Prologue:
"Harper! Aren't আপনি happy she's eating with us?" Gwen asked happily. Harper shot her sister a glare. "It shouldn't be a big deal that your step-mother decides to eat with you." Harper spit out, looking back at the book she was reading. Gwen's face fell. She didn't care what Harper thought, she was going to make the best of this. Their step-mother, Lyn, hadn't eaten with them in 2 months. Gwen walked down the hall toward the kitchen, her sister's words echoing in her head.
Chapter 1 *Gwen*
Divorce. God, I HATE that word. It's like something something toxic. Something that can ruin lives with a single uttering. Well, that's exactly what my step-mom and dad decided was "nessecary" so now, I'm stuck in this new life. Pretending everything okay, pretending I don't want to explode. Don't get me wrong, something's in my life haven't changed, like weekdays at my mom's. But every other weekend, I journey to a different place, something that seems like an entirely different world.
I found out Thanksgiving night. I just spent an amazing holiday with my mom's side of the family and my dad picked me up to head to my uncle's in Oklahoma. I still had that "Aren't Holidays great?" look plastered on my face when I first saw him. Something was off. I didn't say anything fearing what I would hear. I was 13, I reminded myself. I could handle anything. We got in the stuffed car, left over sweet potatos in hand. We weren't a mile away when he dropped the bomb. My sister and I burst out into sobs. We all cried together in that darkcar. After two hours a deathly silence overtook us. As silent tears fell, I made a decision. After tonight there would be no আরো tears. I would cut her out of my life and throw all the emotions away. I would not let this kill me. I was to strong for that. My eyes slowly drooped but my mind wouldn't slow down. I sat there for a long time, until my mind let the pleasant numbness of sleep fall over me.
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I decided to make the first chapter quite short. I want to see if anyone thinks it is worth continuing.... I'm new and am in desperate need of some feedback. :)
"Harper! Aren't আপনি happy she's eating with us?" Gwen asked happily. Harper shot her sister a glare. "It shouldn't be a big deal that your step-mother decides to eat with you." Harper spit out, looking back at the book she was reading. Gwen's face fell. She didn't care what Harper thought, she was going to make the best of this. Their step-mother, Lyn, hadn't eaten with them in 2 months. Gwen walked down the hall toward the kitchen, her sister's words echoing in her head.
Chapter 1 *Gwen*
Divorce. God, I HATE that word. It's like something something toxic. Something that can ruin lives with a single uttering. Well, that's exactly what my step-mom and dad decided was "nessecary" so now, I'm stuck in this new life. Pretending everything okay, pretending I don't want to explode. Don't get me wrong, something's in my life haven't changed, like weekdays at my mom's. But every other weekend, I journey to a different place, something that seems like an entirely different world.
I found out Thanksgiving night. I just spent an amazing holiday with my mom's side of the family and my dad picked me up to head to my uncle's in Oklahoma. I still had that "Aren't Holidays great?" look plastered on my face when I first saw him. Something was off. I didn't say anything fearing what I would hear. I was 13, I reminded myself. I could handle anything. We got in the stuffed car, left over sweet potatos in hand. We weren't a mile away when he dropped the bomb. My sister and I burst out into sobs. We all cried together in that darkcar. After two hours a deathly silence overtook us. As silent tears fell, I made a decision. After tonight there would be no আরো tears. I would cut her out of my life and throw all the emotions away. I would not let this kill me. I was to strong for that. My eyes slowly drooped but my mind wouldn't slow down. I sat there for a long time, until my mind let the pleasant numbness of sleep fall over me.
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I decided to make the first chapter quite short. I want to see if anyone thinks it is worth continuing.... I'm new and am in desperate need of some feedback. :)
such a waste, my life whole life is a fake!...but im sure ive been a thorn inside of you...that's torn at আপনি for years. but, sometimes i can taste how তিক্ত i've become...& its আরো then i can bare. sometimes i pray for someone to blow me away. just make it quick, but let it burn...so i can feel the pain thats torn at me for years. i can't be held responsable, 'cause this is all so new to me. can i...leave my pain behind?
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what আপনি DO with the gift of life, that determends who আপনি are. the pain আপনি feel...its normal. let it go.
আপনি think?
yes. আপনি need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
আপনি can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what আপনি DO with the gift of life, that determends who আপনি are. the pain আপনি feel...its normal. let it go.
আপনি think?
yes. আপনি need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
আপনি can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
I do not own this. I did not write it, and I do not know the author. I just really like this and wanted to share it.
Who will আপনি be
when faced with the end;
the end of a kingdom,
the end of good men.
Will আপনি run?
Will আপনি hide?
অথবা will আপনি hunt down evil
with a venomous pride?
Rise to the ashes,
rise to the winter sky,
rise to the calling,
make heard the battle cry.
Let it scream from the mountains
From the forest to the chapel.
Because death is a hungry mouth
and আপনি are the apple.
So who will আপনি be
when faced with the end?
When the vultures are circling
and the shadows descend.
Will আপনি cower,
অথবা will আপনি fight?
Is your হৃদয় made of glass?
অথবা a pure snow white?
Who will আপনি be
when faced with the end;
the end of a kingdom,
the end of good men.
Will আপনি run?
Will আপনি hide?
অথবা will আপনি hunt down evil
with a venomous pride?
Rise to the ashes,
rise to the winter sky,
rise to the calling,
make heard the battle cry.
Let it scream from the mountains
From the forest to the chapel.
Because death is a hungry mouth
and আপনি are the apple.
So who will আপনি be
when faced with the end?
When the vultures are circling
and the shadows descend.
Will আপনি cower,
অথবা will আপনি fight?
Is your হৃদয় made of glass?
অথবা a pure snow white?
tell me why i miss you
why did i have feelings for you?
i wish i could answer these প্রশ্ন on my own,
but i cant.
honestly, they only thing that i want right now is you.
i dont know why i still miss you,
i dont understand why i really want another chance
what i really dont get is why আপনি wont let me প্রদর্শনী আপনি that ive changed
back then i didnt know any better
after going on intercession, ive grown alot
in all honesty, yesterday really made me think about things
it opened my eyes, and changed the way i felt.
i didn't really know you,
i wanted to get away,
now, i realize i was wrong, and im sorry.
i hate that we dont talk anymore
i wish we still do.
i hope আপনি read this,
and forgive me, so we can start over again.
Hi, my name is Hikaru.
What's yours :)
why did i have feelings for you?
i wish i could answer these প্রশ্ন on my own,
but i cant.
honestly, they only thing that i want right now is you.
i dont know why i still miss you,
i dont understand why i really want another chance
what i really dont get is why আপনি wont let me প্রদর্শনী আপনি that ive changed
back then i didnt know any better
after going on intercession, ive grown alot
in all honesty, yesterday really made me think about things
it opened my eyes, and changed the way i felt.
i didn't really know you,
i wanted to get away,
now, i realize i was wrong, and im sorry.
i hate that we dont talk anymore
i wish we still do.
i hope আপনি read this,
and forgive me, so we can start over again.
Hi, my name is Hikaru.
What's yours :)
I intend to bring up a term that I am sure that আপনি have all already herd of. Global warming. It is slowly, but surely killing us all! We need to unite as a team to stop global warming and save the world. Global warming is heating up the earth because of some people's bad choices, should we suffer because of that? NO! Global warming is killing inoccent জন্তু জানোয়ার and people, we could save them. Global warming is caused দ্বারা pollution and over usage of electrisity. Start today. Turn off lights when আপনি leave the room, don't leave anything on that doesn't need to be on. Start helping today. Save the world যোগদান me. Be happy. Help me create a better place for everyone.