That same day- at প্রথমপাতা Eric's perspective
If I was causing stress for her I might as well just left when I could. I cared for her. I even took care of her when she took ill in the future.
I remember it so well. I was walking into my house when my dad stopped me "Son, your mother is sick. Can আপনি take care of her while I go to work?" he asked
I didn't have to answer I went straight into the bedroom. I saw her lying on the bed. She was pale white and her hair was all frizzy. I sat kneeled against the বিছানা "Mother what's wrong?" I asked
She smiled weakly "Oh Eric. It's the horrible choice I made in high school. It arrived finally," she said
I frowned "What are talking about?" I asked holding her hand
She looked straight ahead "Not now honey. Mommy needs to sleep," she ব্যক্ত closing her eyes. She never did wake up. I never got to say that I lov-
"Eric are আপনি coming in?" Tom asked interrupting my thoughts
I nodded and walked into the house and sat down on the পালঙ্ক Tom was sitting on. He turned on the TV.
I was very curious and wanted to know about Tom and Athen's childhood "So did আপনি guys ever আপনি know hang out when আপনি were little?" I asked
He frowned "Oh sure all the time! She even taught me how to get girls. Listen dude I'm pretty sure that siblings don't hang out with each other অথবা play together when they were little," he said
My face flushed "Oh. Are আপনি sure?" I asked
He shrugged "I don't ask Athena. I don't remember that crap. She does. She remembers everything," he said
I nodded. That was true. She never forgot anthing. She even reminded me when it was my girlfriend's birthday and our anniversary.
"Why are আপনি asking this stuff man? Did আপনি ever do that with your siblings?" Tom asked
I looked অগ্রবর্তী "Uh no. I am an only child," I ব্যক্ত lying
He nodded "Uh huh sure. Whatever আপনি say man," he said
The phone rang before I had the chance to say "I'm not lying!" Tom got up and answered it.
"Hello? Who is this? Oh why hello my dear. What? Oh fine. ATHENA! It's for you!" he yelled
We hear a faint "I got it!" from upstairs and Tom hung up the phone. I asked Tom who it was and he ব্যক্ত it was Emily. We then heard a loud pitching scream and the sound of feet coming down the stairs "Really? They did? Awesome! Why? Oh wait it doesn't matter. What's that? He's at the mall? Oh my god I have to be there!" we heard Athena shrieking
Athena appeared and the bottom of the stairs phoneless and she quickly got her coat. Before she left she looked at us "If I am not প্রথমপাতা before mom gets here. Tell her I'm at the mall. Okay Tom?" she asked quickly
Tom hardly looked and mumbled "Fine,"
She glanced at me "You will make sure he does okay?" she asked
I nodded and she smiled "Thanks bye!" she ব্যক্ত disappearing out of the door. We heard a car start and go.
Tom rolled his head to look at me "Dude আপনি are letting her take advantage of you," he said
I frowned and denied it but he kept going "Oh yes she is. She knows আপনি like her so she is taking advantage of that and making আপনি do stuff for her," he said
I stood up "Dude it's just a favor. Let it go. Where's your bathroom?" I asked
He had gone back to watching football "It's uh down the hall. Look and walk straight ahead until আপনি hit a door. That's it," he said
I went down to the bathroom and did my thing. When I was finished I walked in the hallway and found her room. I smiled and pulled out Delor. I entered her room and started going over everything to see if there was anything that made her really sick in the future
Finally I got to the last drawer and I had হারিয়ে গেছে track of time. I opened it up and faced her drawer of undergarments. I guess I kind of froze there in shock and someone might take that the wrong way.
"Eric what are আপনি doing?" Athena asked from the doorway
I gasped and dropped Delor. He landed on the clothes with a tiny thump. I looked at Athena. She didn't look mad. She almost looked curious and a bit amused "I uh uh uh it was uh" I then bolted out of the room rushing past her and ran out of the house.
As I ran down the রাস্তা I hear Tom calling after me "How are আপনি going to get home?" he yelled
I panted "The bus!" I screamed
"Eric আপনি forgot your device thing!" I hear Athena shout
I didn't say anything. I just kept running living my dignity and their house behind.
If I was causing stress for her I might as well just left when I could. I cared for her. I even took care of her when she took ill in the future.
I remember it so well. I was walking into my house when my dad stopped me "Son, your mother is sick. Can আপনি take care of her while I go to work?" he asked
I didn't have to answer I went straight into the bedroom. I saw her lying on the bed. She was pale white and her hair was all frizzy. I sat kneeled against the বিছানা "Mother what's wrong?" I asked
She smiled weakly "Oh Eric. It's the horrible choice I made in high school. It arrived finally," she said
I frowned "What are talking about?" I asked holding her hand
She looked straight ahead "Not now honey. Mommy needs to sleep," she ব্যক্ত closing her eyes. She never did wake up. I never got to say that I lov-
"Eric are আপনি coming in?" Tom asked interrupting my thoughts
I nodded and walked into the house and sat down on the পালঙ্ক Tom was sitting on. He turned on the TV.
