Tell me if আপনি like this is my first প্রবন্ধ so tell me the truth.
My name is Isabella(Bella)Marie রাজহাঁস and two years পূর্বে I was faced with the worst desition of my life...I had to pick who I would marry. Edward the প্রণয় of my life who I had been with through some crazy things অথবা my best বন্ধু that I loved and that loved me Jacob.He helped me through some rough times and helped me to be happy when I was in the worst of pain.I know secrets about both of them I could never tell,and what was worse I loved both of them.When I finaly picked everyone was suprised because I pick Jacob Black,and two months laster I became Mrs.Bella Black.
Today we lay in বিছানা amrs wraped around each other.Jacob was still sleeping but I was awake listening to his হৃদয় beat,it was nice to have a boy friend অথবা a husband who had a হৃদয় beat.I just woke from a dream the wost dream I had ever had.....Edward was siting in alices room asking why I left and why I picked Jacob and thats when alice had the a vision of me coming and asking for Edward to take me back and him saying yes.Thats how my dream ended.I was happy in my dream but when I woke I was anything but.I looked at my husband who I loved but when I closed my eyes I saw Edwad who I loved even আরো then Jacob if it was posible.I began to cry thats when jacob woke up he held me tight and kissed my forhead, all I could do is lay there and let this hapen.I couldnt tell him I still প্রণয় Edward অথবা that I প্রণয় him আরো then I used to.I couldn`t just leave him but I had to know if Edward still loved me if he did then I tell him I still প্রণয় him to if not then i`d just stay with Jacob and live a happy life.
The পরবর্তি দিন called Alices cell phone she answered with a exsited"Hey Bella.No Edwards not here but I will answer your question.""Hello Alice.I`m not sure how to ask this,but does Edward still প্রণয় me?".Her voice sounded suprised when she answered but it was the answer I was hoping and wishing for,"Bella আপনি know he still loves you,he is probably the only man who can say he will প্রণয় আপনি forever and really mean it.He would do anything to make আপনি happy thats why he didnt fight for আপনি he thinks your be happier with Jacob."I sat there in shock i`ll I could say is"Alice I still প্রণয় him আরো then i`ve loved anyone before,I dont want to lose him.Were are আপনি guy`s living I need to see him but dont let him know im coming....ok?"Alice didn`t answer for a মিনিট but when she did see told me they were still at the house just outside forks."oh দ্বারা the Bella dont were a পরাকাষ্ঠা শীর্ষ অথবা you`ll fall in the mud coming up to the door go with the bule because it`s his favourite colour on you.See আপনি soon!"I got off the phone and I told Jacob I wanted to take a drive.He didnt really care so I ব্যক্ত bye and I left for Edwards house.I Put on my blue শীর্ষ just before I left and when I got there Alice was outside waiting for me."Edwards not back yet from hunting with everyone else but I called and he ব্যক্ত he`ll be back around five so about 30 মিনিট from now"I looked at her she hadn`t changed all that much other then her hair.It was longer and in pony-tail she looked great.I couldn`t wait to see Edward`s perfect face.
I looked out Alice`s Window and said"When he gets here dont think about me অথবা coming,make sure this is a suprise and tell him to go to his room" She looked at me and replied"O.K but I need to do somthing about your hair it looks like আপনি just woke up."I looked at her and she started laughing remembering I was human and it was only 10:00 in the morring so I must have just woken-up."O.K but nothing crazy!"
20 মিনিট later I was siting on edwards পালঙ্ক my hair and make-up done,wearing Alice`s jeans and my top.Thats when I saw his sliver Volvo pull in to the drve way.Alice was already outside দ্বারা now and I heard her tell Edward to go up to his room and then come back to tell her if something was different and if he liked it.He had no clue what she was talking about and দ্বারা the look on his face he couldn`t clearly read her thoughts.Now I was nervous I was in his room but why wasnt he up here yet.Was he doing this to seem human অথবা did he know I was here and doing this to bug me for not seeing him?
The door opened a মিনিট later, Edward looked at me and dropped his bags..........
To be continued if আপনি like the story so far!
