So yeah, I'm back! I know who read my stories want to kill me because I didn't update like months,but I'm sorry and no I will not update those story's, maybe someday when my mind will be in এমো স্টাইল side I will XD
Warning! This অনুরাগী fiction contains a lot curse words.
I'm standing in the parking lot 30 মিনিট till first lesion starts and there is no one around. Which really surprised me.
I looked up into the sky which was cloudy and I felt cold breeze mixed with snow in my face. I closed my eyes and deeply breathed in. I liked the snow it felt like nothing else in entire world it's beautiful then আপনি look at it but cold them আপনি touch it.
I always felt that snow is part of me. When I was little I cried because I thought that snow didn't like my house thats why it disappear when I carry it inside. And every দিন I would carry snow to my room just to watch it disappear in my carpet and every time I felt like I হারিয়ে গেছে the game and I wanted revenge. I carried snow all month, but my Mom find out and locked me in the house. But I would sit in the living room and watch the snow disappear from the ground দিন দ্বারা day. When it was completely gone I didn't cry I turned my back to the field where মাস পূর্বে was snow দুর্গ and walked away promising myself that other বছর I will get snow i my room and it will not disappear.
I smiled of that memory. I was stubborn child, getting one but losing all. Sometimes I wondered if I have a curse অথবা something because I always failed everyone. Even now I believe that I'm like a snowflake still in the falling, but when somebody would touch me I would disappear in their skin and leave water all around it. The problem is that I didn't try to get back into snowflake, I just waited there in someone skin to help me. But it never did.
I heard annoying noise in my left which shake me from my thoughts. My eyes find the sound blamer and that was Bella fucking Swan, my freaky biology partner. I rolled my eyes when she tried to get out of her truck mumbling something. I sighed and walked into the school.
People smiled at me when I was passing by, for unknown reason they are doing this all the time. I didn't talk to anybody expect from my family and biology partner, so that secret smile thing creped the fuck out of me many times.
I glared at the boy who stepped into my way, and smiled at me like he deserve a fucking medal for it. He tried to mask his fear, which cosed him my death glare. "Get the fuck out of my way" I hissed and passed him. Sometimes Forks annoyed me in the no fucking end, because of peoples shitty thinking. I heard snickering around me when I passed that guy, why anybody would find that shit funny? I just ব্যক্ত him to get out of my way what's so funny here? because it is Forks I thought to myself.
My first class was biology, that was a class where I talked most. Literally most of the day. I sit in my আসন and get my shit on the stool. রাজহাঁস was late like always. How she can get late was not in my brains obviously. I saw her like ten মিনিট ago, I could ride প্রথমপাতা and here in those ten minutes, but she didn't even get to the fucking class. Something obviously wrong with her.
Five মিনিট later she ran in the class all flushed of ruining, silently apologizing to the teacher she sit in her আসন পরবর্তি to me.
She was pissed it was obviously, her brown eyes was full of anger and I couldn't help but chuckle. She looked like a little kitten mad over her tale. She glared at me which cosed me hysterical laugh. I heard a loud thud which distract me ad I looked up into the teacher which was glaring at me.
"MR. Cullen could আপনি share with us what's so funny?" he asked, his eyes silently demand to fight with him. My smile fell, now I glared at him
"Why the fuck I would do that?" I harshly asked. I saw how his eyes changed, he didn't espect this to happen. He tried to smile and get this shit like a joke but আপনি just can't mess with Edward Cullen.
"I hope আপনি will silent yourself Cullen others students want to study here" he said,I looked around to the people around me. One was playing game boy, other one was chatting with his friend, I even saw one girl painting her nails. Yeah people are studding "Eyes to the board peoples" teacher shrieked" I silently snickered. My head turned to the রাজহাঁস which was staring at me with blank expression in her face.
"Why do আপনি say that to the teacher?" she asked turning her head o the board. I was silent few মিনিট thinking of my accuse, I didn't mean to insult teacher, that was the last thought in my brain.I didn't mean to scare him either.