I was very curious and wanted to know about Tom and Athen's childhood "So did আপনি guys ever আপনি know hang out when আপনি were little?" I asked
He frowned "Oh sure all the time! She even taught me how to get girls. Listen dude I'm pretty sure that siblings don't hang out with each other অথবা play together when they were little," he said
My face flushed "Oh. Are আপনি sure?" I asked
He shrugged "I don't ask Athena. I don't remember that crap. She does. She remembers everything," he said
I nodded. That was true. She never forgot anthing. She even reminded me when it was my girlfriend's birthday and our anniversary.
"Why are আপনি asking this stuff man? Did আপনি ever do that with your siblings?" Tom asked
I looked অগ্রবর্তী "Uh no. I am an only child," I ব্যক্ত lying
He nodded "Uh huh sure. Whatever আপনি say man," he said
The phone rang before I had the chance to say "I'm not lying!" Tom got up and answered it.
"Hello? Who is this? Oh why hello my dear. What? Oh fine. ATHENA! It's for you!" he yelled
We hear a faint "I got it!" from upstairs and Tom hung up the phone. I asked Tom who it was and he ব্যক্ত it was Emily. We then heard a loud pitching scream and the sound of feet coming down the stairs "Really? They did? Awesome! Why? Oh wait it doesn't matter. What's that? He's at the mall? Oh my god I have to be there!" we heard Athena shrieking
Athena appeared and the bottom of the stairs phoneless and she quickly got her coat. Before she left she looked at us "If I am not প্রথমপাতা before mom gets here. Tell her I'm at the mall. Okay Tom?" she asked quickly
Tom hardly looked and mumbled "Fine,"
She glanced at me "You will make sure he does okay?" she asked
I nodded and she smiled "Thanks bye!" she ব্যক্ত disappearing out of the door. We heard a car start and go.
Tom rolled his head to look at me "Dude আপনি are letting her take advantage of you," he said
I frowned and denied it but he kept going "Oh yes she is. She knows আপনি like her so she is taking advantage of that and making আপনি do stuff for her," he said
I stood up "Dude it's just a favor. Let it go. Where's your bathroom?" I asked
He had gone back to watching football "It's uh down the hall. Look and walk straight ahead until আপনি hit a door. That's it," he said
I went down to the bathroom and did my thing. When I was finished I walked in the hallway and found her room. I smiled and pulled out Delor. I entered her room and started going over everything to see if there was anything that made her really sick in the future
Finally I got to the last drawer and I had হারিয়ে গেছে track of time. I opened it up and faced her drawer of undergarments. I guess I kind of froze there in shock and someone might take that the wrong way.
"Eric what are আপনি doing?" Athena asked from the doorway
I gasped and dropped Delor. He landed on the clothes with a tiny thump. I looked at Athena. She didn't look mad. She almost looked curious and a bit amused "I uh uh uh it was uh" I then bolted out of the room rushing past her and ran out of the house.
As I ran down the রাস্তা I hear Tom calling after me "How are আপনি going to get home?" he yelled
I panted "The bus!" I screamed
"Eric আপনি forgot your device thing!" I hear Athena shout
I didn't say anything. I just kept running living my dignity and their house behind.
Shaun
I'd pretended not to know anything. I tried to get over her, but I couldn't. It was too painful. It was too difficult.
I still blamed myself. I always would.
I did like she asked, I finished college. I moved to New York after graduation to begin my career as a child psychologist. I'd graduated early. Worked harder than was necessary. Ignored everything not school-related. Had a successful job interview. Accepted into a private practice.
I was miserable.
I still had to keep living; I knew I had to. I was twenty three when I moved there.
Twenty three when I decided to watch small children play in a park in the hope of learning something new.
She never failed to surprise me. Not ever.
I'd pretended not to know anything. I tried to get over her, but I couldn't. It was too painful. It was too difficult.
I still blamed myself. I always would.
I did like she asked, I finished college. I moved to New York after graduation to begin my career as a child psychologist. I'd graduated early. Worked harder than was necessary. Ignored everything not school-related. Had a successful job interview. Accepted into a private practice.
I was miserable.
I still had to keep living; I knew I had to. I was twenty three when I moved there.
Twenty three when I decided to watch small children play in a park in the hope of learning something new.
She never failed to surprise me. Not ever.
"She wore very little make up and looked exhausted, as if she’d just woken up and remembered she had to go work."
Shaun
I watched two little girls playing, watching one in particular. She reminded me painfully of Serena. The little girl pulled her friend to her feet and ran towards a woman that I recognized.
It was her. At first I was sure I was halluncinating.
Her dark hair was a little longer than I had seen it last. She was wearing a black pencil স্কার্ট and a deep blue blouse. She looked happy as the girl ran up to her.
