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She was silent for a long moment. I calmed down. I was অভিনয় in the worst way I could - she wasn't the one who ruined everything. That was me.
“I didn’t know what to expect—but I definitely did not expect how… how… just wonderful and perfect it was.” Her voice dropped to a whisper, she looked down on my hands, looking embarrassed. “I mean, I don’t know how it was for you, but it was like that for me.”
She cared about me more, than I deserved. I lifted her chin with my finger and wanted her to meet my gaze. How could she use word ‘perfect’ অথবা ‘wonderful’ if I was hurting her body?
“Is that what you’re worried about?” I ব্যক্ত through the teeth. “That I didn’t enjoy myself?”
She didn’t look up. “I know it’s not the same. You’re not human. I just was trying to explain that, for a human, well, I can’t imagine that life gets any better than that.”
But her words made my mind recall the feeling of total happiness in that was filling my whole body and mind, before I noticed the bruises. I knew that last night was the best ever. And my lovely Bella made it such for me.
And I felt her warm body pressed to mine, sending the waves of warms through my cold skin, reaching my silent heart. For one single moment I allowed myself to believe that she was telling the truth and that she was happy about what happened and felt amazing just as I felt before I noticed her injury. But this was only for one moment. And then guilt and pain filled my soul again.
“It seems that I have আরো to apologize for.” I frowned. “I didn’t dream that আপনি would construe the way I feel about what I did to আপনি to mean that last night wasn’t… well, the best night of my existence. But I don’t want to think of it that way, not when আপনি were . . .” I heard her হৃদয় beat accelerated a little, as she met my gaze. She smiled a little:
“Really? The best ever?” she asked in a small voice.
I took her face between my hands. “I spoke to Carlisle after আপনি and I made our bargain, hoping he could help me. Of course he warned me that this would be very dangerous for you.” He was so right. “He had faith in me,
though —faith I didn’t deserve.” She wanted to protest, but I didn’t finish yet, so I put my fingers over her warm soft and swollen of my hungry kisses lips before she ব্যক্ত anything.
“I also asked him what I should expect. I didn’t know what it would be for me… what with my being a vampire.” I smiled hardly, thinking that I was damned in everything – even when I wanted to share my প্রণয় I did harm. “Carlisle told me it was a very powerful thing, like nothing else. He told me physical প্রণয় was something I should not treat lightly. With our rarely changing temperaments, strong motions can alter us in permanent ways. But he ব্যক্ত I did not need to worry about that part—you had already altered me so completely.” I smiled at this thought. I was completely different when I met Bella first time at school – I was apathetic to my life – I was alone and sure that I’ll spend this damned existence on my own, trying to be just a little better than other monsters, but knowing that there’s no heaven to me. I was regretting the day, when Carlisle changed me and the time after, when I lived away from him, killing people. I was trying to distract myself from this meaningless life দ্বারা studying, playing and creating new music, hanging out with brothers and sisters, feeling always alone, knowing that everyone in my house has his soul mate. And one দিন she came to my life and changed it completely – with her indescribable scent, চকোলেট eyes and soul of angel. I felt myself human with her. Sometimes I prayed there could be any way for me to become human again and to live human life with her. I could do everything for that. She made me completely different.
“I spoke to my brothers, too. They told me it was a very great pleasure. সেকেন্ড only to drinking human blood. But I’ve tasted your blood, and there could be no blood আরো potent than that.… I don’t think they were wrong, really. Just that it was different for us. Something more.” But though I didn’t think that she felt the way she was talking about. The bruises were very dark, what meant that most of her muscles pained. So every সরানো caused her pain.
“It was more. It was everything.”
“That doesn’t change the fact that it was wrong. Even if it were possible that আপনি really did feel that way.”
I felt her body tensed.
“What does that mean? Do আপনি think I’m making this up? Why?”
“To ease my guilt. I can’t ignore the evidence, Bella. অথবা your history of trying to let me off the hook when I make mistakes.”
She grabbed my chin and leaned অগ্রবর্তী so that our faces were inches apart. I felt her scent so intense, making my mind blurry as she started talking:
“You listen to me, Edward Cullen. I am not pretending anything for your sake, okay? I didn’t even
know there was a reason to make আপনি feel better until আপনি started being all miserable. I’ve never been so happy in all my life—I wasn’t this happy when আপনি decided that আপনি loved me আরো than আপনি wanted to kill me, অথবা the first morning I woke up and আপনি were there waiting for me.…” Her words were recalling the happiest moments of my existence.
“Not when I heard your voice in the ballet studio”—all my body tensed as my mind was filed দ্বারা the image of broken mirrors around, her head covered with blood, streaming out of wounds, her moans of pain and voice, calling me.
“or when আপনি ব্যক্ত ‘I do’ and I realized that, somehow, I get to keep আপনি forever. Those are the happiest memories I have, and this is better than any of it. So just deal with it.”
As I could read from her face, now she seemed upset and angry. That wasn’t right thing. She was my life and I was supposed to do everything to make her happy again. I couldn’t change, what I had done that night, but I had a chance to make her smile again, to make her feel great again.
“I’m making আপনি unhappy now. I don’t want to do that.”
“Then don’t আপনি be unhappy. That’s the only thing that’s wrong here.”
posted by mikaela_isabela
নমস্কার guys, a shorter chapter this time, but the পরবর্তি one will be back in bella's POV...enjoi!