My name is Isabella(Bella)Marie রাজহাঁস and two years পূর্বে I was faced with the worst desition of my life...I had to pick who I would marry. Edward the প্রণয় of my life who I had been with through some crazy things অথবা my best বন্ধু that I loved and that loved me Jacob.He helped me through some rough times and helped me to be happy when I was in the worst of pain.I know secrets about both of them I could never tell,and what was worse I loved both of them.When I finaly picked everyone was suprised because I pick Jacob Black,and two months laster I became Mrs.Bella Black.
Today we lay in বিছানা amrs wraped around each other.Jacob was still sleeping but I was awake listening to his হৃদয় beat,it was nice to have a boy friend অথবা a husband who had a হৃদয় beat.I just woke from a dream the wost dream I had ever had.....Edward was siting in alices room asking why I left and why I picked Jacob and thats when alice had the a vision of me coming and asking for Edward to take me back and him saying yes.Thats how my dream ended.I was happy in my dream but when I woke I was anything but.I looked at my husband who I loved but when I closed my eyes I saw Edwad who I loved even আরো then Jacob if it was posible.I began to cry thats when jacob woke up he held me tight and kissed my forhead, all I could do is lay there and let this hapen.I couldnt tell him I still প্রণয় Edward অথবা that I প্রণয় him আরো then I used to.I couldn`t just leave him but I had to know if Edward still loved me if he did then I tell him I still প্রণয় him to if not then i`d just stay with Jacob and live a happy life.
The পরবর্তি দিন called Alices cell phone she answered with a exsited"Hey Bella.No Edwards not here but I will answer your question.""Hello Alice.I`m not sure how to ask this,but does Edward still প্রণয় me?".Her voice sounded suprised when she answered but it was the answer I was hoping and wishing for,"Bella আপনি know he still loves you,he is probably the only man who can say he will প্রণয় আপনি forever and really mean it.He would do anything to make আপনি happy thats why he didnt fight for আপনি he thinks your be happier with Jacob."I sat there in shock i`ll I could say is"Alice I still প্রণয় him আরো then i`ve loved anyone before,I dont want to lose him.Were are আপনি guy`s living I need to see him but dont let him know im coming....ok?"Alice didn`t answer for a মিনিট but when she did see told me they were still at the house just outside forks."oh দ্বারা the Bella dont were a পরাকাষ্ঠা শীর্ষ অথবা you`ll fall in the mud coming up to the door go with the bule because it`s his favourite colour on you.See আপনি soon!"I got off the phone and I told Jacob I wanted to take a drive.He didnt really care so I ব্যক্ত bye and I left for Edwards house.I Put on my blue শীর্ষ just before I left and when I got there Alice was outside waiting for me."Edwards not back yet from hunting with everyone else but I called and he ব্যক্ত he`ll be back around five so about 30 মিনিট from now"I looked at her she hadn`t changed all that much other then her hair.It was longer and in pony-tail she looked great.I couldn`t wait to see Edward`s perfect face.
I looked out Alice`s Window and said"When he gets here dont think about me অথবা coming,make sure this is a suprise and tell him to go to his room" She looked at me and replied"O.K but I need to do somthing about your hair it looks like আপনি just woke up."I looked at her and she started laughing remembering I was human and it was only 10:00 in the morring so I must have just woken-up."O.K but nothing crazy!"
20 মিনিট later I was siting on edwards পালঙ্ক my hair and make-up done,wearing Alice`s jeans and my top.Thats when I saw his sliver Volvo pull in to the drve way.Alice was already outside দ্বারা now and I heard her tell Edward to go up to his room and then come back to tell her if something was different and if he liked it.He had no clue what she was talking about and দ্বারা the look on his face he couldn`t clearly read her thoughts.Now I was nervous I was in his room but why wasnt he up here yet.Was he doing this to seem human অথবা did he know I was here and doing this to bug me for not seeing him?
The door opened a মিনিট later, Edward looked at me and dropped his bags..........
To be continued if আপনি like the story so far!
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Some petitions have already been started on link to প্রদর্শনী Stephenie our support and to agree to not violate her right to privacy দ্বারা পাঠ করা the illegal material.
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