No matter wat i do
no matter how hard i try to fit in
i know in my হৃদয়
that i truly never meant to belong
in a place i can never call home
a couple freindly faces...
fade after awhile...
অথবা become consumed in diff things
trying so hard
to be like them...
it only shows that being your own pearson...
would mean i will never be able to fit into anything
i know im not suppose to be here
but it still does not mean...
that im fully numb
i still feel the loneiness
the তিক্ত pain of not fitting in
i was never ment to belong anywhere....in a place i can never call my home...

i was spinning faster and faster
i dident know how to stop
i was all alone no love,caring,freindship....
i pressed against the brake nothing happened
i tryed harder and harrder but....
im all alone nothing can save me
i cry out to everybody i প্রণয় saying how sorry i feel
but no one awnsers i again yell im sorry
im flying i can see the water below me coming faster and faster
i feel and impact i say one আরো thing
HELP HIM AND HER NOT ME


a awake knowing it was just a drem
just a dream...just a dream..
i keep telltng myself
but i have become a diff person inside....

My হৃদয় aches
i cry as i awake
my blood is gone
and my life is finaly done
i cry for my ঘুঘু
for আপনি are my only love
blood thins and i begin
all new sins in my new
life i share with you
i may be young but
im in প্রণয়
especialy for আপনি my dove
i sing for আপনি at night
i wait for আপনি to sleep
our hearts beat in tune
my হৃদয় is all for you
my one and only dove
i চুম্বন আপনি lightly on the cheek
for আপনি need to sleep
প্রণয় is infinite for আপনি and i
i will always sing you
a lullaby....