CHAPTER ELEVEN:
OCTOBER 30, 1995:
The sun rises over Crystal Falls; the chill of the autumn wind fills the air outside. ভ্যাম্পায়ার hate the cold. As I ponder what to do, Danny lies asleep on the couch, still unconscious. The effects of my blood have taken a toll on him. I ponder whether to continue my investigation at the high-school. Doing so would put Harold at great risk. Yet, somehow I think পাইক has plans for the students. I look at the calendar. It is the thirtieth, the দিন before Halloween. Halloween, the anniversary of the দিন I made my first kill. I reminisce once আরো into my past.
ALBANY NEW YORK, OCTOBER 31, 1850:
It had been three weeks since I had left my father behind, I still think about him every day, but I know deep down that returning to Crystal Falls would put him in danger, not from Pike, but myself also. I have been filled with the same hunger I felt the দিন I last saw him. Ordinarily, it would’ve taken months to get across the county, but পাইক had a super sonic speed that I learned I also had. As I wander the dirt roads of Albany, the cool autumn air fills my lungs. I am far আরো sensitive to the cold. This I had learned after my transformation. পাইক was out on a hunt. I have been able so far to feed off of animals, which I didn’t even kill, yet at the same time, I never seemed to be satisfied in my thirst. পাইক had told me that it would only be satisfied দ্বারা human blood. Yet I had refrained from feeding on people, an achievement I am proud of, under the circumstances. But I knew, as পাইক had told me, it was inevitable that I would lose control. I just knew I would put it off as long as I could stand it. Yet, I had no idea how much longer it would be. পাইক returned earlier than usual to the কেবিন we were residing in, and as soon as I saw his face, I knew he was excited, আরো so than usual. I had learned over the past three weeks the only thing that excited him was blood and death. He liked killing just for the sake of it. “Ash. I got আপনি a present.” He said, grinning. “I don’t want any present আপনি have to give.” I mutter. পাইক smiles. Just look outside.” Of course, I have already known what awaits me out there, and I hate পাইক for it. I can smell a dying man outside. He is young, in his twenties. I hear him gasping for breath. “I’m not going to do it.” I say. পাইক shrugs, and walks outside. Then, he does something surprising. Something that shocks even me. He brings in the young man, and I am shocked at what I see, his neck is ripped open, and he is barely alive. He will be dead soon. This I know. পাইক grins at me, and scoops up a pool of the man’s blood in his hand. পাইক holds the blood out towards my face. I am overwhelmed. I NEED it, but I have to resist it, it’s what he wants me to do. I suddenly begin to lose control, I feel my teeth growing larger. In a last ditch effort to keep control, I swat his hand away. Blood splatters all over the cabin. পাইক picks the man up with ease, and holds him towards me. “Now Ashley, আপনি ARE going to suck this man dry. Because that’s what we do. Face it Ash, you’re a monster, and আপনি always will be. The feeling is unbearable, but I continue to fight, still, the sight of the blood, gushing down his neck… I feel the warmth of it… The feeling overwhelms me, but I can’t turn away, I know the smell itself will drive me to madness. পাইক grins, and I hate him for what he’s doing. Before I realize it, I am biting into the man’s throat. I feel the taste of his blood as it goes down my throat. I black out, the পরবর্তি thing I know, I am on the floor. I have blood all over my clothes. পাইক sits in a chair. “I buried him. Don’t worry, they’ll never find the body, অথবা should I say what’s left of it.” He says smiling. I shutter. পাইক stands. “C’mon. There’s something we have to do. Before we leave Albany.” I am in shock. “What?” পাইক smiles. “We’re going to kill someone that is a threat.” He says. “Then, if আপনি still want out… I’ll let you.”
He says. I shutter, and blood continues to drip from my mouth.
CRYSTAL FALLS: OCTOBER 30,1995:
7:23 AM:
My memory ends. I know the পরবর্তি part, and know it won’t be pleasant, but I know it’ll pop up sooner অথবা later. I decide not to go to the school. Harold’s safety if my prime concern. I have no idea how big a mistake I am making.
OCTOBER 30, 1995:
The sun rises over Crystal Falls; the chill of the autumn wind fills the air outside. ভ্যাম্পায়ার hate the cold. As I ponder what to do, Danny lies asleep on the couch, still unconscious. The effects of my blood have taken a toll on him. I ponder whether to continue my investigation at the high-school. Doing so would put Harold at great risk. Yet, somehow I think পাইক has plans for the students. I look at the calendar. It is the thirtieth, the দিন before Halloween. Halloween, the anniversary of the দিন I made my first kill. I reminisce once আরো into my past.