I should have known how Alice and Esme would react.
When we entered the house, they were waiting for us ready to pounce. Esme was the closet to the door.
“What happened?” her voice was thick with worry. My head was still spinning from what Bella ব্যক্ত to reply to her.
She took in my expression and I could hear the panic running through her mind.
What happened?
Carlisle answered her calmly, but with a sad edge to his voice.
“Seth was filling us in on what happened while we were away…” he hesitated...
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Do আপনি like this kind of stories?
Actually, I’m not obsessed wih vampires, but I really liked this story.

How do আপনি describe Bella?
She’s a strong character. It’s easy to relate to her and প্রণয় her from the start.

Did আপনি meet with Stphenie Meyer?
She was very involved with the production of the movie, she checked the script with Catherine and she loved it. She joined us while filming, but just for fun, she never got too involved.

What was it like working with Robert?
It was really cool, he’s a great actor. In this movie he plays the ideal man. I don’t think আপনি can find a guy like...
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As soon as Edward heard this, he rushed to Jasper’s side and helped him up. On Jasper’s other side was Emmett, who was now helping his brother up too. A tear rolled down Alice’s cheek. I never knew ভ্যাম্পায়ার অথবা অতিপ্রাকৃতিক creatures could cry. This meant that something was really wrong. I put my arm around Alice.
“Get Jasper upstairs as fast as আপনি can,” Carlisle said.
Emmett and Edward nodded and rushed Jasper upstairs to Edward’s room. Alice pulled my arm away and started heading toward the stairs. Carlisle stopped her.
“You four stay here,” he said. I knew he was referring...
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posted by mrsblack_1089
The glare of the sun woke me; I had to shield my eyes from its brightness. A bright glitter just out of the corner of my eye caught my attention. I turned my head towards it.
"Gah!" I jumped a foot and slamming into the headboard. I rubbed my head. "Aunt Alice! What are আপনি doing here?" "You sleep forever!" she complained. "I've been waiting for ages to talk to you! Did আপনি take sleeping pills অথবা something? Never mind, it's over with. But why didn't আপনি tell me?!?!" she demanded, glaring at me. I was still groggy and my head ached. "Tell আপনি about what?" "You know." she glared pointedly at...
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I had an original প্রবন্ধ that was like 8 pages that ব্যক্ত my opinion on every single scene (lol) but I decided to shorten it and put it up here ;D. Ummm... I'm pretty critical, but please don't bash me if আপনি don't agree. This is simply my opinion. It's not like it even matters... হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ

One Word: Disappointment. If anyone asked me to describe the movie to them, that is what I would say. It was a disappointment. And, I think that's a generous statement for how awful it was.
(Now, to the people that loved the twilight movie, I'm sorry I don't agree with you. But, again, don't get really angry......
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Okay, I just got back from watching Twilight the movie... and just let me tell আপনি I am not a happy camper. I mean, I didn't expect the movie to be as good as the book, DUH! The book was AWESOME. The movie, on the other hand left me questioning, "What were they thinking!?!".

Let me just say, there was ALOT of stuff left out of the movie. And the things they did put in it was not comparable to the book.

I should mention that I laughed alot... which might be a good thing if this movie were a comedy, but it wasn't.

Here are just a few things that really bothered me (These are my first impressions...
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posted by Leightonfan
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

How can I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But আপনি won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
I used to know আপনি so well.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But আপনি think that I can't see
What kind of man that আপনি are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I প্রণয় আপনি so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts আপনি can't...
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I just finished পাঠ করা Breaking Dawn and all I can say is WOW!!! I thought it was really good...for the most part. There is some stuff about it that bothered me. Below are my many opinions on the book.

First of all...I adored the Jacob section. I thought it was so sweet and sad. I loved when he was imagining Bella pregnant with his child and how he was upset that Seth had his arm around her. I liked it when he told Quil that he didn't see the faces of other girls anymore. All his chapter titles were great...my পছন্দ were 'Why didn't I just walk away? Oh right, because I'm and idiot.' and...
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Eclipse is my least favourite, which means I'm only mildly obsessed with it.

I agree that Jacob needs to imprint and find his own girl (or if he chooses, his own guy). I still like Jacob, he just has big problems.

I think Bella does প্রণয় Edward more. (A lot more.) Although since her প্রণয় of Edward is possibly the truest of true loves, that doesn't mean she doesn't প্রণয় Jacob with enough power to light up all of Washington. It just means it isn't enough to overpower her প্রণয় of Edward, which (since I already used the electricity metaphor) could light up all of Earth and then some.

We know Bella...
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