Chapter 4
Once we get to the house, I looked around everywhere. Making sure Charlie অথবা anyone is not around hiding on the outskirts of my home. After I made sure it was safe, I unbuckled and gathered my stuff ready to blot inside my নিরাপদ home. Edward got out of the car, I noticed. He was opening my door for me. I gathered all of my আবর্জনা and was ready.
    “Are আপনি alright to walk?” he asked. While he asked the questionable question, He grabbed all of my things out of my arms. I didn’t answer. “Are আপনি okay to walk, Bella?” He asked again, after a few minutes. I just nodded my head. I got up out of the car to have my knees give out and fall into 2 very strong, comforting arms, which belong to my beloved, Edward.
    “Now, I guess the klutz Bella from awhile পূর্বে is still here. Go figure. Now are আপনি going to let me carry আপনি অথবা are আপনি going to be stubborn and force you?” He asked calmly. He was hiding the fact that he was about to start laughing at any moment.
    “Stubborn. There is no way I am going to allow আপনি to carry me up the stairs. I can walk myself thank আপনি very much.” I sighed. “Plus আপনি have all of that stuff in your arms. We wouldn’t want everything to fall down while going towards the building. Now would we?” I said, smiling. I feel as though I won though the feeling was soon taken away.
    After a few seconds, he took at his cell phone dialing a number and pressed send. I just stared at him and he just smiled at me, telling me I just lost.
    “Hey, Emmett.” He ব্যক্ত into his phone. He listened to whatever Emmett ব্যক্ত and answered his question. “Yes, we are outside. Though I kind of need your help bring up some of this stuff from the party.” He said. He listened to what Emmett ব্যক্ত while still smiling at me. “Well of course I have Bells with me. No the reason why we haven’t gone up yet is because Bella is having a hard time walking without falling. That is why I need আপনি to bring up the stuff, while I grab her.” He said, obviously very annoyed. He listened to everything Emmett had to say then he hung up his phone with a quick bye bro.
    After a few মিনিট Emmett came down stairs with a huge smile on his face. He grabbed everything out of Edwards’s arms and আরো from the car. Emmett took off right after taking the stuff. I got no hug, no নমস্কার bells. Nothing. It kind of hurt that my teddy bear, my sort of older brother didn’t say hi অথবা even see me here. Though before I could over think anything Edward grabbed on to my legs and my lower back and lifted me up against his chest. He picked me up like I weighed nothing instead of 102 pounds. It was kind of scary but in not a frightening me way. On the way I fell asleep from all the stress and break downs today in my safety place.
    
    I woke up a couple hours later with the noise of two people talking out in the living room. They weren’t very loud but my house echoes from not having a lot of stuff around. I started to figure out the voices better they were Emmett and Jasper. Though where were Edward and the girls? I felt the বিছানা সরানো and I froze automatically thinking it was Charlie. I was afraid to look scared that it will be the one person I scared of most. That is until the person started to talk and pulled me into their arms and I felt নিরাপদ automatically like a switch.
    “Bella, my sweet innocent Bella.” A smoothing voice spoke. “Why must আপনি go through so much pain?” He spoke with pain that mirrors my own. “Why didn’t আপনি tell me?” he spoke. “Why did আপনি keep it from me?” He spoke again “Bella, I could have helped you. I could have stopped Charlie” Spoke the voice; I would know my whole life. I decided then to “wake up” from my pretend sleep.
    “Edward?” I asked my voice full of sleep. “I am sorry.” I said, full of sadness. “I didn’t mean for আপনি to find out the way আপনি did” I said, regret filled my tone. “I wanted to tell once we got home, not when I fell asleep” I said, I really need to stop sleep talking. He looked at me with a small amount of tears covering his eyes and cheeks. I reached and wiped them away for him.
    “My, Bella, it is fine. Though I would liked to of known when this was going on and not 2 years after. Though, I would still like to hear the rest of the story if আপনি are still willing to tell me.” He sighed and I sighed. “So I can help.” He said, looking up at me with nervousness covering every inch of his eyes. “Bella, my sweet Bella. আপনি scared me today and it made me believe that I need to man up and finally tell আপনি how I feel. I প্রণয় আপনি Bella. I have for a very long time. I just couldn’t spit it out every time I was going to tell you. I প্রণয় আপনি Bella.” He stated, he looked almost scared, like I was going to reject him. I sat up and took his hand into mine and I simply kissed him with everything I had.
    After a few মিনিট we বিভক্ত করা up trying to breath. He looked happy and I am very positive that I have the same look on my face and I don’t care what I look like. I am happy
    “You don’t know how long I have been waiting to চুম্বন and for আপনি tell me” I stated after I caught my breath. “I guess the saying Better late than never woks right now. I have loved আপনি ever seen moved to forks, Washington all those years ago.” I said, my tone full all the প্রণয় I feel for this man sitting পরবর্তি to me. “As for telling আপনি the whole story, I can do that but your parents need to know. So that they can know why their kids were always lying to cover for me.” I said. I felt horrible for not telling আপনি them and for endangering their kids all those years and even now I am still endangering them.
    “God am I glad আপনি ব্যক্ত that.” He said. He pulled me into his lap and picked me and started to carry us out to the living room. I was about to reject about it and that I could walk but for once I didn’t. I felt নিরাপদ and protected and loved. The right kind of love, it feels so unmoral and foreign to me but I like it.
    “Let’s go into the living room and রান্নাঘর to figure out who is here and who isn’t. Then I will tell my infamous story of my child hood.” The part that haunts me every দিন of my life and that is my whole child hood.