I don't know what to think of waking up practicially every ঘন্টা except for this: 'Why the hell does this happen?!' I was seariously exhausted and I hardly slept. Apperiently the twins are hourly alarm clocks অথবা something because thats what it feels like. Once they fell asleep once again I got my chance. I layed down on the পালঙ্ক and yawned. I only had 12 hours of sleep,oh an hourly basis one ঘন্টা per every two. I finally fell asleep yet again. They were quiet for two hours this time up until the boy started crying. I groaned and stood up exuhausted. I walk to him. "Whtas wrong baby? Huh?" Asking him as I take him out of the backet and rock him slowly. He still fussed and he started kicking me. "Ow!" I ব্যক্ত wincing as he did. He got me square in the chest.'Why do শিশুরা have a strong kick?!' I ask myself holding him with one arm rubbing my chest with the other. I hear his stomach growl and sigh, I sit down and nurse him. At first it seariously hurt because I never did this before. After a few মিনিট it stopped
"You better now sweetie?" I ask as he finally stops and I fix my শীর্ষ and bra. He looked tired now so I hummed a lullaby and rocked him. Shortly after he was sound asleep. Sighing in relif I lay him beside his sister and she starts crying. I pick her up and look. "now whats the matter?" I ask holding her close to me. She stops as soon as I pick her up. 'She likes being held' I think to myself walking around with her in my arms. She smiled softly and I smiled back still holding her. Her eyes started drooping and thats when a knocking,,....more of a banging came at the door. She and her brother started crying and I groaned. This is not what I needed to start a morning. I was up since midnight and only slept 2 hours. I answered the door and realized.........This..........This was family.
"You better now sweetie?" I ask as he finally stops and I fix my শীর্ষ and bra. He looked tired now so I hummed a lullaby and rocked him. Shortly after he was sound asleep. Sighing in relif I lay him beside his sister and she starts crying. I pick her up and look. "now whats the matter?" I ask holding her close to me. She stops as soon as I pick her up. 'She likes being held' I think to myself walking around with her in my arms. She smiled softly and I smiled back still holding her. Her eyes started drooping and thats when a knocking,,....more of a banging came at the door. She and her brother started crying and I groaned. This is not what I needed to start a morning. I was up since midnight and only slept 2 hours. I answered the door and realized.........This..........This was family.
this is my first story that i made on here i'm still decideing if i want to make আরো of this book অথবা not i am still decideing on a tittle name.please do not hesitate to criticize i need it.thank আপনি <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I Taylor Ann Smith was not happy.I was very mad.How dare them! i thought angrily to myself.how dare them decide who i marry!.this all happened when i came down for breakfast."Good morning mother,good morning farther."i ব্যক্ত happily.Mother was cooking eggs and টোস্ট while father was waiting."Hello darling"said Mother cheerfully as she sat a plate of eggs and টোস্ট in front of me."good morning taylor" farther answered. his plate."what's happening today?"i asked still eating."well.. mom started looked unconfertable...we decided who আপনি were to marry"."What!" i cried almost chocking on my food.
Glance the other way
Rip your হৃদয় out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
আপনি know nothing!
Yet আপনি pretend আপনি do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
আপনি told me once
I told আপনি twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
অথবা remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left অথবা right?
Up অথবা down?
Wrong অথবা right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer
Rip your হৃদয় out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
আপনি know nothing!
Yet আপনি pretend আপনি do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
আপনি told me once
I told আপনি twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
অথবা remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left অথবা right?
Up অথবা down?
Wrong অথবা right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer