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posted by malmcd
The blade shines through the darkness
Calling my name
Pretending to be a friend of mine
And I find that i can't resist
It seems so easy
Always being careful
Hiding the scars from the world
And never letting on how much it hurts
When people don't see what's in front of them
I'm invisible to them
And they don't know
How the blade punishes me
Telling me the blood will make it better
But it never does for long
It only makes things worse
Harder to deal with
Harder to keep going
Harder to fight
It's never the right thing to do
But still I find myself falling into the trap
Everytime it gets worse
Days and nights pass
The...
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My Dreams, My Hopes and Wishes...My Story.
My Story...

    My Name is Mallory E. McDonald. I was born in Maine and I’m 13 years old. I’m a dancer at T’n t Dance Studio and I’ve been dancing for 11 years now. I was born with an eye condition, in other words I can only see out of one eye at a time. So when I was in third grade my eye doctor finally saw that I had a problem but it was to late. So in third grade I had to learn how to read and write all over again. I was called names because I had to have help and extra class’s because I still needed to learn how to...
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posted by mini_mm
I'm just a girl

I never win

But I try to fit in

I'm just a girl

I keep back my tears

And hide my fears

I'm just a girl

I always fake smiles

But sometimes I laugh for miles

I'm just a girl

I stand up tall,

Even when I fall

I'm just a girl

I cover the truth

'Cause I'm still in my youth

I'm just a girl

I still get afraid

But i know the stars are there behind the shade

I'm just a girl

I tend to forget

But people live their lives with no regrets

I'm just a girl

I know I will Fly,high and free

Just wait and see

I'm just a girl

I'll take the pain I got in my হৃদয় and head

And put it in a song instead

I'm just a girl

I won't...
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Sadness...

Something that can just sneak up on you..
And eat আপনি alive.
It can make আপনি do the craziest of things..
And make আপনি think the most deadly thoughts..
It puts আপনি in a spot of living through the pain..
Or giving in..

Will আপনি fight..Or flee..

Most give in..
But I'm not like most..

Most hurt them selves..
By Cutting there wrist
Or thighs অথবা arms অথবা stomachs..
Anywhere where they can feel the pain..
I've been there two..

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A Cutter's Point Of View


Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver...
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posted by allicyn123
Izzy stared at the blank ceiling of the alfea attic. Her হৃদয় longed for the faded purple walls of Cloudtower net the girl's face to pop out om the closest, her voice still echoed in Izzy's mind 'real witch... real witch... real witch..." Izzy pulled out her laptop from under the বিছানা and the note the girl had প্রদত্ত her. As she typed in the যন্ত্রপত্র a dress A little light blinked as it showed to girl was online. The প্রতীকী ব্যক্ত 'dana' that must be the gril's name. Dana and Izzy immediately started talking dana started out with a surprising প্রশ্ন
"When will আপনি plan to start?"
"Now"
Fine, read...
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posted by snootygirl50701
The truth

1.I'm ready to tell the truth.....about me.
2.when I wasn't even born,my parents devorced.
3.am I happy about it? hell ya!
4.When I was 3 I meet my dad.
5. i would to see him on some of the weekends.
6.My dad would buy me anything when he was rich.
7:I would...I would প্রথমপাতা and... And my ...mom would find bruises on my...
8:I didn't know where they came from!...But when I told her i didn't know where the bruises come from...I felt like lyieing...and I was little...
9:When I was in preschool and other grades as a little girl,I planned to kill myself.....because of fighting and bulling....I was...
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posted by malmcd
Secrets

1.I used to be shy... and sometimes I still am.

2.I প্রণয় to watch scary movies! But I get really scared afterward... I just I wont learn!

3.My পছন্দ color is White because it holds misery and nothing can defect it... other then other colors.

4.I have an eye condition... Witch means I can only see out of one eye at a time. And I wish I didn’t have an Eye condition.

5.I have glass’s so I don’t think I’m pretty....

