The bus shudders on the rough dirt road. Us living in the middle of nowhere, it's kinda hard to get to our house via bus. I wipe away a tear, I wasn't crying, just a যেভাবে খুশী tear. I lean অগ্রবর্তী and tell the bus monitor to let me off here. She gives me a look, but yells and the bus driver to stop. I collect my heavy bags, and walk out. I start running. I hear the bus turn around, but I just keep running. My bags clang against me, knocking me over several times. I just get up and keep on running. I kneel down, getting dirt all over my trousers. I vomit into the dirt, my lunch of সালাদ and an কমলা রস splattered along the side of the road. I wipe my mouth, vomit again and then get up. I never stop running. I vomit several times, Bt keep on running. Never mind it is almost half a kilometer to get home. Never mind I'm running fast against an empty stomach. Never mind anything. I just keep on running. A car comes. I lean over and vomit. "You okay?" My neighbour's voice calls. I nod, and continue to run. All through this, I cry. I cry and cry and cry. The tears drip off my face and leave little tracks in the dirt. I think about him. I think about his cruel ways, the way his বন্ধু teased me. The way it hurt. A বৃক্ষ stratches me. I know I look a mess. I keep on running, vomiting, crying, thinking. I even scream. I fall over lots. I never stop. I just keep on running. I see the gates. I keep on running. I vomit once অথবা twice. I never stop running. I enter the gates. I never stop running. I vomit near a car. Instead of going to my house, I run to my friend's. I ring the doorbell, and I hear a voice. "Coming!" She yells. She opens the door, smiling. "Holy shit. What happened?" She asks. She ushers me in. I run to the bathroom and vomit again. "He.. He..." I manage to stutter before passing out.
I wake up a week later in bed, dressed in white. My mother stares at me with forlorn, worried eyes. "What happened?" I ask. She merely collapses.
I wake up a week later in bed, dressed in white. My mother stares at me with forlorn, worried eyes. "What happened?" I ask. She merely collapses.
I remember the দিন I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for আপনি love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place আপনি could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with আরো আগুন then আপনি could ever imagine.
আরো passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the দিন I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real বাস্কেটবল coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for আপনি love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place আপনি could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with আরো আগুন then আপনি could ever imagine.
আরো passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the দিন I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real বাস্কেটবল coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
অথবা I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told দ্বারা hidden scars
Unable to প্রদর্শনী themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
অথবা I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told দ্বারা hidden scars
Unable to প্রদর্শনী themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
Ms. Farogonda asked for the winx to come down to her office. when the winx reached ms. farogonda's office she told them that diana wants to speak wth one of you. she didnt tell me who but she told me to pick two extras. ms. farogonda can i go, bloom asked her. flora will be going along with musa and aisha ms farogonda told them. hmph bloom pouted, can we at least go with them bloom ব্যক্ত quikly. fine all of আপনি girls can go and im bringing the specialist. ok stella ব্যক্ত in a sing song voice. lets go ব্যক্ত the winx. they met the RF boys outside and went in the owl. winx: WINX BELIEVIX
AT THE মর্দানী স্ত্রীলোক
flora: let's get going
aisha: see ya winx
bloom: meet back here in an ঘন্টা k
ok bloom musa said
( diana appears in front of them)
GUARDS take them away
what??!
(to be continued)
AT THE মর্দানী স্ত্রীলোক
flora: let's get going
aisha: see ya winx
bloom: meet back here in an ঘন্টা k
ok bloom musa said
( diana appears in front of them)
GUARDS take them away
what??!
(to be continued)
Tears,
a combination of helplessness and anger,
a combination of joy and gratitude.
what different meanings it holds!
sometimes of love,
sometimes of hate.
with what different feelings we cry!
but those tears are the same.
they dwell inside the eye,
ready to attack,
the peace of our heart.
to flood the face,
with undoubted প্রণয় and care,
with undoubted anger and hate,
with undoubted pain and despair.
pain? yes, and despair too!
the breakdown of our heart,
the dawn of the truth,
leading to flood the face,
with our sentiments undoubted.