Dear Abby,


By the time আপনি read this letter, Luka should be নিরাপদ in America and আপনি will probably be wondering why I'm not with him. Before আপনি go blaming yourself let me just say, it's not you, it's me - and I know even as I write this that you're going to think that's a breakup cliché, but if আপনি could just try and hold back your judgment - and your condemnation - for a minute, maybe আপনি will actually be able to understand what I'm trying to say. Being here has changed me in ways I never imagined. It put everything in perspective. County, Gamma's death, you. Well, me and you. We just had...