"Hello." "Hey long time no talk." "Yea, no, kidding." "Why, do আপনি call today?' "Well, আপনি know I just need help finding my best friend." "Don't worry sweetie আপনি found him. He miss আপনি tons." "Really, I wish he knew how much I miss him." "Sweetie, he does. Just remember to smile for him for he smiles for you." "I smile everyday because I know he care about me. Does he want to hear my new poem?" "He always wants to hear your sweet writing."
I have been very lonely since my best friend left me here, in this grove of trees. The ঘাস has turned brown and the gravel road is now mud. We no longer wave to each other as we pass each other’s homes, places that felt so নিরাপদ just a few months ago.
They told me never to give up on them so I haven't. I will never give up on finding my best friend. They may be in the city অথবা out on the lake, but when I call, they always answer.
I sit here in this grove of oak trees, down this muddy road and দ্বারা a patch of dead ঘাস watching the sun go down in the west and all I am is waiting on the person I call my best friend.
Going to the bar দ্বারা myself is now the new normal Saturday night. The bartender knows me there. She pours me another shot and tells me that I am on number five. She tells me that she can tell I am trying to heal a broken হৃদয় অথবা a হারিয়ে গেছে friendship. I nod and tell her she is right, along with that I ask for another and she better make it a double.
My hopes and dreams of finding my best friend get হারিয়ে গেছে in the rumble of everyday life. Someday I will find them and I will never let them go.
"Sweetie, why do আপনি feel like আপনি have হারিয়ে গেছে me?" "Maybe, because I have. We used to have our weekly meetings দ্বারা these trees and now I catch a glimpse of আপনি as আপনি drive by." "I ব্যক্ত I was sorry, but for now this is all I can do." "Honey, I get a call once a মাস and never get a warm hug." "I promise আপনি will find your best friend soon and how I know this is because I am your best friend.”
I have been very lonely since my best friend left me here, in this grove of trees. The ঘাস has turned brown and the gravel road is now mud. We no longer wave to each other as we pass each other’s homes, places that felt so নিরাপদ just a few months ago.
They told me never to give up on them so I haven't. I will never give up on finding my best friend. They may be in the city অথবা out on the lake, but when I call, they always answer.
I sit here in this grove of oak trees, down this muddy road and দ্বারা a patch of dead ঘাস watching the sun go down in the west and all I am is waiting on the person I call my best friend.
Going to the bar দ্বারা myself is now the new normal Saturday night. The bartender knows me there. She pours me another shot and tells me that I am on number five. She tells me that she can tell I am trying to heal a broken হৃদয় অথবা a হারিয়ে গেছে friendship. I nod and tell her she is right, along with that I ask for another and she better make it a double.
My hopes and dreams of finding my best friend get হারিয়ে গেছে in the rumble of everyday life. Someday I will find them and I will never let them go.
"Sweetie, why do আপনি feel like আপনি have হারিয়ে গেছে me?" "Maybe, because I have. We used to have our weekly meetings দ্বারা these trees and now I catch a glimpse of আপনি as আপনি drive by." "I ব্যক্ত I was sorry, but for now this is all I can do." "Honey, I get a call once a মাস and never get a warm hug." "I promise আপনি will find your best friend soon and how I know this is because I am your best friend.”
I don't believe you.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what আপনি give me?
Why did আপনি break up with me?
I don't understand.
আপনি were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And আপনি left me.
আপনি abandoned me.
Why did আপনি dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, আপনি leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what আপনি give me?
Why did আপনি break up with me?
I don't understand.
আপনি were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And আপনি left me.
আপনি abandoned me.
Why did আপনি dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, আপনি leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
When আপনি hope,
আপনি expect and wish,
আপনি have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
আপনি don’t want them killed,
Hope makes আপনি stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to আপনি in life,
Sometimes আপনি need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
আপনি and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire আপনি হৃদয় out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
আপনি know what আপনি want,
Keep hoping till the END……
আপনি expect and wish,
আপনি have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
আপনি don’t want them killed,
Hope makes আপনি stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to আপনি in life,
Sometimes আপনি need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
আপনি and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire আপনি হৃদয় out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
আপনি know what আপনি want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Temporary Home
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are দেবদূত who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to সরানো on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before আপনি can say “Thank you” অথবা “I প্রণয় you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They চুম্বন our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are দেবদূত who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to সরানো on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before আপনি can say “Thank you” অথবা “I প্রণয় you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They চুম্বন our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.
বন্ধু Are Forever,so I thought.
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
বন্ধু don't back stab you.
বন্ধু don't talk behind your back অথবা be pissed off at আপনি when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all বন্ধু for never.
When we need to go back to being বন্ধু FOREVER!
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
বন্ধু don't back stab you.
বন্ধু don't talk behind your back অথবা be pissed off at আপনি when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all বন্ধু for never.
When we need to go back to being বন্ধু FOREVER!
This is written about the perfect silence only found in the dead of night, and the feelings it inspires.
The শিরোনাম comes from the বিবরণ a friend of mine gave when we were stuck in the middle of nowhere at midnight and I found it sort of beautiful.
Enjoy (I hope) :)
Weighted air and winking stars,
darkness draped, tension wrought.
This night, this hour, is ours.
Silence chimes unspoken thoughts
that choke my mouth.
Silver moonbeams in glittering outline
surround you, and in our youth
this night, this hour, we intertwine.
I'd প্রণয় to hear what আপনি like অথবা hate.
Thanks for reading.
DietCokeGirl
The শিরোনাম comes from the বিবরণ a friend of mine gave when we were stuck in the middle of nowhere at midnight and I found it sort of beautiful.
Enjoy (I hope) :)
Weighted air and winking stars,
darkness draped, tension wrought.
This night, this hour, is ours.
Silence chimes unspoken thoughts
that choke my mouth.
Silver moonbeams in glittering outline
surround you, and in our youth
this night, this hour, we intertwine.
I'd প্রণয় to hear what আপনি like অথবা hate.
Thanks for reading.
DietCokeGirl