Coldplay's Lost
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The Fray's Enough For Now
আপনি may play them throughout the story as it goes on to many আরো chapters.
3 Months later… I will not face anything.
The last দিন of school and junior বছর was pure torture. Summer I could only hope being better but everything is just a blur. The only thing that sticks out now is riding my ঘোড়া বিষয়ক and the hillside.
“Hey there buddy want to go for a ride?” I spoke in a soothing voice to my horse. Billy nickered to me softly.
“Yea… Alright let’s go for a ride.”
I tacked him up slowly taking my time. He always seemed to enjoy that. He was a good height not too big and not too small. He was 15.2 a blood উপসাগর with two back socks. He was wide barreled and smooth to ride like a rocking horse.
I put my foot in the stirrup. My left hand on the mane and my right on the saddle and pulled myself up. Not staying in one spot for too long I gently ask him to go.
Five মিনিট and I was at my পছন্দ spot দ্বারা a creak in the wooded hills. I spent hours here I felt closer to him. My dad and somehow I could almost see him. A shimmer of light was all it would take. I knew I was only imagining it but it was better than facing the truth of everything.
I would be moving soon. There was nothing I could say অথবা do to change her mind. I had lived here my entire life and now she wanted us to just pack up and leave. Sell everything I knew would come to an end and my rides would never again happen to carry me away from reality. My ঘোড়া বিষয়ক would be sold to help pay for a house off the সৈকত of South Carolina. They would be the last two ঘোড়া বিষয়ক left that my father and I worked with. This made them very expensive and they sold quickly.
I can’t believe her my entire life changing. I have no বন্ধু now so I guess in a way that made it easier in a way. I remanded silent the entire plane and car rides there.
Everything would remain a blur from here on out. No আরো pain if I don’t let anyone in as simple as that. I would never again say আরো than was absolutely demanded of me.
I walk along the সৈকত and the movers were doing what they did what they did best. They made themselves ready to destroy people at any সেকেন্ড for the person who was in charge my mother. I watched the sunset until the stars were the only thing lighting the way to the chamber of misery.
I walked through the door.
“Where on earth have আপনি been young lady?” My mother semi yelled. I could hear the anger in her voice.
I remained silent but it was a big mistake. I knew of course either way that even if I had tried to answer she would not have listened. She was on one of her rampages now. So I ignored it and began walking to my supposedly বিছানা room. She followed of course. She was predictable now ever since… No I wouldn’t bring myself to think of that now. She continued forcing me to listen to her now.
“Some neighbors showed up when আপনি were off causing trouble. I saw a nice boy about your age I would like আপনি to meet him tomorrow at dinner. I am also advising আপনি to try and not screw it up.” She ব্যক্ত harshly.
I turned around and rolled my eyes as I got ready to go to sleep. I lay in বিছানা that night tossing and turning.
I thought to myself one দিন down and 450 আরো to go until collage and I can get away.
I hope আপনি like it! Let me know if it's bad. অথবা if there's anything I can change to make it better. I promise it will get better!
