Ok, sorry for not লেখা আরো sooner but I wasn't home! Ok... so thanks to patrisha727 for the help...
Thanks to Emmett4ever as always for that first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
"Daniel's POV"
I'll wait for you... I promised আপনি that, I promised myself that and I'm keeping my promise... But, please, find a way to let me know that আপনি are all right...
Find a way to keep my hope up...
I staied প্রথমপাতা for three days... Waiting for any letter from her. I just needed to know that she was safe...
I never went down, unless for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hadn't talk to my father since our argument, and, altough, he tried to communicate I just couldn't bring myself to forgive him.
Suddenly, I heard knock on the door, ansious for any news of Catherine I got up and almost run to the door...
"Are there any letters for me?" I asked to my surprised mother.
"Ohh I'm sorry, Daniel, but there aren't any... I just came to your room because Charles is downstairs and asked to talk to you." My mother said.
Charles was my best friend since chilhood, but until I got any news from her I just couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone.
"Could you, please, tell him that I'm not getting any visits?" I knew my mother wouldn't let this go. She couldn't stand seeing me like this, it hurted her almost as much as it did me.
"Please, Daniel! You've been locked here for three days. I know that she will write to you, but আপনি can't be locked here until she does. Go out with Charles, if any letter from her arrives I will bring it to your room and when আপনি get back আপনি can read it." I knew that she was serious and I couldn't see her hurting so I got up and went downstairs to Charles.
"Hey, there. I was thinking we could go for a walk. What do আপনি say, mate?" Charles asked. He was happy to see me. He had try, during these three days, to make me come and talk to him; and now I was here.
"Sounds great, Charles" I answered.
We got out of the house and started walking. I didn't knew where we were going but Charles seemed to know so I just followed him... We walked in silence for a few মিনিট until Charles broke the silence:
"How are you? I know that আপনি probably don't want to talk about it, but if আপনি do... আপনি know I'm here for আপনি right?"
"I know! It's just that my father doesn't understand, আপনি know? He wants me to let her go... To continue my life like I never met her, like all those moments with her were nothing... I can't do that!"I tried to stay calm, but I had been angry with my dad for a while now, so দ্বারা the end of the sentence I was almost screaming.
"I get that... I couldn't imagine my life without Beatrix. She's everything to me!" Charles and Beatrix were together for almost as long as me and Catherine, we thought that it would be fun to introduce the two of them. I had already met Beatrix, her best friend, and she had already met Charles, so one দিন we arranged for them to meet.
It was like প্রণয় at first sight. They had been together since and fortunatly for them, their parents accepted their love.
"You're lucky... I wish my dad would get it! How would he feel if someone told him that my mother had to go to another country and that he couldn't see her? I just need her to find a way to talk to me, to send me something, I just need to know she's safe." I did my best to controle myself and this time I didn't scream.
"I know, but she will get it! Maybe she already sent a letter, but আপনি know that it takes time for male to get here from Europe! We're here..." I wanted to believe that, I wanted to get প্রথমপাতা and have a letter from her waiting for me; but... wait what did he meant দ্বারা "We're here"?, I looked around and I realised that we were at the park where we used to get together with our friends. They were all here, waiting for us, I didn't know why but I was a bit happy to see them. It was like old times, the only difference was that she wasn't there. But I had promised her that I would be with our বন্ধু for both of us... I couldn't promise that I would laugh like she had ask me but I would be with them... That would help with the sadness, অথবা at least I hoped for that!
We spent all time together, just relaxing, enjoying each others company. I enjoyed it, I hadn't been with them for too long and I was sorry for that... I wished that they would forgive me, and for my satisfaction they did. I couldn't have asked for better friends, she had left me such good people to help me and for that I was really thankfull to her!
As the night started to come I went home, Charles asked me if I wanted him to come with me but I told him it wasn't necessary. I needed to think... Think about life, about my father, about her letter, about her...
She had asked me to be with her parents, to make them see how much I loved her, but right now I hated them so much that I couldn't even see their faces. I needed to talk to my father, I couldn't stay mad with him forever, I couldn't let this come between us...
I got প্রথমপাতা and it was empty, but I didn't care, I ran to my room and oppened the door...
