I hate you

But I just can’t seem to break you

Do I want আপনি here?

Do I want আপনি gone?



Everyone says your such a tease

But not to me

Are আপনি real?

Are আপনি fake?



Do I need to be

With this drama queen

আপনি spout lies

No truth to be found



Why am I still

Trying to see the good in you?

Is it worth it?

Should I listen to them?



They tell me to go

Before I’m a victim

Of আপনি mighty undoing

I won’t fall



I’ve made a promise

Can I keep it?

Will I leave?

Will I remain?



Promises

Sins

They all appear

The same



Lies

Sentences

Preach the

Difference



I’m listening to you

I can’t break you

I’m falling now

No one to catch me



Do I leave now

That I’ve fallen

Are আপনি worth my time?

Am I worth this pain?



God, help me choose

For this is not my decision

Any longer

I’ve put my faith in my despair



Now প্রদর্শনী me the answer

Tell me what to do

Do I stay

অথবা do I leave you?