrong bella i can feel anger,sadness and আপনি also feel apologitic"jasper said.
"Oh ya something else happened today aswell"i sais to them.
"What happened now,renesmee change আপনি into something else"emmett joked.
"No,jacob purposed to me"i ব্যক্ত then everyone's eyes got wide but they all went silent.
"HA"emmett shouted,that woke up renesmee so i could hear everyones thoughts again"why did he ask that he knows he cant have her she is having a half vampire baby for goodness sake!"it was rose saying in her head but everyone elses thoughts were like that too.Then they thought"what did she say?"they all looked at my hand for ring,they sighed when they didnt see one.
"I ব্যক্ত no"i murmered.
"I'm sorry"esme said.
"how did he take it?"alice asked me.
"Not well"i ব্যক্ত then esme and alice came and sat beside me
"He was still in the same position when i left him......down on one knee"i ব্যক্ত like i was in pain because i was i had broken his heart.
"Awww bella,its okay its not your fault he shouldnt have put আপনি in that position"esme ব্যক্ত lovingly.
"I know but he looked so hurt"i whispered.
"It alright"alice ব্যক্ত then gave me a hug.
"I better go প্রথমপাতা charlie will be প্রথমপাতা soon"i ব্যক্ত to them.
"I'll bring you"edward volountered.
"Thanks"i ব্যক্ত then stood up with the help of esme.
"Cya"i ব্যক্ত to everyone.
"Cya tomorrow"they all said.
I got in edwards car and he started driving,i was feeling sad,sorry and nervous.
"Whats wrong?"edward asked i forgot when renesmee is awake she feels what i feel and edward reads her mind.
"I am nervous charlie has probebly heard what happened from billy and he is going to প্রশ্ন me about why i ব্যক্ত no and all that"i ব্যক্ত to him.
He didnt say anything until we turned up at my house.
"Yes he is going to প্রশ্ন you,sorry"he ব্যক্ত to me then sighed.
"Its okay its not youre fault"i sighed then got out of the car.
"Thank you,for everything"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Your welcome"he ব্যক্ত back to me.
"Goodbye"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Goodbye"he ব্যক্ত then i closed the door and drove off.I walked into my house and into the রান্নাঘর charlie was sitting at the টেবিল পাঠ করা the news paper.
"Hello"i ব্যক্ত to him.
"Hello"he ব্যক্ত in a dissaproving tone,ugh this is going to be a long evening.I took some খাবার out of the fridge and put it in the microwave.
"I heard about what happened today"he ব্যক্ত like it was a normal conversation.
"And...."i added on so he would continue i might aswell get this over with.
"And i think আপনি made the wrong choice"he ব্যক্ত then sighed.
"I dont think so,i am pregnant for one thing,i am going to be moving in with edward and i dont প্রণয় him so i think that is enough reasons to say no to him"i ব্যক্ত back to him and he knew i was right because my reasons were good.
"You are not going to be pregnant forever so when আপনি are not pregnant আপনি could have got married.Jacob could have moved in with আপনি instead of edward if আপনি ব্যক্ত yes,and আপনি could learn to প্রণয় him আপনি havent tried to প্রণয় him,you are always around edward he is holding আপনি back"charlie ব্যক্ত giving ulternatives to my reasons.
"No dad আপনি cant learn to প্রণয় someone it just happenes,and of corse edward is around me i am having his child i will have this child for as long as i live and edward will want to see his daughter so edward will always be in my life,and what makes আপনি think i dont প্রণয় edward?"i ব্যক্ত to him,he was not prepared for me to have answeres to his questions.
"After all he has put আপনি through আপনি still প্রণয় him"charlie ব্যক্ত shocked.I thought about what i was going to say পরবর্তি because i hadnt actually decided myself if i still প্রণয় edward so i will be telling myself aswell as charlie.
"Yes i still প্রণয় him,once আপনি প্রণয় someone it doesnt just fade away and there is nothing আপনি can do to change my mind okay charlie"i ব্যক্ত to him his eyes widened then narrowed.
"Okay"he ব্যক্ত as i gave him food.I ate my ডিনার then went up to my bedroom.I got changed and sat in my বিছানা i started listening to my cd edward made it for me when i listen to it renesmee calms down.
I fell asleep a while after that but i soon heard edward coming in y window.I didnt open my eyes i just let him come in,this was one of the ways he got to be with me and renesmee.I felt him come and lay down beside me and put his hands on my stomack:
"Dont worrie i will get your mum back even if its the last thing i do"he ব্যক্ত then kissed my stomack.
He seemes very determined maybe just maybe i will give him a chance to make up for what he has done to me.