This one is for just_bella, let go of the bad moments, hon! We need to enjoy the present, look out for the future and let the past in the past... Don't forget, but don't let it control you:D
Thanks to patrisha727, emmett4ever, and everyone for the support:D
"Catherine's POV"
The sun may shine through the day, the moon may light up the night but I'm still in the dark, I'm still looking for my shining light to guide me out of this misery, out of the dark...
Until our পরবর্তি rendezvous, I send আপনি a million kisses... Do not send me any back for they set my blood into flames...
Ever yours...
Three days passed... I had asked Emily how many days it took to get a letter to the US and she told me three so the letters would be arriving today...
I hadden't done much these days. I practically only been at প্রথমপাতা অথবা at the park in front of the house.
I got up, took a shower, got dressed and went to the kitchen. Emily was there, I was surprised because I thought that she would be at work দ্বারা now.
"I have the দিন off. I thought আপনি would like to visit the city..." She ব্যক্ত clarifying my mind.
"I would প্রণয় to, are আপনি sure I won't disturb you?" I did wanted to make her to lose her দিন of with me.
"Of course not, and like this আপনি will know the city and you'll be able to walk alone when we aren't here" She said.
"Ohh, ok! If I won't disturb you, then it would be wonderfull to visit the city" I answered.
"All right, then! I had promised আপনি to take আপনি to the university's library, hadn't I?" She asked.
"Yes, আপনি did!" I responded.
"So lets start with that" We finish breakfast and went out.
We got in a bus, Emily explained me that it was hard to circulate inside the down town in a car, an went to the Universaty. It was easy for us to enter seeing that she worked there...
I had never seen a লাইব্রেরি so beautiful... It was like it was cover with gold, it seemed to send light from everywhere. The shelves were covered with the most beautiful books, some with centuries all very well preserved and wondrously arranged in the shelves.
Emily gave me a card and ব্যক্ত that I could come here whenever I wanted I just had to প্রদর্শনী the card...
After the লাইব্রেরি we went to visit the Law Building, it was where the lawyers were taught, it was beautiful as well not as refined as the লাইব্রেরি but beautiful as well.
We ended the morning doing the rest of the buildings: we visit the Medecine building, the Arts building, etc.
We went to lunch in a little restaurant in a little রাস্তা hidden deep in the হৃদয় of the city, the people were so nice, it was like everyone knew everyone...
দ্বারা the end of the দিন we had almost visited all the down town and a bit of the higher parts of the city. We went home, it was getting late and Afonso would be arriving in a bit and we needed to get ডিনার ready...
Emily ব্যক্ত that I didn't need to help but I wanted to help, they had done so much for me and I wanted to return all their kindness. It was nice to just be there, talking and making dinner:
"So... How did আপনি meet Afonso?"
"Ohhh well... Afonso was on the last বছর in the Law faculty and I had just started working in the library. As আপনি saw the Law building is really close to the library, and one দিন I was walking to work, my hands were full of paperwork..." She started to laugh, yhinking about that good moment..."Suddenly, I felt myself bumped against someone. I looked up and saw two beautiful চকোলেট brown eyes looking at me... He helped me gather my paperwork and helped me up! We've been together since them..." She explained.
"That's so beautiful... I wished that I could been with Daniel, I really miss him..." I started to dream awake with Daniel, his eyes looked at me from my dreams...
"I know it must be hard for আপনি to talk about it, but if আপনি don't mind telling me about him..." She asked.
"He's everything to me... Not behing able to see him these days, breaks my heart! He has বাদাম eyes, he has dark brown hair beautifully arranged in hundreds of tiny curls, his lips are so beautiful that they seem to scream চুম্বন ME... We first met near my house, I was coming প্রথমপাতা from school but I had stopped in the market first to pick up an errand for my mother. I heard a sound behind me and when I turned around I saw a drunk man looking at me with an expression of desire. I knew I needed to run from him so I just let everything in the floor and ran away from there... I was about 50 meters from প্রথমপাতা when I bumped..." At this moment she started to laugh, I was wondering why she was laughing when I realised that it was really similar to her metting with Afonso. I started to laugh as well but kept telling my story."... when I bumped to Daniel. I knew, right then, that we were meant to be together, but then my parents force me to came here and here I am, missing him..."
"You'll be together again... Don't worry. I really don't know why your parents thought that sending আপনি to me would make আপনি guys give up... First: I'm a romantic, I will always help people finding love; and second: even I that only knew about your প্রণয় can see that yours is a strong love, it's not easy breaking a প্রণয় like yours!" She said, reassuring me.
That night we sat in the living room until really late... We kept talking about their first years as a couple, and I kept telling them about Daniel and me... I was glad to being able to talk to them... To let all the pain get out of my chest. But when I got to my room and got to বিছানা his face filled my dreams...
Thanks to patrisha727, emmett4ever, and everyone for the support:D
"Catherine's POV"
The sun may shine through the day, the moon may light up the night but I'm still in the dark, I'm still looking for my shining light to guide me out of this misery, out of the dark...
Until our পরবর্তি rendezvous, I send আপনি a million kisses... Do not send me any back for they set my blood into flames...
Ever yours...
Three days passed... I had asked Emily how many days it took to get a letter to the US and she told me three so the letters would be arriving today...
I hadden't done much these days. I practically only been at প্রথমপাতা অথবা at the park in front of the house.
I got up, took a shower, got dressed and went to the kitchen. Emily was there, I was surprised because I thought that she would be at work দ্বারা now.
"I have the দিন off. I thought আপনি would like to visit the city..." She ব্যক্ত clarifying my mind.
"I would প্রণয় to, are আপনি sure I won't disturb you?" I did wanted to make her to lose her দিন of with me.
"Of course not, and like this আপনি will know the city and you'll be able to walk alone when we aren't here" She said.
"Ohh, ok! If I won't disturb you, then it would be wonderfull to visit the city" I answered.
"All right, then! I had promised আপনি to take আপনি to the university's library, hadn't I?" She asked.
"Yes, আপনি did!" I responded.
"So lets start with that" We finish breakfast and went out.
We got in a bus, Emily explained me that it was hard to circulate inside the down town in a car, an went to the Universaty. It was easy for us to enter seeing that she worked there...
I had never seen a লাইব্রেরি so beautiful... It was like it was cover with gold, it seemed to send light from everywhere. The shelves were covered with the most beautiful books, some with centuries all very well preserved and wondrously arranged in the shelves.
Emily gave me a card and ব্যক্ত that I could come here whenever I wanted I just had to প্রদর্শনী the card...
After the লাইব্রেরি we went to visit the Law Building, it was where the lawyers were taught, it was beautiful as well not as refined as the লাইব্রেরি but beautiful as well.
We ended the morning doing the rest of the buildings: we visit the Medecine building, the Arts building, etc.
We went to lunch in a little restaurant in a little রাস্তা hidden deep in the হৃদয় of the city, the people were so nice, it was like everyone knew everyone...
দ্বারা the end of the দিন we had almost visited all the down town and a bit of the higher parts of the city. We went home, it was getting late and Afonso would be arriving in a bit and we needed to get ডিনার ready...
Emily ব্যক্ত that I didn't need to help but I wanted to help, they had done so much for me and I wanted to return all their kindness. It was nice to just be there, talking and making dinner:
"So... How did আপনি meet Afonso?"
"Ohhh well... Afonso was on the last বছর in the Law faculty and I had just started working in the library. As আপনি saw the Law building is really close to the library, and one দিন I was walking to work, my hands were full of paperwork..." She started to laugh, yhinking about that good moment..."Suddenly, I felt myself bumped against someone. I looked up and saw two beautiful চকোলেট brown eyes looking at me... He helped me gather my paperwork and helped me up! We've been together since them..." She explained.
"That's so beautiful... I wished that I could been with Daniel, I really miss him..." I started to dream awake with Daniel, his eyes looked at me from my dreams...
"I know it must be hard for আপনি to talk about it, but if আপনি don't mind telling me about him..." She asked.