6.I also have red hair! Witch I’m proud of! I just wish it wasn’t so fluffy.

7.I’ve never been loved....

8.I’m very creative

9.I have blue eyes yet I’m a red head?...
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posted by snootygirl50701
(Hey you guys...I'm going to be publishing some songs....to let a few things off of my heart....I'm torn up and sad....I'm sorry I get annoying....here is a review of some sadness)

Goodbye -a song
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me:I want to see him!
nurse: sweetie,you can't see him
me: yes I can! i have two eyes miss.Trish
nurse: younge lady! seguraty! gaurds!
(I push my way into the hospital room but run out crying heading for the door)

{now singing}
Ohhhhh-why me?
does this have to come now?
oh jesus don't take him away!
Just take me

Just wake me up...
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May wings be wings and soar past these vast unearthly feilds of hate,

May প্রণয় be প্রণয় and extinguish these feilds of uncertainty,

The girl in the back with her hair kver her eyes,

Her father left when she was 5

On the outside shell be smiling but inside silently dying

The boy in the alley with the cigarette bud in his hand

His mother died at his birth and he'll never be accepted my his dad

On the outside hes a skummer but inside hes still a kid

The one passed out on the floor, a bottle to her lips

She drinks away her pain but shes fearing it'll never drown

May the anorexic become strong inside...
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* That awkward moment went your mom's doing dishes, so আপনি put one in slowly and walk away fast.


* Dear teacher, I talk where ever I am. So there's no point in moving me?


* Dear brain, please start to make up your mind about if I'm hungry অথবা bored. Sincerely, I'm getting Fat.


* It doesn't madder what it is, it's automatically cool if it glows in the dark.


* That awkward moment when your playing with your pen in class and it goes flying across the room.


* The mini party আপনি have when your teacher leaves the room.


* Hand sanitizer = The quickest way to find a cut.


* Dear Haters, I so much আরো for you...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
My ফ্যান্টাসি is where nobody gets hurt. Where everybody can live in harmony wthout any worries.I dream of a peaceful valley, vast and wide, full of beauty, and life. Mountains that reach the heavens and we all lay on the ঘাস that is as soft as the hand of god, under the sky so blue. As the wind blows though the valley, It relaxes our mind দ্বারা sing a lulabye, takeing away any and all bd thoughts, taking all of us into a deep slumber, only to awake in a world where it is always daytime.

আপনি are under the night sky... a sky that contains so many stars to the point where it almost seems like darkness...
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posted by malmcd
Tell them my story long after I'm gone.
Tell them my dream's and wishes and hopes.
Tell them how I tried to help the world.
Tell them how I gave up.
Tell them আপনি help me through.
Who brought me down and chewed me up.
Tell them about every scar I have.
I like the one on my wrist that's from my cat.
To the one my arm because I became sad.
Tell them about how I was talked about.
And stabbed in the back.
Tell them my crushes and বন্ধু I hope I get back.
Tell them how I help আপনি through,
The fights,
The burns,
The scars,
The bully's,
And yourself.
Tell them how I was there for you.
And how I'll be there for them....
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posted by snootygirl50701
~I'm Bleeding~
This is a song I was making and its for a special friend who is having trouble with her life. I'm here everyday for her,year to months to weeks to days to মিনিট and even seconds.....
_________________________________song for the broken____________
(Talk)
We all go threw it..
We all go under water....head first...
The breathing gets harder....
Fill the eyes peel at you,huh?
A song for the broken is on his way...

(Singing)
I don't want to break আপনি heart....
I'm just going to give it a break...
Convent this as a প্রণয় song....
I cant write আপনি one anyways....

