Preface
(tell me what আপনি think)
At some point in our life there’s a time when life seems like a field of ফুলেরডালি in the spring about to bloom in the Garden of Eden অথবা like a summers দিন that never ends, all warm and bright. My life was like that when I was younger and had nothing to worry about. All the woes in my house were my parents that had cast dark shadows over them long before any of my siblings were born. So when I used to dream of being a small child in the Garden of Eden it was at time of happiness and peace in our house. Our house, our small white house on the edge of the রাস্তা that didn’t stick out, oh how I wished it would stick out with blooming gardens like the ones in my dreams. There was a time when life was the way it is now for me there’s a time like this in every child’s life but your have to fight hard to keep it as an adult.
(tell me what আপনি think)
At some point in our life there’s a time when life seems like a field of ফুলেরডালি in the spring about to bloom in the Garden of Eden অথবা like a summers দিন that never ends, all warm and bright. My life was like that when I was younger and had nothing to worry about. All the woes in my house were my parents that had cast dark shadows over them long before any of my siblings were born. So when I used to dream of being a small child in the Garden of Eden it was at time of happiness and peace in our house. Our house, our small white house on the edge of the রাস্তা that didn’t stick out, oh how I wished it would stick out with blooming gardens like the ones in my dreams. There was a time when life was the way it is now for me there’s a time like this in every child’s life but your have to fight hard to keep it as an adult.
I know the way it eats your mind
The way your brain, eaten up
The one that leaves আপনি silent, blind
Long after you've had enough
I know the way it devours your thoughts
The way আপনি feel confused
It feels like a million knots
It leaves আপনি feeling used
I know the way it stabs your হৃদয়
The way it leaves আপনি here to bleed
It makes quite sure to tear আপনি apart
The time আপনি really need
I know the way it hurts your feelings
The way it leaves আপনি blue
আপনি say আপনি see, when not really seeing
আপনি say আপনি know, but that's not true
I know the way আপনি try and hide it
But then আপনি know you'll always find it
In the trees and in the gravel
This lie আপনি call friendship, I can't unravel.
The way your brain, eaten up
The one that leaves আপনি silent, blind
Long after you've had enough
I know the way it devours your thoughts
The way আপনি feel confused
It feels like a million knots
It leaves আপনি feeling used
I know the way it stabs your হৃদয়
The way it leaves আপনি here to bleed
It makes quite sure to tear আপনি apart
The time আপনি really need
I know the way it hurts your feelings
The way it leaves আপনি blue
আপনি say আপনি see, when not really seeing
আপনি say আপনি know, but that's not true
I know the way আপনি try and hide it
But then আপনি know you'll always find it
In the trees and in the gravel
This lie আপনি call friendship, I can't unravel.