It's the middle of the night, and I keep tossing and turning. Why though? Back in Phoenix ; I never had bad dreams. But coming to Forks, makes everything a living nightmere. A vivid; nightmere. The dream... it looks so real. I am running to reach something, অথবা someone, but the person keeps disappearing when I reach her, অথবা him. Just like that the mysterious stranger runs, and in a blink of an eye, he's gone. I don't realise, but I'm screaming in agonising pain. Also, I feel someone is watching me. It can't be Charlie. Then who is it? I am in too much pain from the dream to notice, but then my ears hears something. A sweet humming sound, like a lullabye. I don't know where it's coming from, but now I feel better to dream a happy fantasy. I am still figuring out why Edward hates me, but in my dream, I can't see him, but I can feel his precense. It seems all too real. And with that, I woke up with a start to see him. Am I still dreaming? I turned on my bedside light, but suddenly, he was gone...
The very পরবর্তি day, I felt extreamly tired because of the dream. I wish I could sleep in and miss school, but (unfortunatly;) I have to go. I was of too a very slow start, so I washed my face with cold water. That woke me up abit. It feels, I was taking forever to get dress, so I skipped breakfast; so I won't be late. As I got out the front door, Edward was waiting দ্বারা his car. "Need a ride?" He offered poiletly. I was confused. I hope I am not still dreaming. "Ok... whats the catch?" What could I say? It's hard to tell if this is still real অথবা fake. He chuckled. Wow, I amuse him for once. "No catch, I was driving anyway, but when আপনি came out; it seems আপনি were tired, so I might aswell offer a lift." That was so kind of him so I couldn't refuse. "Well yeah আপনি can say that again, so Ok. I might aswell take আপনি up on the offer." I mumbled.
It was mostly a silent ride till he asked me a question. "So why are আপনি really tired then?" Of all the things to ask and he ask me that?! Can't say I blame him for wanting to know. I decided to say something. "I know this is stupid, but I had a bad dream. But then when I woke up, I thought আপনি were there and I wasn't sure it was a dream. My head has been অভিনয় up lately." I ব্যক্ত in a light joking sound. "But, why do আপনি think I was there?" He questioned. "I'm not exacly sure." I replied. "Were আপনি dreaming about me?" He joked with a chuckle. "No." I lied. He had a smile on his face and it was abit annoying to see it. "Wait, why are আপনি offering a lift? I thought আপনি hate me. আপনি ব্যক্ত we couldn't be বন্ধু because it's too dangerous." I qouted back what he said. "I know what I said; but the truth is; I'm giving up. I don't care, we can be বন্ধু but it is still dangerous though." I felt some hope when he ব্যক্ত that. "Ok. I guess it could work." I told him. I wish we can be something more; but at least it's a start.
Aggh! I thought the bad dream would go away, but new; vivid ones keep replacing the. I keep screaming wit pain, but I feel I can't say without being scared. I am a 17 বছর old girl who still has nightmeres like an 8 বছর old. Will it ever go away? Then,(in the middle of my screaming pain,) a glacier hand touched me. So cold I thought. But is it real? "Bella, are আপনি ok?" The velvet voice asked. Was he an অ্যাঞ্জেল অথবা something, trying to chase the horrible nightmeres away? It wasn't but it was Edward. After all the sleepless nights, I couldn't be bothered to wonder if it was real অথবা not, so I assumed it was a dream. "Edward what are আপনি doing here?" I whispered. I was still painting from the screaming, but we stared into eachothers eyes. He bent down till his face was close to mine. And with that our lips met. I wish it was real, but I think it was my imagination. After; we finished kissing, he whispered so lightly with a smile, "get back to sleep." And he hummed me a lullabye I recognised... It was him! It was his voice. He was the one who I felt was watching me. But why? I will try to speak to him tomorrow to get some উত্তর straight.