I ran out the front door and to my truck. Today Jacob would not get away with ignoring me again. Today is the দিন that I would get the উত্তর that I have wanted for over the past week.
This time I was not shaking on the way to La Push. This time, I had something to prove. And being nervous would not help the cause. I had to prove that no girl should be treated the way that Jacob has been treating me lately.
This time I pulled up to his house swelling with confidence. I stood tall as I walked to the door, and knocked on it three times. My confidence just got knocked out of me when Jacob opened the door. I was really expecting Billy to answer the door. I did not plan to have the encounter this early. I thought I would have আরো time to plan it out the way that I wanted the confrontation to go.
And he looked so different! I mean, I could tell that it was him, but he was huge! Like an adult. I couldn't stop staring at him for that reason.
"Um...." Jacob said, breaking the silence.
I was seriously considering turning around and running for my life at this point. But I was all ready here and I didn't want to make a fool out of myself.
I couldn't think of anything to say.
"So.. um, আপনি look, uh, different. Taller," is what I finally stuttered out. It was the best that I could do. Anyway he should be the one to start talking, not me.
"Yeah... Bella, we have to talk. Would আপনি like to come in?" Jacob finally ব্যক্ত after some আরো silence.
"Sure," I made it short so he wouldn't realize how suddenly nervous I was.
Jacob sat down on a পালঙ্ক in the living room, and I sat on the one opposite of him.
"Bella, I am going to make this short and simple. I think we should see other people," Jacob ব্যক্ত while staring into my eyes.
I had to look away to make sense of what he just said. So he wasn't going to tell me that he is a werewolf?
"Why?" I finally said.
"Well, we are young and we should get to know other people, that's all," Jacob replied easily.
I looked at him again. He did change. Probably because of the werewolf transformation. So, he was probably trying to protect me from himself. I could change his mind. Easily. I mean, ভ্যাম্পায়ার are my best বন্ধু so why can't my boyfriend be a werewolf?
"Jacob, Alice told me about আপনি being a werewolf. আপনি don't need to protect me from yourself. I know আপনি won't hurt me," I said, and when I looked up he was shaking violently.
"Alice told you?" he practically growled.
"Yes," I answered.
"What did she tell আপনি about werewolves?" he ব্যক্ত almost controlling the shaking.
"She ব্যক্ত that আপনি can transform into a নেকড়ে form. She ব্যক্ত আপনি may be dangerous to be around. But if আপনি can get your temper under control then I'm fine. She ব্যক্ত something about a treaty, because আপনি are the ভ্যাম্পায়ার natural enemy. She ব্যক্ত there was আরো but, she did not tell me anything else about you, she didn't tell me much," I replied rather quickly.
"She didn't say anything about when a werewolf impr- I mean, really that all?" Jacob said, sounding like he was hiding something.
"Yeah, that's all," I said, not caring about what he was hiding.
"Oh. Well I still think that we should see other people," Jacob said, while looking down.
"Oh, I see. I guess I should leave then," I said, wanting to get out before I completely broke down.
I got up and practically ran for the door. I heard Jacob try to say something but I didn't catch what he said. And I didn't care. I ran to my truck. Although I was running, the tears came before I made it to my truck. It was hard to drive through the tears. I was thinking about pulling over, but I really just wanted to get home, now.
Great. Charlie is home, probably for lunch, it's only about ten. I didn't have it in me to pull myself together for when I got in the house.
"Bella, what happened, are আপনি hurt?" Charlie asked very frantically.
"Jacob just broke up with me and I just want to be alone," I ব্যক্ত before running up to my room.
I sat on my বিছানা at I just could not stop the tears.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
My cell was ringing. Probably Alice. But I couldn't talk to her right now, I couldn't talk to anyone so I just turned my phone off. I would apologize to Alice later and she would understand.
Charlie did not bother checking on me. He was probably afraid to. For the first time I was happy that tomorrow was Monday and I would have school . Something to keep my mind off of Jacob. For today, I would probably lay in my বিছানা and cry.
This time I was not shaking on the way to La Push. This time, I had something to prove. And being nervous would not help the cause. I had to prove that no girl should be treated the way that Jacob has been treating me lately.
This time I pulled up to his house swelling with confidence. I stood tall as I walked to the door, and knocked on it three times. My confidence just got knocked out of me when Jacob opened the door. I was really expecting Billy to answer the door. I did not plan to have the encounter this early. I thought I would have আরো time to plan it out the way that I wanted the confrontation to go.
And he looked so different! I mean, I could tell that it was him, but he was huge! Like an adult. I couldn't stop staring at him for that reason.
"Um...." Jacob said, breaking the silence.
I was seriously considering turning around and running for my life at this point. But I was all ready here and I didn't want to make a fool out of myself.
I couldn't think of anything to say.
"So.. um, আপনি look, uh, different. Taller," is what I finally stuttered out. It was the best that I could do. Anyway he should be the one to start talking, not me.
"Yeah... Bella, we have to talk. Would আপনি like to come in?" Jacob finally ব্যক্ত after some আরো silence.