"He's everything to me... Not behing able to see him these days, breaks my heart! He has বাদাম eyes, he has dark brown hair beautifully arranged in hundreds of tiny curls, his lips are so beautiful that they seem to scream চুম্বন ME... We first met near my house, I was coming প্রথমপাতা from school but I had stopped in the market first to pick up an errand for my mother. I heard a sound behind me and when I turned around I saw a drunk man looking at me with an expression of desire. I knew I needed to run from him so I just let everything in the floor and ran away from there... I was about 50 meters from প্রথমপাতা when I bumped..." At this moment she started to laugh, I was wondering why she was laughing when I realised that it was really similar to her metting with Afonso. I started to laugh as well but kept telling my story."... when I bumped to Daniel. I knew, right then, that we were meant to be together, but then my parents force me to came here and here I am, missing him..."
"You'll be together again... Don't worry. I really don't know why your parents thought that sending আপনি to me would make আপনি guys give up... First: I'm a romantic, I will always help people finding love; and second: even I that only knew about your প্রণয় can see that yours is a strong love, it's not easy breaking a প্রণয় like yours!" She said, reassuring me.
That night we sat in the living room until really late... We kept talking about their first years as a couple, and I kept telling them about Daniel and me... I was glad to being able to talk to them... To let all the pain get out of my chest. But when I got to my room and got to বিছানা his face filled my dreams...
I wrote this is five minutes. Not that good, I know.
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope আপনি enjoy.
Read to the rhythym আপনি would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat দ্বারা his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the পরবর্তি time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope আপনি enjoy.
Read to the rhythym আপনি would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat দ্বারা his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the পরবর্তি time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
jamie is a beautiful girl. she has long ,blond hair,she has a পরাকাষ্ঠা শার্ট and dark blue jeans. she was the cousin of lindsey.
she was walking her dog,sweetie,when,jamie tripped on a rock. she thn fell into the arms of trent.
'hell," he said.
"thnks for saving me,abd hi."
"you okay?"
"yeah,but,i,need to rest,and my house is pretty far from here.
"you can com,e over. i live across."
"thanks,um,"
"trent."
"trent."
they went to trents house,and they went up to his rom
"and this is my room."
i had a gray wall,with gutiar poster,and a bed.closet,drawers and other things.
"wow,thats a cool room."
"thanks."
"listen,do আপনি have a girlfreind?"
"no,why?'
"i dont,do আপনি wanna go out?"
"okay."
"so.."
then trent kissed jamie,and thats hat went on for the rest of the day.
she was walking her dog,sweetie,when,jamie tripped on a rock. she thn fell into the arms of trent.
'hell," he said.
"thnks for saving me,abd hi."
"you okay?"
"yeah,but,i,need to rest,and my house is pretty far from here.
"you can com,e over. i live across."
"thanks,um,"
"trent."
"trent."
they went to trents house,and they went up to his rom
"and this is my room."
i had a gray wall,with gutiar poster,and a bed.closet,drawers and other things.
"wow,thats a cool room."
"thanks."
"listen,do আপনি have a girlfreind?"
"no,why?'
"i dont,do আপনি wanna go out?"
"okay."
"so.."
then trent kissed jamie,and thats hat went on for the rest of the day.
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do আপনি know why?"
'well,she ব্যক্ত something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come দ্বারা my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do আপনি know why?"
'well,she ব্যক্ত something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come দ্বারা my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
poem 1:the world
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for আপনি to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
প্রণয় is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
প্রণয় is power
প্রণয় is strong.
thats why প্রণয় songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember আপনি hum.
im sorry i must run.
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for আপনি to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
প্রণয় is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
প্রণয় is power
প্রণয় is strong.
thats why প্রণয় songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember আপনি hum.
im sorry i must run.
I remember the times of the i প্রণয় you's
and times when it was i hate you.
But আপনি come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights আপনি stayed.
The child in me, from the times আপনি loved me.
The debt আপনি owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time আপনি spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that আপনি are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when আপনি apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
and times when it was i hate you.
But আপনি come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights আপনি stayed.
The child in me, from the times আপনি loved me.
The debt আপনি owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time আপনি spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that আপনি are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when আপনি apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
I'm sat at home
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt আরো than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to প্রণয় me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I প্রণয় him, but his প্রণয় is dim
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt আরো than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to প্রণয় me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I প্রণয় him, but his প্রণয় is dim