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posted by kayleebabee
The দিন আপনি left
seems etched in my head
I remember everything
Even the tiniest detail

The দিন my world
came crashing down
around me
"I dont প্রণয় you"
Then *slam*

I slumped to the floor
stunned and broken
I'm not sure if i
will ever recover

আপনি were my hero
my one and only প্রণয়
to me their is a মহাকাশ
inside me that only আপনি can fill

I muddle through though
doesn't make it any easier
oh my 21st century Romeo
where are you?
আপনি shattered my life
someday i will be able to
claim my হৃদয় as my own again.
The picture on Linda's বিছানা side টেবিল stared at her and she had had enough. Moving quickly she pulled her covers off and was slipping her feet into her runners.
Wearing the same thing she went to বিছানা in, black tracksuits, a white long sleeve শীর্ষ and a puma jumper, Linda left the house and made her way to the old hospital on foot.
The night was dark and shadows seemed to be following her every footsteps. The lights from the রাস্তা lamp didn't do much, only illuminating one বৃত্ত making each imagined shadow larger.
She had made it through two streets and one alley way but the constant thought...
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Dear Diary,
Yeah It's me again. I made one mistake and it's eating me inside.
Before আপনি ask me "Lily did আপনি at least try to escape?" I'm going to tell আপনি that I did. On the first day. It's like he knew I would. I had just gotten shot দ্বারা that রশ্মি and I was feeling Sulky and then Jerald ব্যক্ত something that really ticked me off.
"So yeah your room is down the hall from where we are now"
I glared at him His stupid red hair and eyes were just pulsing out at me like I'm his prize
"You planned this didn't you? How? Well I'll never know but just know this I hate you. আপনি killed the only living family...
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posted by XhuddyobsessedX
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad ব্যক্ত one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. দিন and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....

I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go


Dedicated to my grandfather I miss আপনি ... even if I never met আপনি =,[


পরবর্তি journal entry coming up in few please
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“Alec, what the hell is a Rokurokubi?” ব্যক্ত Marley. “I don’t bloody know, maybe some sort of ancient demon” ব্যক্ত Alec. “We Rokurokubi are creatures like আপনি from the other realm; we are also seen in Japanese history” ব্যক্ত Mia who seemed very happy to talk about her race. “So are আপনি some sort of badass, আগুন breathing, soul sucking, body eating, shapeshifting, winged beast from the depths of the great abyss?” ব্যক্ত Marley taking a few steps back. “Umm... my race aren’t like that, there are stories of us eating bodies and drinking blood but that is a false accusation, the...
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Some ভ্যাম্পায়ার have a certain side effect to when they bite a human. This mostly happens with pure bloods অথবা half bloods that gained their power from their vampire history. ভ্যাম্পায়ার who were bitten and had their blood changed will rarely get this trait because their blood was once human so the DNA does not release this effect in their blood. Marley, Alec and Opal each have a side effect when bitting someone. The People Alec bites start to concentrate a lot on their প্রণয় life, this is because Alec cares a lot about his প্রণয় life (One of the many reasons he does not bite men) The Side effect People...
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posted by kayleebabee
"Carlisle we're home!" I called out as I raced through the house dragging Edward along with me.
"Carlisle? Esme? Rosalie? Emmet? Jazz? Alice?" I called my voice getting higher and higher out of panic.
"They aren't here Bella come on we'll go and find them." Edward ব্যক্ত hoarsely taking my hand and tugging me toward the garage.
I flung my ferrari into reverse and screamed out of the garage. I hissed a stream of profanities as I raced toward Denali our first place to search.
"CRAP!" i screamed stomping on the brakes and screeching to a stop in the middle of the highway.
"I think we have been looking...
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posted by BellaSwan636
Shaun

I hated seeing her cry. Knowing it was my fault immediately made me hate myself, not that I didn't already. I needed to hear her voice, know she was really here.

Some part of me registered the fact that I'd sat down, and that I had touched her, if briefly. I had said, "Tell me."

She met my gaze, looking terrified. She closed her eyes firmly, as if she was living a nightmare. Maybe she was.

"I know I hurt you, and I'm sorry," she whispered, looking anywhere but at me. "I thought it would be better that way, আপনি had your whole life ahead of আপনি and I couldn't take that away because of my...
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posted by BellaSwan636
Serena

"You have no idea what I've gone through!" the girl tearfully screams at me.
"You're right. I don't. I have no idea what you've gone through, but that doesn't mean I don't care," I say calmly.
"Why would আপনি care? আপনি don't even know me."
"And আপনি don't know me. How would আপনি know that I don't?"

Kayla hesitates a little before answering.

"Because sometimes, not even being related to someone is enough to make them want to care. My own goddamned mother didn't even stick around long enough for me to remember what she even looks like!"
"Growing up must have been pretty awkward."
"You have no idea,"...
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posted by BellaSwan636
Tia

When it comes to relationships, I'm no idiot. I could totally see what was coming. But come on; who didn't?

The new girl and Shaun. Plus he didn't like attack her অথবা anything when she sat at his table. What was so special about her, anyway?

Sure she was pretty, but there where way prettier girls, who'd each thrown themselves at him, (he wasn't that bad looking, actually) he'd ignored since freshmen year.

I flicked my hair over my shoulder. I could see she liked him too, she'd looked around the cafeteria yesterday and looked way disappointed when he wasn't there.

