rickman_lover

Alan Rickmam, I am yours.
Forever. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

And now I am crying in my বিছানা with the lights down listening to his voice and feeling my হৃদয় burn because I know I will never be with him, I know that, no matter what I do, I can never laugh with him, nor pull him close, nor wake up and see his amazing eyes, nor touch his hand and চুম্বন him gently. I know, it's pretty pathetic, and I feel like plain shit because of the distance between us. I know perfectly well that he is 52 years older than me. But hey, প্রণয় is love. I'd give my life for him. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

Exactly one বছর ago, I fell in love. It is not what people expect from a 14 বছর old. It is not a crush অথবা simply being attracteed to the person. It is true love. I know because everytime I hear his voice my body shivers; because everytime I see his smile my হৃদয় does a back flip; because everytime I see him holding another woman, pressing his lips sweetly against hers, I feel my stomach aches; because when I look into his eyes I feel myself in paradise. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে