I was finishing up the স্প্যাঘেটি when a loud crash echoed from the front room. I couldn't see what it was. I was about to get up, to check it out, when Edward strolled in and sat পরবর্তি to me. I stuffed the remaining amount of স্প্যাঘেটি in my mouth, watching him. He grabbed my plate and headed for the kitchen. I followed. I had some প্রশ্ন for him.
"What was that noise I heard?"
"I threw something down the stairs. I was angry, but I have something for you."
That took me দ্বারা surprise.
"For me?"
I doubted it could be better than the present he'd already প্রদত্ত me. How could any present beat him? He...

As I slipped into the room, I heard her sleeping. I watched her dreams, she was dreaming about us. I layed down beside her, watching her sleep. She didn't talk in her sleep like Bella did, but she did kick. I felt her kick at me, but I didn't want her to hurt herself, so I stuffed the cover in between us. I watched her dreams. We were at the alter. She has a really vivid imagination. Everything was so realistic, it reminded me of Alice's visions. I looked over at the window দেওয়াল for a few seconds, when she screamed. It frightened me so. If anything had happened while I wasn't paying attention......

My eyes unfocused, I was reminiscing that night that I proposed to Bella. I remember how in প্রণয় we were, অথবা at least how in প্রণয় I thought we were. Was I ready for this to happen? I didn't know.
"Edward? Be honest, if আপনি don't want to marry me, then tell me, but I would really appreciate it if আপনি ব্যক্ত something."
I focused back on her, realizing my mouth was open. I was determined to make this sound right.
"I'm not saying no, but are আপনি sure আপনি want to?"
I watched her expression as she thought. I needed to understand her.
"I definitely want to. I mean, I প্রণয় you, I've had experience dating,...

I watched as the Cullen's gathered in a বৃত্ত and I sat down to wait. I watched their mouthes moving, but heard no sound come out. I wondered what they were talking about. I watched intently, trying to read their lips, but I failed.
"Are আপনি ready,"Edward asked as he turned back to me.
"Ready as I'll ever be."
I couldn't wait to see what was myth and what was true.
"First Emmett and Rosalie, they will demonstrate our strength and how impenetrable we are. Only vampire teeth and werewolf teeth can cut through our skin."
Edward sat down beside me. Werewolf teeth? নেকড়ে-মানুষ exist? That was neat and...

I watched her come out of the room where she spent the last week getting better. She walked over to where I stood, waiting to take her to her apartment. I thought about how much Bella had meant to me, how much she had changed me. I thought about how easy it was to forget her now that my existence finally had a true meaning. I remember how I used to think that Bella was the whole point of my existence, how she was what kept me alive, but I now knew that she was just to help me control myself for the only true প্রণয় I could have. I saw through Sam's mind how Emily was his whole world. I knew...

An ঘন্টা later I was waiting at the airport. I watched as Carlisle's flight moved closer and closer to the top. I walked the slow human pace towards his departure point. Everywhere I looked I saw something that reminded me of Bella,this person had the same eye color অথবা that one was the same height. I had to find a way to distract myself. This was what was best. For her to grow old and die a happy life. She deserved that, even if I didn't. I couldn't let myself wallow in self-pity, but to think a dog was better for her, at least she would stay human. STOP! I screamed in my head. I pushed those...

"Bella, I"... I didn't know what to say. In that moment, my no longer beating হৃদয় was torn in two. It was like she tore it from my chest, stuck it in her mouth, chewed it up and spit it out on my feet. I couldn't believe she chose that dog over me. But it was her decision. I looked down, I knew this was coming, I could see it in her eyes.
"Bella, if that's what আপনি want, I'll leave now."
"Of course it's what I want, আপনি left, I tried to deal with it, but now I realize that Jake is the one that I want."
"Yeah bloodsucker, I was always better for her."
I turned and started walking, but I just...

Sorry, to all my fans, I haven't had the time to write, so I hope আপনি like this chapter.


I slowly opened my eyes to stare into the world's most beautiful eyes. They were sparkling with joy. The plans were settled and Edward was going to প্রশ্ন me and I was full of joy. I couldn't stop picturing it in my head. He smiled at me. I couldn't wait to walk down the aisle. I'd already had the final fitting for the dress and Edward was going to a bachelor party with his brothers tonight, while I was going to a bachelorette party with my soon-to-be sisters-in-law and mother-in-law.
But there was a downside....

I awoke, chilled to the bone. Part of the reason being that the প্রণয় of my life was right here beside me. He was a vampire, so of course I would be cold. But the other part was the dream I just awoke from.
Edward and I were at the wedding ceremony, we were reciting our vows. I was wearing a beautiful white gown, of my own design, that Alice created for me. Edward was wearing a black, traditional tux. My bridesmaids were wearing বেগুনি colored floor length dresses, that I also designed. I was holding a bouquet of white roses, freesia, পীচ blossoms, and little white flowers. Those ফুলেরডালি also...

Why? Had she come back to finish destroying what was left of my peace? I could see she was crying, yet I felt no urge to comfort her.
"I just came দ্বারা to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to আপনি first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. অথবা about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want আপনি back, I still প্রণয় you. I see how much I need আপনি now. How can...

After she was safely asleep, I went back to talk with my family.
"Can আপনি guys just all go on a hunting trip for now. I need to talk to Liz and I don't want interuptions. I'm sure we can talk through this, but it would be most helpful if we were alone. I'm not trying to exclude you. Please let us alone until Monday, if we're don't get through this, she can stay, I will go."
"No, Edward, we don't want আপনি to go,"Esme complained.
"I will, I already made her leave her apartment. She has no where else to go."
"Where will আপনি go?"
"I will head up to Denali."
"Then we will go with you, we will let her...

I waited outside the restaurant for what seemed like hours. The time dragging দ্বারা as I waited for her. I couldn't believe how antagonizing it was to wait. I hate waiting.
Look at that hottie. Some moron was thinking. I looked to that direction and there, walking towards me was the most beautiful girl in the world. Elizabeth Martin.
Her brown hair reminded me of the warmth I used to feel from Bella. Her bright blue eyes reminded me of the ocean in the sun. Her pale, rosy complextion reminded me of cream colored milk. So beautiful yet so out of reach. I remember that night that I proposed to...

I walked out of the room to Edward, my savior.
"You didn't have to wait for me,"how easy it was to act like I didn't care,"you don't have to take me home."
"I don't have to, but... I want to."
"Are আপনি sure আপনি don't have a problem with this?"
"Of course not, now I know আপনি just got released, but I thought I might treat আপনি to dinner."
"That would be really great, আপনি know, you're really great."
Oh no, I can't believe I just ব্যক্ত that.
"Thank you."
He looked into my eyes.
I wonder what he's thinking right now. I wonder if he's thinking about me. Maybe he likes me too. Maybe, no no no, I just can't get...

I put the box on the floor carefully, I didn't know if there was anything breakable in it. I peered inside. I closed my eyes and inhaled, I was angry, I wanted her to keep things, to remind her of me, but she mustn't not have wanted to. The CD I made her in its jeweled, plastic case was sitting on top. I pulled it out and put it aside. The diamond হৃদয় I gave her, to go with Jacob's carved wolf. The stereo from her truck, a copy of the gift Emmett, Rose and Jazz gave her for her 18th birthday, the one that I replaced. All of the notes that I left her. And a black velvet box. If I could cry...