Right in that সেকেন্ড I thank my mother, she had kept her promise. Right on শীর্ষ of my বিছানা there was a letter. I looked at the তারিখ and it was dated of three days ago, it took three days to get here, but it came... I ripped it open and started to read it:
"Angel of my forever...
It seems that it's been an eternity since we last talked, since I last saw your beautiful face...
I see your face every সেকেন্ড of the দিন in mind but I can not make justice to your beauty...
Send me all the দেবদূত in heaven and I'll still look for আপনি in the meadle of the crowd...
আপনি must be thinking how I'm লেখা to you, so I'll let আপনি know that my aunt is a saint. She's allowing me to write to you, I couldn't have asked for better. I might be traped in hell, because আপনি are not with me, but at least I can take confort on the fact that I can communicate with you, my love...
So much to say but I don't have words to put it...
Know that I প্রণয় you, that আপনি are always in my হৃদয় and that we WILL be together soon enough...
Putting Beethoven's words into my heart:
...Remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours...
As always:
Remain mine forever... Remain in my heart...
I'm forever yours... You're forever mine...
Shine for me, lead me back to you....
Love, Catherine"
I was so thankfull... To her aunt, to her, to the world... I had my প্রণয় back, I had my hope back!
Hope আপনি like it:D
Thanks to Emmett4ever as always for that first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
"Daniel's POV"
I'll wait for you... I promised আপনি that, I promised myself that and I'm keeping my promise... But, please, find a way to let me know that আপনি are all right...
Find a way to keep my hope up...
I staied প্রথমপাতা for three days... Waiting for any letter from her. I just needed to know that she was safe...
I never went down, unless for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hadn't talk to my father since our argument, and, altough, he tried to communicate I just couldn't bring myself to forgive him.
Suddenly, I heard knock on the door, ansious for any news of Catherine I got up and almost run to the door...
"Are there any letters for me?" I asked to my surprised mother.
"Ohh I'm sorry, Daniel, but there aren't any... I just came to your room because Charles is downstairs and asked to talk to you." My mother said.
Charles was my best friend since chilhood, but until I got any news from her I just couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone.
"Could you, please, tell him that I'm not getting any visits?" I knew my mother wouldn't let this go. She couldn't stand seeing me like this, it hurted her almost as much as it did me.
"Please, Daniel! You've been locked here for three days. I know that she will write to you, but আপনি can't be locked here until she does. Go out with Charles, if any letter from her arrives I will bring it to your room and when আপনি get back আপনি can read it." I knew that she was serious and I couldn't see her hurting so I got up and went downstairs to Charles.
"Hey, there. I was thinking we could go for a walk. What do আপনি say, mate?" Charles asked. He was happy to see me. He had try, during these three days, to make me come and talk to him; and now I was here.
"Sounds great, Charles" I answered.
We got out of the house and started walking. I didn't knew where we were going but Charles seemed to know so I just followed him... We walked in silence for a few মিনিট until Charles broke the silence:
"How are you? I know that আপনি probably don't want to talk about it, but if আপনি do... আপনি know I'm here for আপনি right?"
"I know! It's just that my father doesn't understand, আপনি know? He wants me to let her go... To continue my life like I never met her, like all those moments with her were nothing... I can't do that!"I tried to stay calm, but I had been angry with my dad for a while now, so দ্বারা the end of the sentence I was almost screaming.
"I get that... I couldn't imagine my life without Beatrix. She's everything to me!" Charles and Beatrix were together for almost as long as me and Catherine, we thought that it would be fun to introduce the two of them. I had already met Beatrix, her best friend, and she had already met Charles, so one দিন we arranged for them to meet.
It was like প্রণয় at first sight. They had been together since and fortunatly for them, their parents accepted their love.
"You're lucky... I wish my dad would get it! How would he feel if someone told him that my mother had to go to another country and that he couldn't see her? I just need her to find a way to talk to me, to send me something, I just need to know she's safe." I did my best to controle myself and this time I didn't scream.
