The দিন আপনি left
seems etched in my head
I remember everything
Even the tiniest detail
The দিন my world
came crashing down
around me
"I dont প্রণয় you"
Then *slam*
I slumped to the floor
stunned and broken
I'm not sure if i
will ever recover
আপনি were my hero
my one and only প্রণয়
to me their is a মহাকাশ
inside me that only আপনি can fill
I muddle through though
doesn't make it any easier
oh my 21st century Romeo
where are you?
আপনি shattered my life
someday i will be able to
claim my হৃদয় as my own again.
seems etched in my head
I remember everything
Even the tiniest detail
The দিন my world
came crashing down
around me
"I dont প্রণয় you"
Then *slam*
I slumped to the floor
stunned and broken
I'm not sure if i
will ever recover
আপনি were my hero
my one and only প্রণয়
to me their is a মহাকাশ
inside me that only আপনি can fill
I muddle through though
doesn't make it any easier
oh my 21st century Romeo
where are you?
আপনি shattered my life
someday i will be able to
claim my হৃদয় as my own again.
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad ব্যক্ত one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. দিন and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss আপনি ... even if I never met আপনি =,[
পরবর্তি journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss আপনি ... even if I never met আপনি =,[
পরবর্তি journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the দিন go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the দিন go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...