i diddnt know how to take Edward patience and becoming obession when i saw him waiting at my home.
I dont know what was growing inside me, but i just made me mad, and angry and wanted to lash out. Was i jealous? OMG YES I WAS! that leah girl গাউন my boyfriend!!
i'd never been a bitchy girl that seeked revenge only because i never had any reason too, but this is jacob! and i could see that there were parts of him that still wanted me, and i wasnt going to give up, i still have my chance.
Maybe she forces him... i always knew i was a very lucky girl when jacob was the one that showed interest first.
But i had a bigger connection with jacob then any other girl. where was leah there when his mother died in that crash?
অথবা stayed on the phone all night when his twin sisters left home, and left him alone with his father. He was soo close with them.
No girl could grow something আরো powerfull then that with jacob then what we already have.
Parking my truck on the pavement just outside charlies house. Slamming the door, i wouldnt say দ্বারা accident. But i expected it to wake up the entire neighbourhood, even the skeltons on their closests.
Fact: small towns have আরো secrets then anywhere else.
edward ran fast then i thought any other ordinary boy could, but he already as beautiful as a god, i bet he proberly was one and could do anything with his amazing perfection.
His perfection just made me mad, made me feel ugly, like i was be-littled দ্বারা him. Like i diddnt deserve him.
was that it? Did he think Leah was prettier then me? Was it because i wasnt quillette and she was?
Was it some relgious custom? that আপনি had to প্রণয় within the culture?

"Bella, are আপনি ok?" Edward was soft, but his lines in his অগ্রবর্তী were hard, he was like markle cracking. But he was like an angel.
OMG! why was he soo perfect. but i couldn't control it. and i wasnt particulary angry at edward himself, আরো angry at myself. But i diddnt want to admitt that losing jacob was all my fault.

"GET OFF ME! its your fault! JACOB DOESNT WANT ME ANYMORE! if আপনি hadnt liked me, GO AWAY!!! GOOO!! ok!,"
I screamed. No doubt i spat. But i didnt have control over what i was saying , i was just saying it , but it was helping me realise my angry, if that were even possible. I just wanted him back.

"IF আপনি REALLY CARE ABOUT ME HUH? THEN GO DOWN THERE AND BRING HIM BACK TO ME! MAKE HIM প্রণয় ME AGAIN!! AND WHILE আপনি AT IT, BRING MY BABY BACK TOO! its your fault!"
I wailed again in the deepth in his face, his rador was alarming and he was tangling me up in his arms, but i fought. i was afraid to meet his eyes. i could sense the hurt.
i knew i was lying. It wasnt his fault. i just wanted it to be his fault. i wanted to be sure that it wasn't my fault.
Before to long i heard charlie rushing downstairs and jogging heavily now the driveway.
"BELLA!"
Charlie was like glowing to me. he was haven. i felt like a 3 বছর old that just grazed her knee and runs over to daddy for a cuddle. then pats her hair and tells them he will চুম্বন it better.
I felt that charlie could heal this heartache.
I fell into him wrapping my arms around him tighter. i wanted to be safe, to be in spot. to stop moviing.
"Its ok edward, i sugest that আপনি just go home, shes fine, im so sorry" Charlie spoke peacefully throught my hair.
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"Bella, আপনি have to go school today! its monday! i think today আপনি should apoligise to Edward. I will call Billy today. " He ব্যক্ত on his way down the stairs. stomping hard to make sure i was awake. BUt he diddnt know i had been awake all night.
i diddnt want to go to school, nor did i even want to move. I wanted to stay in bed, warm as jacob chest was. The sheets will smells like him, from the times he stayed and we made love. Times like that made makes me think if they were even real? But really? There is nothing there to support them. My pregancy was over before it even began অথবা that it even was. so i cant really use that as evidence.
His light spteps climbed up the steps once more. softer in rythem this time. He paused in door-frame, shaking off his usual dad pose.
he solemanly paced to the side of my bed, with his eyes on the floor below, i wouldnt blame him if he diddnt want to look at me, what with me not have slept last night.
"Bella, when i হারিয়ে গেছে your mother, i couldn't nor did i know how to go on, she took আপনি too. A man cant survive without their little baby girl. আপনি were my little baby. I wanted look after you. One সেকেন্ড i was holding you, then পরবর্তি আপনি werent and there was nothing i could to get আপনি back.
Ok im not soo good at this, from a girls point of view, but being a teenager, this heal faster and the ocean of wider and deeper. I know আপনি loved jacob, but maybe it was a sign, and আপনি read it wrong. So dont be unhappy, bella, আপনি will সরানো on."
"Dad, i diddnt just প্রণয় him, i was bonded to him, he ব্যক্ত a word that fully described it, i was imprinted to him, and i think আপনি know how we were" i ব্যক্ত throught the sheets, sharing at the নেকড়ে picture that balanced on my laptop.
The wolfs eyes were brown, like jacobs.

"Hmm, well দ্বারা law, আপনি have to go to school, here i will drive you, and if i can, i will pick আপনি up early? want that?" he ব্যক্ত in a new tone. But his tone diddnt sink into my mine.
I felt like my was skin was pourless, that no emotion could come in অথবা out, i was a shell, that i could curl up in and hide away.
"No i can drive myself."


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"Bella? can আপনি hear me? "
Beep beeep beep.