"I know, but she will get it! Maybe she already sent a letter, but আপনি know that it takes time for male to get here from Europe! We're here..." I wanted to believe that, I wanted to get প্রথমপাতা and have a letter from her waiting for me; but... wait what did he meant দ্বারা "We're here"?, I looked around and I realised that we were at the park where we used to get together with our friends. They were all here, waiting for us, I didn't know why but I was a bit happy to see them. It was like old times, the only difference was that she wasn't there. But I had promised her that I would be with our বন্ধু for both of us... I couldn't promise that I would laugh like she had ask me but I would be with them... That would help with the sadness, অথবা at least I hoped for that!
We spent all time together, just relaxing, enjoying each others company. I enjoyed it, I hadn't been with them for too long and I was sorry for that... I wished that they would forgive me, and for my satisfaction they did. I couldn't have asked for better friends, she had left me such good people to help me and for that I was really thankfull to her!
As the night started to come I went home, Charles asked me if I wanted him to come with me but I told him it wasn't necessary. I needed to think... Think about life, about my father, about her letter, about her...
She had asked me to be with her parents, to make them see how much I loved her, but right now I hated them so much that I couldn't even see their faces. I needed to talk to my father, I couldn't stay mad with him forever, I couldn't let this come between us...
I got প্রথমপাতা and it was empty, but I didn't care, I ran to my room and oppened the door...
Right in that সেকেন্ড I thank my mother, she had kept her promise. Right on শীর্ষ of my বিছানা there was a letter. I looked at the তারিখ and it was dated of three days ago, it took three days to get here, but it came... I ripped it open and started to read it:
"Angel of my forever...
It seems that it's been an eternity since we last talked, since I last saw your beautiful face...
I see your face every সেকেন্ড of the দিন in mind but I can not make justice to your beauty...
Send me all the দেবদূত in heaven and I'll still look for আপনি in the meadle of the crowd...
আপনি must be thinking how I'm লেখা to you, so I'll let আপনি know that my aunt is a saint. She's allowing me to write to you, I couldn't have asked for better. I might be traped in hell, because আপনি are not with me, but at least I can take confort on the fact that I can communicate with you, my love...
So much to say but I don't have words to put it...
Know that I প্রণয় you, that আপনি are always in my হৃদয় and that we WILL be together soon enough...
Putting Beethoven's words into my heart:
...Remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours...
As always:
Remain mine forever... Remain in my heart...
I'm forever yours... You're forever mine...
Shine for me, lead me back to you....
Love, Catherine"
I was so thankfull... To her aunt, to her, to the world... I had my প্রণয় back, I had my hope back!
Hope আপনি like it:D
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
আপনি try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so আপনি could feel better,
so আপনি could be free.
Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.
Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?
Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
আপনি need to be prepared.
Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.
Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...
The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.
When আপনি look at the night sky, what do আপনি see?
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When আপনি stop and listen to the wind, what do আপনি hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When আপনি feel the sun on your back, what do আপনি think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When আপনি hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my হৃদয় and soul, drifting on and on.
When আপনি look at me, what do আপনি see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When আপনি stop and listen to the wind, what do আপনি hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When আপনি feel the sun on your back, what do আপনি think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When আপনি hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my হৃদয় and soul, drifting on and on.
When আপনি look at me, what do আপনি see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
Its too dark
Too dark to see what is going on
Tripping over the couch
Slamming into the wall
stepping on the remote
It was too dark
The undone dishes
The scattered roses
The broken picture
My broken heart
It was too dark
Believing it would change
That he would change
A Waste
A waste of my time
My Effort
The “No Messages” left on my phone
It was too dark
It was too dark to see what had happened
Too dark to try to fix things
Its just too dark
Someone turn on the light
That light bulb in my head of what Ive done wrong
Its too dark
Too dark to see what is going on
Tripping over the couch
Slamming into the wall
stepping on the remote
It was too dark
The undone dishes
The scattered roses
The broken picture
My broken heart
It was too dark
Believing it would change
That he would change
A Waste
A waste of my time
My Effort
The “No Messages” left on my phone
It was too dark
It was too dark to see what had happened
Too dark to try to fix things
Its just too dark
Someone turn on the light
That light bulb in my head of what Ive done wrong
Its too dark
Pain!!
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xxxxx
please if আপনি need advice, just try it.
the new Dear Annie
xxxxx
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