So I waited a little after...
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posted by gossipgirlxoxo
Later on that দিন when I am in my bedroom and Ethan is downstairs watching the game. I lay on my বিছানা doing nothing but thinking. I hear my name being called I get up and walk downstairs. Ethan is at the door, someone is asking for me. I start to walk towards the door and see Adam he sees me and smiles I smile back. Ethan turns and sees me his expression is anger, he walks away. I walk up to Adam. “Hey, I didn’t see আপনি at school today” he said. I wondered how he knew where I lived and why was he here. “Ah yeah I’m a bit sick” I ব্যক্ত putting on a husky voice. “I see that anyway,...
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posted by Pushkin319
THE POWER OF BECAUSE

You're standing in a long line to pay for your groceries. Which sentence do আপনি think will get আপনি through?

1. "May I go ahead of আপনি please?" Put on a really sincere face.

2. "May I step ahead of আপনি please, because I'm really late for my doctor's appointment?"

Using the word "because" will get আপনি closer to 'yes' in almost any circumstance. Why? Because your request is followed দ্বারা a reason, an explanation for the request. If the request is reasonable, then why not say yes?

The word refers the listener to some background, some circumstances, a framework related to the request....
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Give away to the morning

Light is here

Look away from the mourning

Is she gone, is she still...?


And let the দিন go ahead

Without you

Find a place, a dark space

To hide you

What’s a day, a sunny day

To you?

Fade away, let the your rainclouds

Guide you


There goes the downpour

Long gone your hello...


Find it in you

To make that last stand

It’s a silent drive

It’s her very last one.


Here come the clear skies

There goes your fare well...
posted by Sweet_Pants
Find the casual sun day

Starting with the stumbling wake-up, the strained smile

Smelling the hurried breakfast, bile up her throat

Shrinks away from it, queasy, holding her stomach

Never letting it leave her, the emptiness filling up

Inside her, determined to make it last


Heavy textbooks never all that’s holding her down

Uncertainty sawing through her, the only thing filling

What she considers a burden, but how could hunger

Be so cruel?

It’s drilling into her, snarling, never dulling

Never letting up, just a little longer

A little longer...


She dry heaves, it’s a tiny stall

And the walls are closing...
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posted by Bella_Swan3
If আপনি spend your life wishing to die, willing to end it yourself, even, and the chance was given, would আপনি take it? If আপনি had chosen that fate, when your breath became slow and painful, would আপনি still wish that on yourself? In the shadow of death, would the reality of it dawn on you, when it was just too late?

A life of darkness was not one worth much, to Taylor.

She had been so desperate to die. Willing to do it herself, had it been possible.

She lifted the ছুরি to her bared forearm.

The flat, cold edge of the blade pierced the pale skin of her wrist. She felt no pain from it.

The midnight...
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posted by kayleebabee
The flight from New york to Rome took an excrutiatingly long time to land and all the while i was getting আরো and আরো annoyed with Edward. "as soon as we land we will run to Volterra okay." I muttered quickly braiding my hand through Edwards and sighing contentedly.
"I know that it's just what if we are too late?" his voice broke on the word late.
"we won't be i promise." I didn't know if that was true but i was trying to soothe him i better not voice my true opinion out loud. I half dragged a depressed Edward through the terminals and growled sharply as I saw the bright sunlight outside.
"Oh...
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posted by kayleebabee
Edward and i made the flight to new york with moments to spare.
while the girl scanned our passports through the database i tried to call carlisle. Again.
"Edward your growling stop it." i muttered to low for the human woman to hear.
"right sorry do আপনি think we will make it in time?" his words were cracked and strained in his effort to keep it together.
"I hope so Edward, I really do." i sighed delicately.
we got to our seats on the plane edward was muttering a stream of profanities.
"It is faster than running." I tried to placate him.
"i know that." he hissed at me.
"Hey don't take this out on me."...
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posted by Bella_Swan3
She reached out and made contact with a brick wall.

Careful not to draw attention to herself, she scaled the building and hurled herself over the lip.

Without pausing, she ran across the rooftops, leaping the small gap between them. The pain was worsening দ্বারা the minute.

She froze, hearing two voices coming from the alley below. She crouched low, peering over the edge, her heightened senses zeroing in on the conversation.

She calculated their positions, and leaped down, her figure a blur. She landed, pinning her first victim down. She clapped her hand over his mouth, stifling his scream. With...
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Chapter 2:Getting to know him
Murphy
I spent break alone in the লাইব্রেরি tiring to find a book I've wanted to read for a while-Pride and Prejudice.
It would have been nice to spend break with Savannah,catching up what all happened during the summer,but she had to spend it with her জনপ্রিয় friends. I never liked them and they have never been nice to me. I was always too shy and geeky, I guess.
Stacey was the head of the group,the team captain. I remember when I met her-in third grade. She pushed me down to get to the swings first on the playground. That doesn't matter anymore, except that she...
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posted by genyva
New Smells


The smell. There was nothing like it the first দিন at school. I looked to my brother. This was our first school বছর in Maine. The weather was crappy all the time but it was worth it I am not really a night person. Whose to say I have to do everything like my parents. This is the new millennium not 15 hundreds.

My family is different. Other then the fact that we have lived for hundreds of years, we are also vampire. 40 years ago, the human world found out about our world. Slowly rights were made to fit our needs, and schools were open for the young and unadvised. Humans could fall...
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Chapter Sixteen

The পরবর্তি দিন and after Church, Sean came over to see the girls and while seeing him playing happily with the girls and with Boyd on the right side of her chair, Jamie was thinking about breaking Mac’s promise and going ahead with the ডিনার together with Sean but she couldn’t because she promised her little girl and don’t want to see her হৃদয় being broken and so will Michael if he finds out about the ডিনার with Sean and his wife.

Also, when Sean turned to her and gave her a slight grin on his face before heading back with the girls, Jamie also smiled at him and after...
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