All the searching......
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posted by malmcd
    My feet keep on going but my হৃদয় tells me to stop. All I want to do is run. Run away from this mess I got my self into. It all happened so fast the anger the tears the blood. Then all I heard was the bullet fly through the air and hit skin then সরানো slowly into the flesh and then the final bang it hit the heart. The one thing that keeps আপনি alive. All never forget his face when I killed him. All I saw was shock and fear and one big প্রশ্ন hanged over his head. Why?
    I just wanted to keep running afraid I could hurt আরো people in this mess....
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posted by snootygirl50701
Today at performance for Easter:
I was in the girls locker room at high school and my friend,Alicia was with me. We were getting ready in our cute Easter maid out fits and ফের্গেই came along....
Fergie: hey,you want ti dust of Alicia's স্কার্ট Maria?
Me: আপনি want to have Will shove his #$%&%# up your ass?!
Alicia: wow! Calm down!
Fergie: how do আপনি know Will?!
Me: *pulls out her phone* I know people bitch! Your cheating on Drake!
Fergie: *angry and grabs her phone* আপনি will not tell him!
Me: I don't have to! *Fergie looks at her phone*
Fergie: আপনি text him about it!
Alicia: no,you did! *high fives me...
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posted by allicyn123
Izzy hopedd, no prayed for a dead sleep, dreamless, but that's not what she got. Instead, she got stuck in a forest darker then any dark, and she ran, an unknown terror seeped through her as she ran for what she fear was her life. suddenly there is no ground, and she isn't running, she is falling, down down down... Screaming, whyy? Izzy couldn't tell. She thrashed for her life, her nails scrapping rock hard walls and suddenly the fall stops, and water surrounds her,she surfaces salt pours over her, burning her lungs, her eyes. She swims for what feels like days, thrashing screaming, fighting...
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posted by snootygirl50701
Every had a crush that's so close but so far?Like,he's right there দ্বারা আপনি but so far from আপনি and the world?Like,he's in his own creative world...well,it's horribale for me. i have a HUGE crush on my dance partner at dance class,science class (sometimes),art (unuasul),and barely at music. he makes my হৃদয় just melt! he's so টক but sweet and তিক্ত to the bullies.I have his number but he only texts me about the girls' he's dated our his new girlfriend,Fergie Granda.Fergie's the most জনপ্রিয় girl at school in 7th grade and one of the শীর্ষ ten perfects.She bullies and he doesn't know.If you...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Rose
Rose
FantasyXII -Info
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Crèatures অথবা Dreamings
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Dragons
Sparix: a water dragon,good অথবা evil,called the Sparix from the time of 1400's. the ancient stoon,known as their eggs,was found দ্বারা a water cave. one the egg hatched the humans were shocked and kept it to theirselves. Now in 2012, the ড্রাগন rise from their secret caves...

Marix: The আগুন dragon,good অথবা evil. Their mostly evil if আপনি know.The history of these ড্রাগন was back into 100 b.c. With an unknown past. Now in 2012,these ড্রাগন were...
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posted by allicyn123
(There are some definitions আপনি need 2 know before I introduce them!)

Techtoni: Meaning 'Dragon Rider' in the language of the Akkoni, the Native Indians of the Planet That they called 'Arribantoni" Great গর্ত of Dragons.
Slithadonia: Meaning 'Lizard Face' Is a breed of Dragons, its আরো of the typical, scaly, dragon, with smaller horns and the ability to turn both it and it's rider invisible. 
Tynucruseen: Meaning 'Great Big Horns' is another breed of ড্রাগন that has huge horns all the way down it's face and on it's tail, uses massive strength as main defense.
Nucihissten: Meaning 'Silent Slither'...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Elizabeth Prim
Elizabeth Prim
Okay. আপনি guys know how I like want to make a প্রদর্শনী অথবা something of being famous- well, I have the perfect idea for it to be true ফ্যান্টাসি and awesome! Alright- I came up with this:

Dakota- A girl with a outerline of beauty who lives in a troubled প্রথমপাতা town of disregarding teens and selfsame parents who care but domestic. With her three other siblings, she stays stronger with her hometown friends: Marian, Susie, and Kelly. Her family decides to take them on a vacation to a country to visit grandpa Todd but end up stranded in Mephio, a well known city with the সেকেন্ড highest population.

Elizabeth:...
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