"Sure," I made it short so he wouldn't realize how suddenly nervous I was.
Jacob sat down on a পালঙ্ক in the living room, and I sat on the one opposite of him.
"Bella, I am going to make this short and simple. I think we should see other people," Jacob ব্যক্ত while staring into my eyes.
I had to look away to make sense of what he just said. So he wasn't going to tell me that he is a werewolf?
"Why?" I finally said.
"Well, we are young and we should get to know other people, that's all," Jacob replied easily.
I looked at him again. He did change. Probably because of the werewolf transformation. So, he was probably trying to protect me from himself. I could change his mind. Easily. I mean, ভ্যাম্পায়ার are my best বন্ধু so why can't my boyfriend be a werewolf?
"Jacob, Alice told me about আপনি being a werewolf. আপনি don't need to protect me from yourself. I know আপনি won't hurt me," I said, and when I looked up he was shaking violently.
"Alice told you?" he practically growled.
"Yes," I answered.
"What did she tell আপনি about werewolves?" he ব্যক্ত almost controlling the shaking.
"She ব্যক্ত that আপনি can transform into a নেকড়ে form. She ব্যক্ত আপনি may be dangerous to be around. But if আপনি can get your temper under control then I'm fine. She ব্যক্ত something about a treaty, because আপনি are the ভ্যাম্পায়ার natural enemy. She ব্যক্ত there was আরো but, she did not tell me anything else about you, she didn't tell me much," I replied rather quickly.
"She didn't say anything about when a werewolf impr- I mean, really that all?" Jacob said, sounding like he was hiding something.
"Yeah, that's all," I said, not caring about what he was hiding.
"Oh. Well I still think that we should see other people," Jacob said, while looking down.
"Oh, I see. I guess I should leave then," I said, wanting to get out before I completely broke down.
I got up and practically ran for the door. I heard Jacob try to say something but I didn't catch what he said. And I didn't care. I ran to my truck. Although I was running, the tears came before I made it to my truck. It was hard to drive through the tears. I was thinking about pulling over, but I really just wanted to get home, now.
Great. Charlie is home, probably for lunch, it's only about ten. I didn't have it in me to pull myself together for when I got in the house.
"Bella, what happened, are আপনি hurt?" Charlie asked very frantically.
"Jacob just broke up with me and I just want to be alone," I ব্যক্ত before running up to my room.
I sat on my বিছানা at I just could not stop the tears.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
My cell was ringing. Probably Alice. But I couldn't talk to her right now, I couldn't talk to anyone so I just turned my phone off. I would apologize to Alice later and she would understand.
Charlie did not bother checking on me. He was probably afraid to. For the first time I was happy that tomorrow was Monday and I would have school . Something to keep my mind off of Jacob. For today, I would probably lay in my বিছানা and cry.
ok ppl i KNOW i havent written in a while....school ended and i started work...then i went away and then came back and then went away and now im gonna be aaway AGAIN for a couple of days...sorry i havent written and let my অনুরাগী down...i will be working aagin and then school will start and then i will try to finish where i left off...thank u for the constant "please write আরো messages" it shows ur support but i WILL NOT BE লেখা UNTIL MID-SEPTEMBER...so PlEaSe...i WILL go back to লেখা but not now cuz im VERY busy and dont have time to write...again thank u too ALL my অনুরাগী and sorry i havent written sooner...heyyyyyy just_bella! luv ya my nerd-pirate-dork!...thanks everyone...ill write আরো নবীকৃত তথ্য if i plan to write sooner! THANK U ALL! <3
Newcomer to the Twilight saga, Jamie Campbell-Bower, dished to এমটিভি about why New Moon will have a PG-13 rating. It isn't all because of shirtless hunks Taylors Lautner and Robert Pattinson, but due to some good lookin' naked guys:
" 'We just all sit there, completely naked, for one scene," revealed "New Moon" actor Jamie Campbell Bower, talking about a racy moment that was added into the upcoming film. "Yeah, it's me, Michael Sheen and Christopher [Heyerdahl]; we just sit there, naked'...
In actuality, the scene has a fully clothed Carlisle visiting the Volturi in Italy, only to locate Aro, Caius and Marcus in a bathhouse. 'It's a full-body shot, and then Peter comes in, and it all gets a bit awkward,' Bower said. "[Carlisle] is clothed completely. They're bathing in sort of a Roman bath kind of thing.' "
" 'We just all sit there, completely naked, for one scene," revealed "New Moon" actor Jamie Campbell Bower, talking about a racy moment that was added into the upcoming film. "Yeah, it's me, Michael Sheen and Christopher [Heyerdahl]; we just sit there, naked'...
In actuality, the scene has a fully clothed Carlisle visiting the Volturi in Italy, only to locate Aro, Caius and Marcus in a bathhouse. 'It's a full-body shot, and then Peter comes in, and it all gets a bit awkward,' Bower said. "[Carlisle] is clothed completely. They're bathing in sort of a Roman bath kind of thing.' "