ALBANY NEW YORK, OCTOBER 31, 1850:
It had been three weeks since I had left my father behind, I still think about him every day, but I know deep down that returning to Crystal Falls would put him in danger, not from Pike, but myself also. I have been filled with the same hunger I felt the দিন I last saw him. Ordinarily, it would’ve taken months to get across the county, but পাইক had a super sonic speed that I learned I also had. As I wander the dirt roads of Albany, the cool autumn air fills my lungs. I am far আরো sensitive to the cold. This I had learned after my transformation. পাইক was out on a hunt. I have been able so far to feed off of animals, which I didn’t even kill, yet at the same time, I never seemed to be satisfied in my thirst. পাইক had told me that it would only be satisfied দ্বারা human blood. Yet I had refrained from feeding on people, an achievement I am proud of, under the circumstances. But I knew, as পাইক had told me, it was inevitable that I would lose control. I just knew I would put it off as long as I could stand it. Yet, I had no idea how much longer it would be. পাইক returned earlier than usual to the কেবিন we were residing in, and as soon as I saw his face, I knew he was excited, আরো so than usual. I had learned over the past three weeks the only thing that excited him was blood and death. He liked killing just for the sake of it. “Ash. I got আপনি a present.” He said, grinning. “I don’t want any present আপনি have to give.” I mutter. পাইক smiles. Just look outside.” Of course, I have already known what awaits me out there, and I hate পাইক for it. I can smell a dying man outside. He is young, in his twenties. I hear him gasping for breath. “I’m not going to do it.” I say. পাইক shrugs, and walks outside. Then, he does something surprising. Something that shocks even me. He brings in the young man, and I am shocked at what I see, his neck is ripped open, and he is barely alive. He will be dead soon. This I know. পাইক grins at me, and scoops up a pool of the man’s blood in his hand. পাইক holds the blood out towards my face. I am overwhelmed. I NEED it, but I have to resist it, it’s what he wants me to do. I suddenly begin to lose control, I feel my teeth growing larger. In a last ditch effort to keep control, I swat his hand away. Blood splatters all over the cabin. পাইক picks the man up with ease, and holds him towards me. “Now Ashley, আপনি ARE going to suck this man dry. Because that’s what we do. Face it Ash, you’re a monster, and আপনি always will be. The feeling is unbearable, but I continue to fight, still, the sight of the blood, gushing down his neck… I feel the warmth of it… The feeling overwhelms me, but I can’t turn away, I know the smell itself will drive me to madness. পাইক grins, and I hate him for what he’s doing. Before I realize it, I am biting into the man’s throat. I feel the taste of his blood as it goes down my throat. I black out, the পরবর্তি thing I know, I am on the floor. I have blood all over my clothes. পাইক sits in a chair. “I buried him. Don’t worry, they’ll never find the body, অথবা should I say what’s left of it.” He says smiling. I shutter. পাইক stands. “C’mon. There’s something we have to do. Before we leave Albany.” I am in shock. “What?” পাইক smiles. “We’re going to kill someone that is a threat.” He says. “Then, if আপনি still want out… I’ll let you.”
He says. I shutter, and blood continues to drip from my mouth.
CRYSTAL FALLS: OCTOBER 30,1995:
7:23 AM:
My memory ends. I know the পরবর্তি part, and know it won’t be pleasant, but I know it’ll pop up sooner অথবা later. I decide not to go to the school. Harold’s safety if my prime concern. I have no idea how big a mistake I am making.
I sat alone.
No one came up to me, none asked if anything was wrong.
I sat alone.
In the corner, where everyone saw but no one noticed.
I sat alone.
I had no friends, I was not ‘cool’ enough for them.
I sat alone.
No one knew my mother had just died from cancer, no one cared.
I sat alone.
Surrounded দ্বারা my thoughts, but no people. দ্বারা my words, but no friends.
I sat alone.
Until a girl came and sat দ্বারা me.
I sat with a girl.
She turned to me and smiled warmly, “Hello.”
I sat with a friend.
No one came up to me, none asked if anything was wrong.
I sat alone.
In the corner, where everyone saw but no one noticed.
I sat alone.
I had no friends, I was not ‘cool’ enough for them.
I sat alone.
No one knew my mother had just died from cancer, no one cared.
I sat alone.
Surrounded দ্বারা my thoughts, but no people. দ্বারা my words, but no friends.
I sat alone.
Until a girl came and sat দ্বারা me.
I sat with a girl.
She turned to me and smiled warmly, “Hello.”
I sat with a friend.
