Shaun
I'd pretended not to know anything. I tried to get over her, but I couldn't. It was too painful. It was too difficult.
I still blamed myself. I always would.
I did like she asked, I finished college. I moved to New York after graduation to begin my career as a child psychologist. I'd graduated early. Worked harder than was necessary. Ignored everything not school-related. Had a successful job interview. Accepted into a private practice.
I was miserable.
I still had to keep living; I knew I had to. I was twenty three when I moved there.
Twenty three when I decided to watch small children play in a park in the hope of learning something new.
She never failed to surprise me. Not ever.
I'd pretended not to know anything. I tried to get over her, but I couldn't. It was too painful. It was too difficult.
I still blamed myself. I always would.
I did like she asked, I finished college. I moved to New York after graduation to begin my career as a child psychologist. I'd graduated early. Worked harder than was necessary. Ignored everything not school-related. Had a successful job interview. Accepted into a private practice.
I was miserable.
I still had to keep living; I knew I had to. I was twenty three when I moved there.
Twenty three when I decided to watch small children play in a park in the hope of learning something new.
She never failed to surprise me. Not ever.
as if আপনি gave me a choice
everything about আপনি i loved
all other feelings aside i shoved
on your every word i hung
and even among
a crowd, only আপনি i see
nowhere else i would rather be
these feelings for you, that are kept inside
i can no longer hide
everything about আপনি i admire
আপনি are all i desire
so kind, so sweet, so passionate
everytime our eyes met
my হৃদয় would race
while looking at your smiling face
full of buety, life, and joy
with my emotions আপনি play like a toy
like a wild beast, my emotions cannot be tame
and i don't even know your name
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would আপনি do?
Would আপনি cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
অথবা go into silence until the very end...
Would আপনি প্রণয় the ones আপনি hate the most অথবা be the person আপনি hide?
Would আপনি pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would আপনি try and keep the sun from setting as your last দিন ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else আপনি say as আপনি close your eyes.