"I thought that he have no rights to get in my shit and demand me to say whats my problem was" I thought again and noded myself because that was the right answer. She started writing.
"So why আপনি say so harsh those things?" she whispered, like anybody gives a flying fuck what we're talking about. I sighed turning my head to the teacher, who was লেখা in his journal with sick smile in his face. How could I explain what I feel when I don't know what I feel? When I come to biology class my thoughts goes crazy and everything starts to annoy me. But when রাজহাঁস talks I just get all hypnotized and shit how passionate. Yeah passionate I snickered in my thoughts.
I can't help and be harsh on those who tries to interrupt our silence, talk, laugh অথবা other thing we're doing. I bet if she find this shit out she would run into the fucking hills screaming.
"I just born this way" I ব্যক্ত and tried to act cool. I felt her looking at me so I turned my head to her and our eyes met. And fuck her eyes are beautiful, like a চকোলেট and দগ্ধ শর্করা all sparkling and shit how tempting. My eyes darted to her lips and I felt my breath catching in my throat when she licked them. Her lips looked so kissable in this moment that I felt my head coming closer and closer to it.
"SWAN!" I heard teacher scream, Bella's eyes shade into the horror and I felt myself going fucking angry. How dare he interrupt such a peaceful moment? I closed my eyes, breathing in sharply and turned my head to him. I opened my eyes, I felt how they fucking burned with anger.
"What?" I asked through clenched teeth. Teacher didn't looked in my way he looked to Bella with serous expression in his face
"I was asking for রাজহাঁস not Cullen" he ব্যক্ত calmly not a সেকেন্ড looking away form Swan. I clenched my fist seeing how he eyed Bella with a fucking masochist grin playing in his lips. It wasn't good, I heard some rumors about him, he have a lot bad shit going in his life.
"Yes?" Bella's voice was so small that it fucking scared me so I darted my eyes to her afraid that she might cry, but I saw serous look on her face which didn't even go with her voice.
"Can আপনি please stop tempting Cullen?" He asked and I literally heard him whisper 'whore'. Class was like in a fucking zoo park everybody laughed and I stared at Bella, she slowly darted her eyes to her notes, her eyes looked sad and she was almost to the tears.
And that was fucking it, he annoyed me all those damned years. He was like a ইঁদুর going in my busyness with Bella. always interrupting with his fucking grin which I always wanted to rip out off his face.
"WHO DO আপনি THINK আপনি ARE?" I didn't mean to yell at all, but my voice didn't mind my brains which was telling me to go low and scary. It didn't affect him, his eyes was like a fucking glued to Swan. All room felt silent, I even heard a fucking pen dropping to someones desk
"I'm, teacher Cullen what's your problem?" he just literally rip out his eyes off the রাজহাঁস and glued with mine. his eyes burned into mine, and if he was trying to scare me he jumped not on that person.
"You're my fucking problem" I snapped "You can't talk with students this way" you motherfucker. He laughed, like fucking maniac and I wanted to high five his face so bad that it was taking all my strength to stop myself from doing it.
"You're in my cabinet Cullen what I want, that I do" he hissed, his laugh stopped suddenly how it began "So if আপনি don't like it get out"
Now that hit a spot so deeply that I stand up and lowered my voice so that even I was scared for myself
"You're fucking nothing just a piece of shit if আপনি talk this with a fucking girl" I heard gasps around me, like it was a fucking প্রদর্শনী parade অথবা something.
"Cullen sit down o-" he started
"Don't আপনি CULLEN me" I yelled at him "I'm not you're dump fucking student অথবা a girl who আপনি can order around so get a fucking thought what I'm saying because পরবর্তি time" I narrowed my eyes at him "i fucking stab আপনি if আপনি say something like that to রাজহাঁস অথবা other chick" I growled and garbed my shit which was lying on the মল placed exactly beside me. I thankfully looked at Swan, she just smiled at me softly and mouthed silent thank you.
With a smile I walked in the directors cabinet she smiled