She hugged the little girl. Their hair was the same colour.
I watched numbly as Serena looked at the child with unfathomable প্রণয় as she told her something.
Serena looked up at me, pain and shock evident on her face.
I watched two little girls playing, watching one in particular. She reminded me painfully of Serena. The little girl pulled her friend to her feet and ran towards a woman that I recognized.
It was her. At first I was sure I was halluncinating.
Her dark hair was a little longer than I had seen it last. She was wearing a black pencil স্কার্ট and a deep blue blouse. She looked happy as the girl ran up to her.
She hugged the little girl. Their hair was the same colour.
I watched numbly as Serena looked at the child with unfathomable প্রণয় as she told her something.
Serena looked up at me, pain and shock evident on her face.
আপনি couldn't and wouldn't,
ask for anything more.
Now all আপনি want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
আপনি wish আপনি could help them,
through the pain,
but আপনি can't,
আপনি can only watch,
from the sky.
আপনি can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
আপনি put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
আপনি may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one আরো thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring আপনি happiness and peace.
ask for anything more.
Now all আপনি want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
আপনি wish আপনি could help them,
through the pain,
but আপনি can't,
আপনি can only watch,
from the sky.
আপনি can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
আপনি put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
আপনি may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one আরো thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring আপনি happiness and peace.
She crawls into a memory.
She sits, she cries, knees folded up to her chest.
Life is not like it used to be.
Why can't she enjoy life like she did before?
Because she had no life then, no identity.
She was what others told her to be.
She has learned.
She is gaining an identity.
She doesn't know who she is.
She only recently discovered that she didn't know,
That she had no life, no identity.
It's looking for her,
Coming slowly, across the sea.
She fears it will not find her.
It will wander in the darkness,
Searching, but never finding,
Never knowing how close it has come.
And she will never know it, even though she sees it, touches it, tastes it,
She will never be able to embrace it.
She keeps searching for she,
For her place to be,
To belong in this world, and to stand out.
I keep searching for me,
For my destiny,
For my identity.
She sits, she cries, knees folded up to her chest.
Life is not like it used to be.
Why can't she enjoy life like she did before?
Because she had no life then, no identity.
She was what others told her to be.
She has learned.
She is gaining an identity.
She doesn't know who she is.
She only recently discovered that she didn't know,
That she had no life, no identity.
It's looking for her,
Coming slowly, across the sea.
She fears it will not find her.
It will wander in the darkness,
Searching, but never finding,
Never knowing how close it has come.
And she will never know it, even though she sees it, touches it, tastes it,
She will never be able to embrace it.
She keeps searching for she,
For her place to be,
To belong in this world, and to stand out.
I keep searching for me,
For my destiny,
For my identity.
i never thought the দিন would come when i had to leave my বন্ধু and family.but it did and it was all my fault. আপনি see my names claire and i got in a bit of trouble. i was walking প্রথমপাতা from my বন্ধু house and happened to over hear something i wasn't suppose to.it was a fight between to guys and from what i heard the fight was over drugs and money so now i'm runing for my life and for the people i প্রণয় lifes too.
"i'll miss আপনি mommy" i say giving my mother one last hug. "as soon as this is over i'll be home,plaese don't worry."
"i'm not worried" my mom lied.She was a tarible liar so i basicly saw right through her.
"i'll miss আপনি mommy" i say giving my mother one last hug. "as soon as this is over i'll be home,plaese don't worry."
"i'm not worried" my mom lied.She was a tarible liar so i basicly saw right through her.
It’s a silent staring match between আপনি and her
The quiet air above আপনি is whispering আপনি words
Words আপনি choose to ignore, words glaring at you,
Gnawing at আপনি from the very tip of her eyes
But আপনি won’t let down, no matter how much
She isn’t saying, no matter how much she can’t say
Because you’re in power, আপনি brought her here
আপনি yell, and she shrinks back, but in fear?
No, she’s waiting for her chips to add up
As life’s a poker game, the highs are all that won
She knows this; you’re the one who taught her
‘Lay low until আপনি gain the সিংহাসন
To strike back at those who thought
The same as Arrogance himself;
That you, gullible and pathetic, were theirs alone’
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The quiet air above আপনি is whispering আপনি words
Words আপনি choose to ignore, words glaring at you,
Gnawing at আপনি from the very tip of her eyes
But আপনি won’t let down, no matter how much
She isn’t saying, no matter how much she can’t say
Because you’re in power, আপনি brought her here
আপনি yell, and she shrinks back, but in fear?
No, she’s waiting for her chips to add up
As life’s a poker game, the highs are all that won
She knows this; you’re the one who taught her
‘Lay low until আপনি gain the সিংহাসন
To strike back at those who thought
The same as Arrogance himself;
That you, gullible and pathetic, were theirs alone’
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Please tell me what আপনি think, criticizm is welcome.
