i walked to homeroom in a daze. still thinking what i had done অথবা ব্যক্ত wrong. when faye, evie and josie caught up with me. then they loaded me with questions.
"Whats their names?"
"Why did they walk off?"
"whats that girls problem?"
"Do আপনি think he would go out with any of us?"
i was at the door to class. so i turned to them and answered.
"their names are penelope and john. i dont know why they walked off john just dragged her away. the girl hasnt got a problem john has. and i couldnt care less if he wanted to go out with any of us." then i spun on my heel and entered the class. i threw my বই on the first available ডেস্ক and doodled in my notebook.
i heard raised voices outside so i stopped doodling and listened.
"No আপনি listen to me john, she was just being nice. im going to walk in their and apoligize and so are you." it was penelope i carried on listening, and nearly everyone else did
"No im not and neither are you." john ব্যক্ত back.
"Dont tell me what to do john adam johnson!" penelope screamed and the door burst open. penelope went to the teachers ডেস্ক to introduce herself. then she came towards me.
"Sorry Lexie i really am sorry about my brother. do আপনি mind if i sit পরবর্তি to you?" she asked i was shocked. everyone was staring and listening. i blushed red.
"Dont pen, please." john ব্যক্ত as he burst thorugh the doors. well i had 2 options. let her then have another friend and let her brother hate me more. অথবা dont and let them both hate me. i'll take the first.
"Sure আপনি can sit পরবর্তি to me." i cleared my বই for her to sit. john glared at me but i didnt care. we talked about movies, singers, hobbies and lots of other stuff while ms bridgly took the register. all the while i could feel john glaring at us. we had all the same classes together except math. which was cool.
the ঘণ্টা rang for first period.
"Lets go then!" i said. i looked down to my timetable and to my horror i had english first with ms thompson. this could be trouble.
"Whats their names?"
"Why did they walk off?"
"whats that girls problem?"
"Do আপনি think he would go out with any of us?"
i was at the door to class. so i turned to them and answered.
"their names are penelope and john. i dont know why they walked off john just dragged her away. the girl hasnt got a problem john has. and i couldnt care less if he wanted to go out with any of us." then i spun on my heel and entered the class. i threw my বই on the first available ডেস্ক and doodled in my notebook.
i heard raised voices outside so i stopped doodling and listened.
"No আপনি listen to me john, she was just being nice. im going to walk in their and apoligize and so are you." it was penelope i carried on listening, and nearly everyone else did
"No im not and neither are you." john ব্যক্ত back.
"Dont tell me what to do john adam johnson!" penelope screamed and the door burst open. penelope went to the teachers ডেস্ক to introduce herself. then she came towards me.
"Sorry Lexie i really am sorry about my brother. do আপনি mind if i sit পরবর্তি to you?" she asked i was shocked. everyone was staring and listening. i blushed red.
"Dont pen, please." john ব্যক্ত as he burst thorugh the doors. well i had 2 options. let her then have another friend and let her brother hate me more. অথবা dont and let them both hate me. i'll take the first.
"Sure আপনি can sit পরবর্তি to me." i cleared my বই for her to sit. john glared at me but i didnt care. we talked about movies, singers, hobbies and lots of other stuff while ms bridgly took the register. all the while i could feel john glaring at us. we had all the same classes together except math. which was cool.
the ঘণ্টা rang for first period.
"Lets go then!" i said. i looked down to my timetable and to my horror i had english first with ms thompson. this could be trouble.
প্রণয় আপনি forever is about a girl who lives in a town, and has a few friends, she is every teachers "Perfect Student". A new boy and his sister সরানো to town, and they fall in love. her father doesnt approve of the boy. the girl and boy plan to run away 2gether with his sister and her boyfriend. but her father makes her সরানো towns. she is forced 2 go 2 a all girls school, she is হারিয়ে গেছে and alone, so she turns 2 suicide. the boy and his sister find her and they take her out of school and run away 2gether and promise to প্রণয় each other forever. but her father finds out and shoots the boy, the girl is in pain and so is his sister so they run away from their lives and live new ones, under false identities, until her father finds her and kills both of them. (btw the father is crazy)
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, অথবা does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, অথবা does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what আপনি say,
what আপনি do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how আপনি talk to me,
how আপনি treat me,
what আপনি think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what আপনি say,
what আপনি do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how আপনি talk to me,
how আপনি treat me,
what আপনি think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
i cant take any more
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
আগুন spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget আপনি even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
অথবা even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real অথবা not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get আপনি out of my mind.
even if i die...
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
আগুন spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget আপনি even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
অথবা even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real অথবা not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get আপনি out of my mind.
even if i die...
Once upon a time There was a girl named Abby. She loved to talk. Her teachers eventually stopped calling on her.
One day, she talked during a আগুন while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the খুঁজুন for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang গাউন five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was প্রথমপাতা schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they হারিয়ে গেছে their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
One day, she talked during a আগুন while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the খুঁজুন for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang গাউন five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was প্রথমপাতা schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they হারিয়ে গেছে their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
As I grow to think about it আরো and more, and understand it আরো and more, I see that, as the saying goes, life is like a game of chess. But I have made my own saying up, which seems আরো true to me. Life is like a venture into the unknown. আপনি never know what might await আপনি next, আরো dangers, অথবা even happy successes. But one thing is for certain, আপনি cannot always be happy, অথবা always be depressed. Life is like a mountain. আপনি climb it, face all the challenges life brings you. আপনি dump and break up, আপনি win and make up. Things happen. আপনি can't control it most of the time. So never blame yourself for bad things that happened to আপনি in life. Life gets confusing a lot. But I still strive to reach my goals. Without goals, I would be like a broken-winged bird that could not fly. I would be aimless. I would not become better, build my character. Life is like a venture into the unknown, and I believe that to be true. So true.
I know I asked for too much before
I know I deserved for আপনি to walk out the door
But আপনি didn’t need to give it away
I promise আপনি I’ll give it a try
আপনি don’t have to buy my love
আপনি don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause আপনি don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
আপনি shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope আপনি finally see
That wanting from আপনি makes me feel
আপনি shouldn’t buy my love
I know I deserved for আপনি to walk out the door
But আপনি didn’t need to give it away
I promise আপনি I’ll give it a try
আপনি don’t have to buy my love
আপনি don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause আপনি don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
আপনি shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope আপনি finally see
That wanting from আপনি makes me feel
আপনি shouldn’t buy my love